Xianyu's leisurely life through books

Chapter 191 Feng Shui takes turns

That day, Song Yu used Huxin pills to protect his heart, and Song Yu blocked the poison that was completely stimulated by the medicine at the knees and below.

The toxin also followed his legs, completely becoming dead.

No matter what you do now, you will no longer endanger your life.

Pei Xiaoxiao was proactive and enthusiastic, with restless hands, Song Yu sensed her intentions.

First is joy.

Then his face turned pale.

He turned his face away, avoiding her intimacy, and forcefully cut her hands behind his back, with a difficult and painful voice:
"Don't...don't..."

Pity me.

He trembled his lips, but he didn't say these words after all.

The skin of the person in the arms is porcelain white and moist, like the finest suet white jade, which is fascinating.

If it was in the past, he would have already crushed others under him.

Can……

He was numb to the knees and below.

It's hard for him to turn over...

The fall in the afternoon reminded him that it was difficult to take care of himself, and he lost the dignity of a normal person.

Now, Pei Xiaoxiao's behavior reminded him... that he lost a man's dignity.

This is all the more embarrassing.

Song Yu's face was pale, and he closed his eyes to hide the powerlessness and despair in his eyes.

And that's not what broke him the most.

What broke him down the most was...

No matter how close he was before, her attitude was always rejection.

Knowing that he was lost and sad, he did not compromise.

Now that he has just become disabled, she immediately changed her attitude.

He knew she meant well.

But... it was really shocking.

Mrs. Zhao and her like are just irrelevant people. He will feel uncomfortable when he receives their sympathetic gazes, but it will pass soon.

Just like a leaf hitting a stone, it will feel uncomfortable at the time, but it will not leave any scars.

Song's mother, Pei's mother, Song Ting brothers and sisters and other close people, the sadness and worry expressed will leave ripples of meaning in his heart.

But his lover...

In this way, to express her care and love.

He felt more... pity.

Deep pity.

Reminding him of his wretched powerlessness...

It's so pitiful... The woman who needs him uses what she thinks is a sacrificial method to forcibly change her will to cater to him and take care of him.

asphyxia!

He gathered her clothes, pushed her back to the side of the bed, and said in a difficult voice:
"Get some rest early."

Although Song Yu couldn't move her legs, her hands were still strong.

Pei Xiaoxiao uncontrollably lay on her back on the bed.

Her head buzzed.

Suddenly, the scene felt so familiar.

That day...she pushed him away in the same way.

Pei Xiaoxiao turned her gaze slightly, and found that Song Yu was wrapping herself in a quilt.

Pei Xiaoxiao: "..."

The wind is turning.

In fact, she wanted to laugh a little.

But she really couldn't laugh.

Song Yu closed his eyes with a strange expression on his face.

With difficulty, he moved from a sitting position to a side-lying position, with his back to her.

Pei Xiaoxiao bit her lower lip, lifted his quilt, hugged him from behind, buried her face on his broad back, and asked in a muffled voice:
"why?"

Song Yu didn't respond, just stared at the plaster on the crack of the wall in a daze.

Just when Pei Xiaoxiao thought he would not answer, he spoke.

"Xiaoxiao, that Zhao Cheng in Anxiang Pavilion is not a good person. Not only does he like to hang around in Hualou, but he also cheats on his wife and has an affair with the shopkeeper of Anxiang Pavilion and the maids at home... he is not a good person."

Pei Xiaoxiao: "???"

She was puzzled: "What does the topic we are discussing have anything to do with Zhao Cheng?"

Song Yu continued: "Song Ziyang's appearance is actually the same. There are more people who are better-looking than him. He has high eyesight and low hands, and he is a villain. He is not a good person."

Pei Xiaoxiao: "..."

"What do you say about these two people for no reason?"

Pei Xiaoxiao frowned.

and many more.

Beloved...

Song Yu is picking a man for her?

With a livid face, she sat up abruptly, turned over Song Yu's body, and stared at him: "What do you mean?"

Song Yu smiled: "That's what you think."

Pei Xiaoxiao: "!!!"

She was furious, and slapped him across the face: "Asshole!"

Song Yu's face was slapped to one side.

Her face swelled up quickly, which showed that Pei Xiaoxiao's hands were heavy.

He was not angry, he just took her numb hand, kneaded it for her, and continued to laugh:

"Xiaoxiao, if you continue to be with me, you will suffer suspicion from my family, and you will receive pity from villagers and passers-by, and your mother will worry about you."

"You once said that you want to play around, and the me now and the me in the future will not be able to accompany you."

"In daily life, because of my flaws, you can only wrong yourself to accommodate me most of the time."

"Continue to be with me, you bear and bear more disadvantages than benefits, it is a wiser choice to find someone who can accompany you to do anything."

Pei Xiaoxiao stared at the smiling man in front of her, her chest heaving violently.

After a while, she suppressed her anger and said, "You've been emotionally unstable recently, I'll take you talking nonsense."

Saying that, she lifted his quilt and covered her own quilt again.

Turn your back on him.

Song Yu slowly suppressed his smile.

Pei Xiaoxiao was emotionally agitated at this time, and she didn't want to leave, but she hadn't realized the cruelty of reality yet.

Burdens and burdens will continue to wear down the relationship between them.

He didn't want them to end up as a pair of bitter couples, tearing their faces apart before separating.

In other words, he didn't want to see his beloved girl showing disgust and disgust towards him one day.

That would drive him crazy.

Right now, they have the best impressions of each other.

It may be regrettable to separate at this time, but it will not be desperate.

He stared at her trembling slender back, wanting to reach out and hold her in his arms.

But he didn't move.

He said, "Xiaoxiao, I'm doing it for your own good."

Pei Xiaoxiao hehe: "You say you're good to me, but you're doing things that hurt me... Hypocrite!"

Song Yu was silent.

After a while, he said again: "Yes, I am a hypocrite, not as good as you think, so..."

go away.

Hearing this, Pei Xiaoxiao was so angry that she sat up again and stared at Song Yu viciously:

"Bastard, coward!"

"What are you afraid of? You dare not face it, you don't believe me! You bastard bastard!"

Finally, the main line collapsed, and the plot master suspected of giving up treatment.

She thought they could be happy together.

This idiot actually wanted to make up with her because he became disabled.

I thought it was good for her!

idiot!

"You're not me, how do you know what I want? Do you think what you do is good for me?? Megalomaniac! Coward, bastard! Stupid! Demon!"

She was speechless, hysterical.

Song Yu looked a little distressed, but he didn't follow her wishes to coax her, but just stared at her with a good look.

After a long time, he said slowly, "Be obedient."

Pei Xiaoxiao: "..."

"Neuropathy!"

Song Yu smiled: "Yes, my emotions in the future may be as unstable as today, and I will say neurotic things."

"Today is the first time, maybe the last time, and there may be many times. I don't know, and I can't control it. If you continue to be with me, you will bear such a me, and your life will be a mess."

He continued to analyze, smiling and staring at the collapsed Pei Xiaoxiao.

It seems to be waiting for her to nod, and it seems to be waiting for her to shake her head.

Very strange.

(End of this chapter)