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Chapter 219 Extra Story: Old Dream (3)

When Zhuye came to see her the next day, Ding Feisi endured so much that he would not draw his sword to face her.

She couldn't stay in this place any longer.

As the night was getting darker, she simply dressed in plain clothes, without any luxurious things in the palace, and went to the agreed place to wait for the deer to return.

It's just that Lu Fu had just landed, and there were fires everywhere, and palace lanterns everywhere.

Lu Fu held Ding Feisi's wrist tightly and stepped back cautiously, protecting her behind him.

The guard stood in front of Zhu Ye, staring at Lu Fu with a knife in his hand.

Zhu Ye's expression was cold, and the candlelight danced on his jade-white face: "You still chose her."

Between the monarch and his beloved, Lu Fu chose to betray the monarch.

Ding Feisi knew that Lu Fu had just regained the lost land, and he was the only person Zhu Ye could use according to the people's aspirations. Zhu Ye would never lay hands on Lu Fu.

She gritted her teeth and knelt in front of Zhu Ye.

"Your Majesty, it is not my brother's fault that the concubine wanted to go out of the palace to pay homage to her parents and revisit her hometown."

Zhu Ye ignored her.

No one would believe such a statement.

She knew it too, but it was just a bet that Zhu Ye would go down the steps and give the important officials a way out.She has already lost Chu Yu, and cannot lose Lu Fu anymore.

Lu Fu suddenly raised his eyes and looked at Zhu Ye: "Recovered the thirteen cities in the southeast, and have not yet asked His Majesty for a reward."

Zhu Yehan said: "It's the first time you asked me for her, and I said, once again, it doesn't matter if you kill her."

Lu Fu was fearless, and for no reason, he had a solemn and murderous look. The general's majesty on the battlefield was like a sharpened sword: "Then your majesty will kill!"

The two faced each other, Zhu Ye drew the sword from the guard's hand, Ding Feisi thought that Zhu Ye would not be willing to strike, but he didn't expect that the sword had pierced into Lu Fu's heart in a blink of an eye.

Ding Feisi was startled: "Deer Fu!"

She hurriedly supported Lu Fu, and blood continued to soak out from his wound.

But he smiled at her, as if he had expected all this.

"Success and fame, loss of land and harvest means uselessness. With Ding's one hand covering the sky, how can he tolerate the dominance of his relatives? He wants you to be the queen, so I can't keep it."

Even if he didn't have what happened today, he still knew that the emperor wanted to get rid of him.

With great achievements and a foreign relative, how could Zhu Ye keep him.

One wrong step, one wrong step.

Ding Feisi held Lu Fu's hand tightly, tears falling like broken beads.

With blood in his mouth, he was still laughing and joking with her.

"Only bad people can get you. I will be a bad person in my next life. I don't want to be your brother-in-law."

"It's just that I have liked you since I was a child, it's a pity."

Those demon eyes have always been the innocence of a young man, his eyes are clear, like an innocent child, everyone in Chang'an said that the young general Lu Yushu is facing the wind.

But such a magnificent young man will die because of her.

With blood in his mouth, he recalled the past and said intermittently: "When Ayu and we were still in Qingzhou, we were still young, not as high as today, and you never treated us so indifferently. At that time, we always talked about the future together. It's a matter of saying that we want to be friends for a lifetime..."

His words stopped abruptly, poison was poisoned on the sword, and his throat was sealed when he saw blood. When Zhu Ye came, he was fully prepared.

Ding Feisi cried bitterly, surrounded by guards and palace people, they just looked at her indifferently.

With trembling hands, she closed Lu Fu's eyes. Lu Fu's body gradually cooled down, and her eyes gradually lost focus. She said softly,
"Lu Fu, don't be friends with me in the next life, you are the same as Chu Yu, don't be friends with me."

"It's good to be a bad person, even if you are idle in your next life, being a dude is better than being a good person, but dying for me in vain."

No wonder he gave her that letter ahead of time.

It turned out that she was afraid that she would never see again, that she would have no way out.

Ding Feisi wanted to cry but had no tears, his heart swelled and ached, but no more tears came from his eyes.

It turned out that the sadness was so extreme that there were really no tears.

Lu Fu knew that he would die, but he still came.

Ding Feisi became anxious and fainted on the spot.

She was so ill that she didn't get up for more than half a month, and the imperial physicians in the entire imperial hospital had several consultations, and they managed to save both her and her child's lives.

And Lu Fu's guess was completely correct.

Back then when Zhu Ye married the queen, it was all because the queen's family contributed to his instigation of rebellion. Now, it is time to cross the river and tear down the bridge to prevent heroes from taking credit and seeking power to change.

There is an emperor who releases his military power with a glass of wine, and an emperor receives power at the sight of blood.

Zhu Ye must be afraid of such a powerful mother's family as the queen.

Zhu Ye needs a queen who has no mother clan, no support, and is difficult to accomplish.

Ding Feisi is the candidate.

What's more, Zhu Ye really liked her, and he didn't let her enter the palace before, it was all to protect her.

Not long after, it was revealed that the Queen had poisoned Ding Feisi's incense, and Zhu Ye took advantage of the problem to blame the Queen.

The descendant's family has changed, and everyone in the palace is in danger, fearing that they will be implicated if they flattered the queen in the past.

But everyone turned to flatter Ding Feisi. Ding Feisi leaned against the window, looked at the unbloomed stamen, and suddenly gave a wry smile.

It turned out that he knew that the queen was harming her, but the timing was not ripe, and he had to arrange everything before he dared to make use of it.

He knew it from start to finish.

So he didn't even care about this child.

Her belly grew bigger day by day, but she lost weight day by day.

The imperial doctor just reminded her to think less and not to worry.

When she was in the outer room, she was still sweet and happy.Now everyone knew that she was going to be a queen, but she had endless loneliness and indifference.

Sometimes I dreamed that Chu Yu pushed her downstairs, the child fell, and she bled all over the floor.

Sometimes I dreamed that Lu Fu broke into the palace and stuffed her purse.

The lotus-colored sachet was her favorite style when she was still in Qingzhou.

It's just that when her father was promoted and took the position of prime minister, she no longer used the kind of color that everyone said was petty.

Recently, the palace chose satin clothes for her, and the maid beside Ding Feisi picked out a piece of lotus-colored cloth, saying that the color was petty and unworthy of the empress.

The palace maid pointed at the vermilion brocade embroidered with peonies all over the place, saying that it would work.

Ding Feisi interrupted her softly,
"Just use the pink one."

The big palace lady was stunned, and the little eunuch who was accused hurriedly bowed down in gratitude.

Ding Feisi looked at the pink silk brocade, his eyes froze slightly, as if he was looking at someone through it.

Zhu Ye gave Lu Fu a saying that he died after saving him. Outsiders really thought that General Lu was killed by an assassin.

Lu Fu is also a rich burial, and enjoys the incense and fire of the Taimiao.

It's just that people are dead, so what's the use of these.

And because the surname Ding could no longer appear on the public face, everyone in the palace began to call Ding Fei Si Fei Meiren.

The future is after the fee.

After the fee, after the waste.

When Ding Feisi thought it was ridiculous, Zhu Ye looked at her protruding belly lovingly and asked what name he should give the child.

Ding Feisi bent the corner of his mouth palely: "I think Yanzi is very good."

Zhu Ye asked her why, but she just stroked her belly and said, "May Your Majesty's blessings last forever."

In the word Yan, even if the child is born, it is only a continuation of her pain, which is appropriate.

Zhu Ye had a smile on his face and said that Yanzi was excellent.

And Ding Feisi knew that this child would not be born.

She was already losing money during pregnancy, she lost both energy and blood, and she might not be able to live when she gave birth, let alone this child.

Without the possibility of her relatives dominating her, Zhu Ye devotes more and more attention to her day by day.

He was considerate to her, and even the people in the palace became cautious towards her.

Sometimes she would think of Lu Fu, and she would cry for no reason, sometimes she might be rubbing ink, sometimes she would be in a daze, and a line of tears would fall without warning.

Knowing what she was sad about, he would hold her in his arms, comfort her with a gentle voice, and promise her the future.

Sometimes she would think of her aunt, who hoped so much that Mrs. Ding would continue to be the queen, if she saw this scene under the Nine Springs, she would not know how she would feel.

She suddenly began to like lotus color, and the curtains and bed curtains in the palace should be replaced with lotus color, as if to make up for what was lacking in these years, and Zhu Ye also indulged her, never saying that a queen should not be humbled .

The concubines in the palace are all surrounded by Weiyang Palace, laughing and boasting that the Empress Palace looks warm and peaceful, especially comfortable.

Amidst the laughter and noisy voices, she was holding the teacup that was getting colder, but she remembered the day when the hairpin flowers paraded through the streets, Chu Yu was also surrounded by a group of people, smiling.

She looked so happy and brilliant, she didn't know how she was living in the blue sky.

Ding Feisi would even think of that uncle who always smiled at her. No matter how much Ding Feisi disliked him, he would always smile, touch her head with his generous palm and say it was okay, and praise her that our girl is a The most beautiful girl in Chang'an.

But he died, the handsome and gentle boy died at the age of 23.

There is also her passionate and thoughtful father, who always sighs and says that when the moon is full, it will lose money, and when the water is full, it will overflow. Too much prosperity may not be a good thing.

And the fat nanny who is very strict, obviously Ding Feisi is the master, but the nanny always tells her what to do, even whether she drinks cold tea or not.

And her obsequious, but stupid and cute maid, every time she looked at that little maid, the little maid would tremble with fright.

But they all died.

Ding Fei was thinking, tears fell unconsciously, the palace people were panicked, but she just said in a gentle voice that she was uncomfortable during pregnancy, it was inevitable that she was sad, the palace people breathed a sigh of relief.

It's completely different from the previous temper that was picky about even small things.

She seems to be living more and more, always thinking about the past, and she is as easy-going as it was a long time ago.

It is the beginning of spring again.

The child in her stomach started, and the whole palace was busy and orderly, and everything had been prepared long ago.

It's just that Ding Feisi knows that this experience will never come back, and she has no energy to give birth to this child.

But she underestimated herself. When the child was really about to be born, she suddenly didn't want to let it die with her, and almost desperately gave birth to the child.

When she heard the first cry, she knew she was going to die.

Regardless of the palace guards' obstruction, Zhu Ye rushed in and held her hand, his eyes were red with anxiety, and he called her Siqing.

Ding Feisi ignored him, just stared blankly at the bed curtain, and suddenly, he seemed to see two years ago.

At that time, when all nations came to court, she walked among the people in luxurious clothes, and the sound of the whole hall stagnated in unison. Everyone looked at her with amazement, and the envoys praised her as the glory of the prosperous age. Smiling, she walked past Lu Fu, past the crown prince's cousin, and sat beside her father.

In front of her was a huge crowd, pushing and changing glasses, laughing and drinking.

A line of tears flowed from her eyes.

Enduring the severe pain, Ding Feisi tightly clenched Zhu Ye's sleeves, his slender hand knuckles were protruding, and his eyes were already blurred.

She gritted her teeth and said: "After I die, I will be offered to collect my body. He is the only one who has not lied to me. He is the closest person I have left in this world."

Zhu Ye's eyes were slightly red: "Okay, I promise you."

With tears in his eyes, Ding Feisi didn't know where he was going to go.

Thinking of the prosperous Dazhao in the past, she suddenly began to recite the sacrificial speech that the Empress Dowager recited.

Her voice couldn't stop trembling, the cold pierced through the mouth of Caishi who had been beheaded a year ago, piercing into her heart to kill her, so as to prevent future troubles.

"One salute, long live my lord.

Second worship, Fu Zuo stretches.

Three worships, the fortune of the country is prosperous. "

Zhu Ye thought she was regretting that she was about to leave before she was sealed, so she squeezed her hand tightly: "I will definitely make you queen, you are my only queen."

She turned her head slightly, gritted her teeth and said tremblingly, "Zhu Ye, don't think that I want to marry you, I just don't want my child to have no status..."

Zhu Ye was stunned, his heart sinking like a sinking sea.

"If there is a next life, you will definitely not be the number one I wish for." Her voice was trembling completely uncontrollably, but she clenched on the last sentence, "You don't deserve it."

Her hand immediately lost strength and fell.

After the last word fell, Ding Feisi woke up suddenly.

She opened her eyes and saw the dim night light. Zhu Ye was sitting by the bed and looking at her mobile phone. Seeing that she woke up suddenly, he put down the mobile phone and took her into his arms. He said softly, "Why did you wake up?"

Ding Feisi raised his head and looked at Zhu Ye's face, still unable to recover for a while.

She shook her head, trying to shake off the disgust and hatred in the dream.

But looking at Zhu Ye's face, I always feel that those remembered dream fragments are still being staged.

After a while, the picture in the dream gradually faded away, and she said in a daze: "Brother, you may not believe me when I tell you."

Zhu Ye turned off the screen and looked down at her: "Why don't you believe me?"

Seeing his peaceful and gentle expression, Ding Feisi scratched his head, trying to remember the dream.

"I just had a dream. I dreamed that I was in a high position, maybe a princess. Then you admired me and came to give me hairpins, but I looked down on you and satirized you."

Zhu Ye couldn't help laughing.

Ding Feisi said nervously, "Why are you laughing, I'm serious."

There was a smile in Zhu Ye's eyes, and he stretched out his hand to pinch her face, not provoking her anger by not asking her too deeply: "Understood, Your Highness the Princess."

She chatted with Zhu Yemi for a while longer, and the feeling of despair and fear in the dream was really dispelled.

Zhu Ye thought that she was worried too much recently, so she couldn't sleep well and had nightmares, so she softly coaxed her: "We will go home after we finish solving Chu Yan's matter."

Ding Feisi nodded, remembering what he said before that Chu Yan might have a helper, she asked, "Have you found out who Chu Yan's helper is?"

Zhu Ye picked up his mobile phone and showed her what he found: "It seems to be a young woman named Chu Yu who has always worshiped the high and stepped on the low, and acted according to her will. If Chu Yan dared to take your identity so boldly, I am afraid that she is also there." help in it.”

Ding Feisi was taken aback: "Chu Yu?"

Zhu Ye casually said, "Do you know him?"

She shook her head quickly: "No... I don't know."

But after struggling for a moment, she couldn't help but said: "Did you get her photo when you checked her?"

Zhu Ye found it and handed her the phone.

Dante Firth had a sense of déjà vu just by looking at her, and it hit her like a thunderbolt, but when he looked closely, that feeling disappeared, just like that dream, disappeared without a trace.

Ding Feisi hesitated again and again, but chose to speak: "Or don't hold her accountable, after all, Chu Yan is the one who took my identity away."

Zhu Ye also had this intention. After all, the matter was almost settled, and the truth could be revealed without pursuing this woman. Moreover, they were just trying to solve the trouble, and it was not a long delay. It would be better to spend less time.

It's just that during the interval of speaking, the voice in the dream slipped through Ding Feisi's mind.

"Lu Fu, you are the same as Chu Yu, don't be friends with me in the next life... It's better to be a bad person, even if you are idle in the next life, be a dude, worship the high and step down like me, it's better than being a good person, but doing it for me In vain..."

But it was only for a moment, and his thoughts slipped away like fish. Ding Feisi wanted to think again, but he couldn't think of clear words.

She simply gave up, but couldn't help pinching Zhu Ye's waist.

Zhu Ye directly pressed her on the bed: "Why pinch brother?"

Ding Feisi said angrily: "You treated me very badly in the dream, the more you think about it, the angrier you get."

Zhu Ye didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "So you hit your brother to vent your anger?"

"Yes, what's up!" Ding Feisi stretched out his hand and scratched him vigorously, pinching him as if to vent his anger.

It took a little effort, and there were red marks through the clothes.

Zhu Ye simply took off his shirt and threw it on the ground, turned over and pressed him up, and said cheekily, "Come on, continue."

Ding Feisi huddled into a ball, but still insisted: "I'm going to scratch you tonight."

"What's the point of this? Put your hand on my waist and scratch it."

Ding Feisi blushed in disbelief: "I will definitely scratch you and cry!"

"Come."

The man's aura completely enveloped her, she couldn't dodge it, and Ding Feisi didn't know whether he got what he wanted or not, anyway, the next day, Zhu Ye's back was indeed full of red marks.

Ding Feisi didn't remember that dream again until the national style event at Huada University.

She was sitting opposite a person across the curtain in the painting boat, and the person on the opposite side calmly said: "Incompleteness is also a great beauty. The flower stands alone, coming out of the mud, and there is a sound of gold and stone falling on the ground. The years have passed, and the mountains and hills are far away, which makes people miss. .It is always beautiful to leave regrets.”

At that moment, Ding Feisi felt as if his wandering soul had returned to his body, and his mind was shaken.

Lifting the curtain suddenly, and meeting those unrestrained demon eyes, that feeling disappeared again.

Lu Yu was full of nonsense, boasting, dressed in ancient clothes, but he didn't have the slightest sense of ancient style.

Ding Feisi just thought it was a little funny.

How is it possible, it was just a dream, and it was probably just a coincidence to say the same thing.

The deer is hard to come by again, how could it be possible to meet someone as enthusiastic and sincere as the major general in reality.

After she landed, she dumped Lu Yu and met Yang Zi just in time.

The two of them wandered the long street for a while, and met a fortune teller. She suddenly became interested and asked him to do the calculation.

The fortune-teller looked at her face, and couldn't help but praise, "You have a hard life."

Ding Feisi: "..."

She couldn't laugh or cry: "Does the next sentence mean I'm Kefu?"

The fortune teller waved his hand, "Your husband is very good, but your heir is not very good."

Ding Feisi's heart sank suddenly, "Is there a way to remedy it?"

The husband pinched his fingers: "You and your lover are destined by destiny in the previous life. There is destined to have a child who suffers from bad luck. The child died in the previous life, and it will come back in this life."

The more he said it, the more mysterious it became, but Ding Feisi's heart hung up uncontrollably.

Obviously she also knows that these gods and ghosts can't be trusted, but she still feels nervous.

Mr. Xiao suddenly became serious,
"In the previous life, your husband owed you a lot. You will pay off the debt in this life. Don't be afraid that your child will leave. Your husband will treat you very well at the end of this life. You will have other children."

"I'll change it for you, but it's just..."

Mr. Xiao talked and stopped talking.

Ding Fei hesitated, "I'll add money."

Seeing her superstitious appearance, Yang Zi couldn't help laughing beside her.

But the results are not too bad.

Xiaoyan is also gradually improving, and was discharged from the hospital two years later.

It is said that it was caused by the deficiency in Xiaoyan's pregnancy. His mother was worried about losing money during pregnancy, which made him weak and almost died.

In any case, she saved the child the fortune teller had pointed out.

It doesn't matter if that dream was a coincidence or real.

She believes that she and Zhu Ye will grow old together in this life, and they will not resent to death like in the dream, without a happy ending.

Dreams are just dreams after all.

It was only later that I met Lu Yu again at a banquet, and Lu Yu stopped her, wanting to tell her about my childhood in Singapore.

At that moment, Lu Yu's eyebrows and eyes overlapped with Lu Fu's bright demon eyes in his dream.

Ding Feisi was stunned for a moment, but for some reason, she crushed the rim of Lu Yu's cup just like in the dream when she stepped on the high and stepped on the low.

Ding Feisi's expression was indifferent, and his tone was flat, without any emotion.

"There is a sequence in the line, everyone is in order, no matter how old or young, the first is respected."

She said lightly,

"I--"

She raised her eyes and looked at Lu Yu indifferently, half-moon lips parted slightly, and said two words softly,
"First."

There was a moment of astonishment on Lu Yu's expression.

He doesn't understand.

Ding Feisi laughed at himself, but ignored him and walked away.

On the way, Chu Yu came over to toast, and smiled meaningfully: "A daughter is a daughter, no matter what."

Only the absolute class is the object of Chu Yu's obedience.

Borrowing the high and stepping on the low is vividly displayed in Chu Yu's dictionary.

Ding Feisi looked at the other person's face, but just excused him, pretending that he didn't understand.

When she got to the door, she looked back.

Chu Yu and Lu Yu walked together at some point, and they were chatting over cups.

Looking at their smiling faces, she seemed to return to that forgotten dream.

It doesn't matter whether you worship the high and step on the low, or just idle around, as long as you are safe and sound.

Their presence was unlikable, and they each stabbed her when they made an appearance in her life.

But their appearance was very abrupt, and their fading was also very abrupt, as if they came to collect the debts from the previous life, and left after finishing the payment.

She didn't pursue it, it was repaying the love between Chu Yu and Lu Fu in the dream.

She no longer wants more.

No one knew whether Ding Feisi believed it was just a dream.

Ding Feisi just looked at them and smiled slightly.

In this life, I still don't want to be friends.

She left with a smile on her arm, and the door of the banquet hall closed slowly, like closing a door isolated from her previous life.

The story of this life has its own destiny.

(End of this chapter)