come kiss me

Chapter 218 Extra Story: Old Dream (2)

His voice seemed so lingering in the wind and snow, his tall body held her in his arms, and he just said over and over again: "Gu miss you very much."

His warm embrace made Ding Feisi turn reddish, and tentatively hugged him back.

The man has a thin waist, but a broad chest, and his arms can wrap her tightly.

That night, he didn't leave.

Since that day, the servants' attitude towards her has become much better than before. Hearing the booing from the servants, Ding Feisi blushed, and the pair of petal eyes on the hibiscus face in the mirror were like spring water.

Zhu Ye came more frequently than before, seeing him every two or three days, staying here every night, and talking to her softly while holding her shoulder.

Just as she had indulged in fantasy a long time ago, he treated her very tenderly, meeting his burning eyes.

Knowing that her father and brother were all there, she looked relieved and looked at Shang Zhuye.

Ding Feisi fell into it unconsciously.

The young man is passionate, and he has longed for her for a long time, now that the beauty is in his arms, how could he not be gentle.

Her long hair was scattered on Lang's lap, and she said softly: "If you feel pity for those who waste your time, you will also hold tears. My father is ruthless and addicted to Qin Lou Chu Pavilion. My mother is also dead. Keep his heart. Thinking is not in vain, so I Name Ding Faith."

"The number one beauty is just to make me a queen. My mother died early, and my aunt is holding me in one hand. I never dare to reveal my true thoughts, for fear of bringing disaster to others."

Zhu Ye looked at her tenderly: "So you dare not talk to Gu?"

Ding Feisi expressed his true thoughts for the first time, with a little timidity in his eyes.

He stroked her long hair: "I won't be like your father, you can keep me."

She really kept him, and since she said that sentence that night, he has come to see her almost every day.

The people blamed him for letting the deposed prince lose face, but they didn't think that it was Xiqing who borrowed troops to save Dazhao. As long as Xiqing could help him, a mere deposed prince was nothing.

He always frowned slightly, and every time she woke up at night, she would find him wearing a coat and writing music in front of the case, resting his forehead in deep thought.

Even though he is in a high position, he is not as glamorous as before, and has a lot of forbearance and fatigue.

Ding Feisi saw it all.

He has a deeper understanding of his behavior of humiliating and deposing the prince.

Sometimes, he is actually helpless.

The deposed prince also survived, and Zhu Ye gave him food and a way of life.

Zhu Ye always treats her more tenderly and calls her Siqing softly.

However, Feng Ming often reminded her in an unsightly way, don't overstep the rules. His Highness treats her kindly, but it doesn't mean she can think that His Highness has no airs, so she can make progress. She is just the daughter of a guilty minister, and she rarely clings.

Whenever Feng Ming said those words, his face was always expressionless, like a puppet, and Ding Feisi's ears were numb.

Feng Ming's remarks are alarmist, but in fact, Zhu Ye treats her with care, and does not treat her as the daughter of a criminal minister at all.

So that when she knew that she had a child in her womb, she was ecstatic and wanted to be the first to tell him.

It's just that he didn't come tonight.

Ding Feisi only thought that he was busy, but unexpectedly, he did not come to see her for several days.

Only now did she realize that she had no way to see him, and only when he thought of him would she have the chance to see him.

But after more than half a month, when Ding Feisi was already looking forward to it, Fengming finally came.

But before Ding Feisi could reveal the existence of that child, Feng Ming raised his eyes halfway and said in a straight tone: "His Royal Highness is going to get married, and he probably won't set foot here within half a year. Ding Xiu, please take care of yourself."

Ding Feisi said in astonishment, "What big wedding?"

Feng Ming said lightly: "Ding Xiu doesn't think that His Highness will marry you?"

Ding Feisi froze in place.

Isn't it?
Feng Ming ruthlessly exposed the facts: "If His Highness wanted to marry you, he would not put you outside the palace and keep you in a hidden way. All this is because you are not a wife, and you are not even qualified to be a concubine. It's just outside."

Ding Feisi's heart sank suddenly.

And Feng Ming walked slowly in the hall: "Outside the room, outside the house, there is no room for the hall, even if His Highness wants to abandon you in the future, you are not even qualified to call for injustice, because you did it voluntarily, Ding Xiu, I hope You can recognize it sooner."

"But he clearly said that he wanted to marry me..." Her face was pale and her voice trembled slightly.

Obviously they were in love with each other, and they also opened up their hearts, dispelling all misunderstandings in the past.

He also knew that she had always protected himself with sarcastic remarks.

Doesn't what he said count?

Obviously he wanted to see her for the last time on the night when he broke the palace, and obviously he led her into the cave to protect her, are these all fake?

There was a dull pain in the abdomen, and cold sweat broke out on Ding Feisi's forehead.

Feng Ming closed his eyelids slightly, and then said shallowly: "Master said, Ding Xiu, you gave up on yourself, but later, you took the initiative to throw yourself into the arms of the master, since Ding Xiu has this intention , it is suitable for the outer room.”

Marry as a wife and run as a concubine, seek shelter as a concubine.

The truth from time immemorial.

Suddenly understanding all this, Ding Feisi's heart fell into a cave of ice.

Feng Ming said indifferently, "You can ask for more blessings." Then many guards blocked the house.

Ding Feisi heard him say to the guards that a fly must not be allowed to fly out, and if anyone breaks in, there will be no mercy.

Inexplicably, her abdomen started to ache, her face was as white as paper, and she fell on the edge of the table.

But no one came to help her, they just thought she was pretending to be sick and wanted to go out.

And they got an order that there must be no mistakes in the big wedding, and in order to avoid unnecessary troubles, they must stay by Ding's side at all times.

Indifferent and heartless faces surrounded her, Ding Feisi couldn't raise his head, so he could only lie on the table, and her face was distorted due to the pain in her abdomen.

Finally, blood oozes from her lower skirt, and those servants realized that something was wrong, so they rushed forward to check in a panic.

That night Ding Feisi woke up leisurely, opened his eyes and saw Peisui shaking slightly on the bed.

She tried to sit up, but felt exhausted.

The servants next to her watched her fall halfway up again and again, but no one came up to help her.

She stroked her stomach, and a line of tears rolled down her cheeks.

At least the child is still there.

That's it.

However, the servants had only been indifferent to her for a day, and they became eager again.

Mostly it was thanks to this child.

The guards guarded her tightly, and if she couldn't get out, the servants would tell her about the outside world.

But those people will never talk about things inside the palace walls, they just pick up some irrelevant knowledge and stories.

It is said that the son of Fengchang took the initiative to invite Ying to go to Yangguan, Taiyang, and fought against Dongcheng. He won a big victory and was named General Hussars.

Ding Fei thought of the handsome young man who was ridiculed by her and blushed with shame.

It turned out that he was not influenced by her at all, and he really felt like a waste.

It was rare for her to be relieved during these days of gloom.

It's good that he can still be a general now.

In the past, she was too domineering. Although her heart was not evil, she always pushed people away with sarcastic remarks, which inevitably hurt others.

The servants said that before General Lu went out for the expedition, he asked His Highness for a wish, and when he returned in triumph, he hoped that His Highness would grant him a favor.

The servants chattered and discussed, completely ignoring her as the master.But it is also a rare lively popularity.

It's just that Ding Feisi's eyelids twitched inexplicably when people said, "General Lu must be begging His Majesty for a marriage, which family's lady do you want to marry?"

But the next day, the young general returned triumphantly, and he didn't know what he had said to Zhu Ye in the imperial study.

The servants were talking in low voices, but Ding Feisi overheard them.

She was uneasy, and a thought kept coming up, and the note thrown into her room at night confirmed all of this.

Who could throw the ball of paper into her room without alarming the guards, who else could it be except for the athletic Major General.

Just like how he escaped the guards in the palace and broke into the inner palace.

Ding Fei was in a panic, looking around for fear that he would be discovered, but after she unfolded the note, she suddenly felt cold.

Her father and brother had been assassinated on the way to exile and died halfway.

It wasn't that Zhu Ye made her think that he had both father and brother.

Zhu Ye was lying to her, and had been lying to her all along.

Ding Feisi felt cold all over.

After waking up, throw the ball of paper into the stove.

She didn't speak for half a month, but often looked out of the window in a daze, and tears fell from time to time.

But since that day, there has been an unmistakable ball of paper thrown by the side of her bed every night.

After a few days of interruption, when he came back, he said that he had regained another city, and that His Majesty intends to appoint him as the Great General to Protect the Country and let him march eastward. He will definitely ask His Majesty for her.

The words were filled with high spirits, but it was as if she could see the handsome major general blushing and saying these words to her.

But she stared at those two words in a daze.

Your Majesty... It turns out that he has already ascended the throne.

Sometimes Ding Feisi would leave a note on the bed, and there would be a reply the next day, but she always followed the rules and always referred to her as a friend, and told the other party not to risk anything because of her.

But paper can't hold fire, and there will always be a day when it will be revealed.

The cleaning maid found a missing note under the bed.

I don't know what happened after the note was found, but suddenly one day, the guards outside made a noise.

Ding Feisi put on his clothes and got up, but he saw the little general holding a halberd, half of his body covered in blood, looking at her under the moonlight.

She was startled.

He grabbed her wrist: "Faith, the queen wants to kill you, I will take you away."

The man's hand was so generous and warm, but Ding Feisi shook it away.

Her hands were trembling under her sleeves, but she tried her best to maintain her composure and suppressed her crying: "General Lu, I can't drag you down. You have a bright future. I respect you as a person. After I am a criminal, I deserve to die." , These days are all about trying to survive, you shouldn't be involved in this turmoil."

Seeing the torches approaching in the distance, reinforcements are coming.

Her heart was beating like thunder, and she pushed him hard and said: "I am pregnant with a child, Zhu Ye will not let the queen approach me easily, if you are caught today, you will have no other chances in the future, keep the green hills, and one day you will be able Seek a way out, but if you die today, you will lose everything, let alone save me."

The footsteps were getting closer, the little general still hesitated for a moment, took a deep look at her under the moon, and promised in a deep voice: "I will definitely rescue you someday."

Ding Feisi nodded vigorously, his eyes were red.

When Lu Fu saw this, he fled lightly.

As the torch got closer and closer, Ding Feisi tried his best to maintain his composure, holding back his tears.

And after a few months, she finally saw that man.

Zhu Ye's face was stern, and the tall figure stood not far away, just staring at her coldly.

The long jade hairpin in his hair is shining brightly under the moonlight, and it is worth thousands of gold.

His demeanor is no longer noble at all, full of the oppressive feeling of the superior.

Ding Feisi's complexion was pale.

An outer room, how can I trouble him to condescend to come here.

He lightly said "take it away", and the place where Ding Feisi was imprisoned changed from a courtyard to a palace.

Although the palace is not as good as the marketplace, the news is far more accessible than in the courtyard.

She also heard facts that she had never heard of in the past six months.

It turned out that even the sentence of assassination was Lu Fu's words to appease her.

Her father and brother were beheaded for public display in the north of Caishikou, and their corpses were left in the market. Zhu Ye personally decreed that there would be no future troubles.

Forever, never, later, suffering.

Ding's 210 people, except her, were all executed.

Ding Feisi was heartbroken.

What about her, why not let her die together, what's the point of living like this?
Another thing made Ding Feisi angry. Chu Yu was humiliated and hanged himself, but he did not die.

After she was humiliated, she escaped from the battlefield and returned to Chang'an after a narrow escape. She thought it was just because of her reputation that she could still manage to survive, but she didn't expect that when Dongcheng asked Dazhao's important person, Zhu Ye actually asked Chu Yu to marry him.

After Chu Yu went to Dongcheng, he was tortured to death within a few days.It is said that he was thrown into the barracks and humiliated to death.

When Ding Feisi heard it, his hands trembled and he knocked over the cup.

Zhu Ye sat in her palace for a while, but Ding Feisi didn't say a word.

Until Zhu Ye never came again, Feng Ming would come sometimes, but it was just a reminder and warning to her over and over again.

But she was clearly pregnant, but she was getting thinner and weaker every day, her face was as white as paper, as if a gust of wind could blow her down.

Everyone knew that there was a Ding beauty living in Yuming Terrace. She was so sick that she might not be able to give birth to this child at all.

Maybe that's why, the queen has never attacked her, so there is no need to do anything extra.

Until one morning, the servants who served the wash entered the inner hall and saw Ding Feisi lying on the bed, and she had a serious cut on her wrist. The blood dripped down the bed curtain, staining most of the brocade red. Her eyes were closed and her face was bloodless.

The palace people were frightened and screamed loudly.

The entire palace trembled, and someone dared to commit suicide in the palace.

When the new emperor was first established, someone insulted the royal dignity like this, how could His Majesty forgive him?

Even if Ding Meiren didn't die this time, she would definitely die.

But when Ding Feisi woke up, he saw Zhu Ye sitting by the bed, his stern face was rarely seen with helplessness, but it seemed that he had finally got nothing to do with her and had to submit: "What do you want?"

Up to this time, he only said this.

Ding Feisi sneered palely, stared at the bed curtain with a dead heart, his eyes were empty: "I want my father and brother, my nanny, and my maid."

Everything about her.

Relatives, friends.

Zhu Ye looked at her quietly for a long time, and finally held her hand: "I am your husband, and the child is connected with you by blood. When this child is born, I will make you a concubine and let you manage the harem."

A line of tears fell from the end of her eyes and flowed down her temples: "What about your little queen?"

He was silent for a moment, and just said: "The empress is pure by nature, so she won't mind."

Ding Feisi closed his eyes with tears in his eyes.

The incense that was placed in her room, he has not yet discovered who wrote it.

How can you be pure and good when you come from a wealthy family.

He once said that she must be able to keep him.

Ding Feisi was full of resentment and couldn't bear the resentment.

However, as if on purpose, she slightly raised her pale lips: "The first time I saw Your Majesty, He was practicing swords in the peach blossom forest near Xishan Temple. gone."

Her words seemed to arouse Zhu Ye's old feelings. He held her hand and said softly: "When you give birth to this child, I will practice the sword for you and the child."

Ding Feisi smiled weakly, but did not shake his hand back.

But Zhu Ye came more and more frequently.

Since that day when she brought up the past, Ding Feisi has become more and more important in his heart.

The queen's family lost power in the battlefield and could not be reused. On the contrary, her righteous brother, General Lu, won a complete victory and regained the thirteen cities.

It is worthy of his single name with a double word.

Because of the outstanding meritorious service, Zhu Ye kept silent about the fact that General Yelu wanted to take her away that day, as if it never happened.

It was rare for Ding Feisi to see a smile on his face sometimes, although it was only a pale smile, it made Zhu Ye overjoyed.

She is still beautiful, even more vulnerable than before, making people feel pitiful and shockingly beautiful.

But from that charming and arrogant Ding Xiu, she became a taciturn and cold beauty.

The only time she talked too much was after Lu Fu was named Taiwei. I don't know whether Zhu Ye really believed that they had a brother-sister relationship, or whether Lu Fu's request was too difficult to refuse. In short, Zhu Ye allowed Lu Fu to meet again. she is gone.

Lu Fu had scars under his eyebrows, but he looked a lot more heroic.

She smiled wryly and said softly: "I'm already a ruined flower, why should General Lu never forget it?"

His tone was broad and firm: "Incompleteness is also beautiful. The flower stands alone, coming out of the silt, falling to the ground with a sound of gold and stone, the years have passed, and the mountains and hills are far away, which makes people think about it. What's more, you are not incomplete in my eyes."

Ding Feisi's eyes were hot, but he tried to calm down and said: "General, there shouldn't be any connection between the courtiers and concubines. You have a bright future, and many ladies admire you. I'm just a sinful courtier. .”

Lu Fu just looked at the scar on her wrist, and said with a heavy voice: "You deserve it, one day I will take you away, and I won't let you suffer here again."

Ding Feisi choked up: "General Lu, you are my confidant, but you will not be my beloved. Even if you take me away, we can only stop at the friendship of brother and sister, and the friendship of confidantes."

Lu Fu's complexion was slightly pale, but the corners of his mouth curled up: "It's also good to be your confidant. I saved you not for myself, but I just hope you can live happily."

Ding Feisi was determined to die, but this sentence brought tears to her eyes, and a glimmer of hope sprouted in her heart.

Want to escape from this palace.

Lu Fu quietly slipped a note to her: "At the first moment of tomorrow, I will wait for you in the garden of the side hall of Yuming Terrace."

The wind urges the curtains of the pavilion and the surrounding sunflowers.

Her palms were slightly sweaty.

Zhu Ye came suddenly, and raised the curtain with one hand: "What is the general talking about with Ding Meiren?"

Startled, she quickly hid the note.

Zhu Ye looked at the chess game on the table: "It was playing chess."

Ding Feisi lowered his eyes in a panic, forced a calm smile and said: "Unfortunately, Your Majesty, this game is coming to an end, brother won."

But Zhu Ye looked at her face, and was a little stunned: "Siqing, I haven't seen you smile for a long time."

Ding Feisi bit the bullet and said: "The concubine has not seen her family and friends for a long time, but seeing her brother suddenly, she is overjoyed."

Zhu Ye nodded slightly, thoughtfully.

Lu Fu resigned first, and Zhu Ye sat across from her, picked up the chess piece and said unintentionally: "Every time you are with me, you always seem so lonely, but not when you are with him."

But she remained silent, just packing up the chess pieces.

He said indifferently: "This time when you come back triumphantly, your brother regained all the lost ground. He asked me for something. Guess what it is?"

Ding Feisi shook his hand, and the chess piece fell on the jade chessboard.

He held her hand, and lowered his eyes to lightly pass over her trembling hand: "What your brother-in-law wants is to be promoted, what are you afraid of?"

Fortunately, fortunately.

Ding Feisi said with a terrified look: "I am extremely terrified, my brother is greedy for fame, fortune and title, and my concubine is afraid that Your Majesty will be bored."

"Of course not, heroes should have been promoted." His tone was so light that no emotion could be heard.

She was upset and resigned early, but after Ding Feisi went back, he unfolded the note and found that it was a letter.

It was Chu Yu's letter to her.

It was the letter that Chu Yu wrote after he escaped death and returned to Chang'an, and heard that Ding Feisi ransacked his family and exterminated his family, and that Ding Feisi was beheaded at the vegetable market, but Ding Feisi was nowhere to be found.

And not long after that, Chu Yu was forced to marry and was humiliated to death.

When she couldn't take care of herself, she still remembered to write a letter to Ding Feisi. Although the letter was half-written and half-written in a hurry, every word was earnest.

"I heard that there have been great changes in your family, but your name is not on the execution list. I think you are still alive."

Because I can't protect myself, I handed the letter to Brother Lu. If you have a chance to steal your life in the future, the real estate and money deposits mentioned in this letter can guarantee your food and clothing for the rest of your life.

Recalling that when we were young, you and I were still good friends, but the years were ruthless, and a rift gradually developed, but the old love is still there, and it is hard for me to turn a blind eye.There is not much I can do for you, only these can be arranged by myself, I hope it can help you.

May you cherish, and the mountains and rivers will meet each other. 』

They will never meet again.

Ding Feisi leaned over his desk, tears rolling down his cheeks silently.

She folded the letter in its original form, and hid it in her chest, close to her heart.

She was still alive, but Chu Yu died in a foreign land.

Chu Yu was born kind, but died because of her.

If she hadn't told Zhu Ye that she wanted to see Chu Yu, he would have simply sent Chu Yu to marry him in order to prevent her from meeting others and knowing the truth.

How could Chu Yu die?

Chu Yu was full of plans for her, but died at her words.

At this moment, she had the idea of ​​stabbing the dagger into Zhu Ye's chest.

(End of this chapter)