Xianyu's leisurely life through books

Chapter 192 Don't Take It Too Much
People are very contradictory.

When I feel uneasy in my heart, I always try to test whether the surrounding environment is safe enough.

Just like when people get on a roller coaster, they will subconsciously grasp the safety railing and safety belt repeatedly with their hands, push and pull away from us, to see if the safety measures are strong or not.

In fact, doing so is just to make yourself feel more secure.

Song Yu naturally didn't know what he was going to do with his current behavior.

Perhaps it was really testing whether Pei Xiaoxiao's love for him was strong enough.

Maybe it was because he was really thinking about Pei Xiaoxiao, and he didn't want her to bear the burden of being tied to him, suffering and being pityed and ridiculed by the people around her.

Or... I want to let go, sacrifice myself, increase my sense of self-worth, and sublimate my personality through this self-righteous letting go.

unknown.

Pei Xiaoxiao didn't understand either.

All she knew was that she was going crazy with anger.

She gritted her teeth and stared back at him, tears streaming down uncontrollably.

He didn't coax her like in the past, nor did he wipe away her tears, but just looked at her with that carefully measured smile.

He was so strange and cruel.

Still unreal.

It seems to go with the wind at any time.

Her heart skipped a beat.

Are physical defects really that harmful to people?

Isn't he the hero?

Do you really miss it?No way?

Pei Xiaoxiao looked at him like this, feeling angry, anxious, and distressed.

She burst into tears, hugged him again, and begged, "Song Yu, don't give up on yourself, there will be a way! It will get better."

"It won't be fine," he said.

"Song Yu, what I like is your thoughtfulness and gentleness, your patience and tolerance. It's not your legs, I don't care. You have always been brave and responsible, facing difficulties directly, and willing to shield me from the wind and rain. Why do you want to run away now? "

"You think too highly of me, Xiaoxiao, and I'm just an ordinary person."

If he was really that strong, he wouldn't have fled back to this small place after suffering setbacks in the northwest.

"No, no, I want you like this."

Song Yu smiled and pinned her tear-wet hair behind her ears:

"Don't be silly, I'm not going to get better."

His tone was very gentle, but revealed suffocating despair.

For the first time since the incident, he expressed his inner thoughts.

Pei Xiaoxiao panicked for no reason: "Are you trying to drive me away and do something stupid?"

"I still have a benefactor's child to raise, so I won't do anything stupid." He said with a smile.

His words made sense, but seeing him in such a strange state, Pei Xiaoxiao expressed doubts.

Taking a deep breath, she spoke softly and cried: "Song Yu, the world is so big, there will always be strange people, let's find someone who can cure you."

He smiled and said: "Yes, the world is huge, it is difficult to find it, and it is hopeless to find it. It is a terrible thing to go forward in the dark, so don't force it."

Pei Xiaoxiao burst into tears: "No, no, it's not that bad, there must be a way."

These words are weak.

Song Yu didn't respond, but just stared tenderly at the girl he loved.

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

Now he is a quagmire, dragging her and insisting on being tied together will only consume their friendship.

So be it, so be it.

He looked away and stopped looking at her, fearing that his heart would soften.

Pei Xiaoxiao looked up at him.

His eyes were closed, the corners of his eyes were red, and his expression was painful, fragile and desperate.

Her heart is about to break.

She took several deep breaths, trying to calm herself down.

Suddenly, she thought of the system.

She opened the panel, stared at the 1 on the points column, and took a deep breath.

Turn back the time to before Song Yu was assassinated.

Enough.

She bought a 【Regret Makeup Card】.

"May I ask if the host wants to use the [Regret Compensation Card]?"

"Yes."

"May I ask when the master wants to set the time back?"

Pei Xiaoxiao subconsciously wanted to say a month ago.

But she suddenly stopped.

The setting of this book is that only the heroine can save the hero.

If... only going back to a month ago, beware of Du Rouhui, and stop receiving her treatment, Song Yu's legs will still not heal.

The relationship between her and Song Yu will eventually come to where it is today.

Dead end?
Pei Xiaoxiao's eyes fell on the face of the man in front of her, and the soreness in her heart almost overwhelmed her.

Ask yourself, she has always been a selfish person.

According to her temperament, she should adjust the time to a month ago. If Song Yu does not receive treatment, then there are still several years to play happily.

Maybe in a few years, the two of them will hate each other, and they won't be able to cross the threshold of the seven-year itch.

At that time, it doesn't matter whether he is lame or disabled.

But when she thought that after doing it all over again, he would have to face this kind of pain again, she was very reluctant.

Pei Xiaoxiao couldn't help laughing at herself.

He thought he was smart and wise, but he didn't expect to be a love brain after all.

She was actually more willing to let herself bear the unrequited love alone and fulfill Song Yu.

Panting for several breaths, Pei Xiaoxiao slumped her shoulders, gritted her teeth and hated to think...

md, no one can live without it.

Just a man!
Back when she just crossed over, she took Pei's mother to run away!
If you don't see him, you'll be fine in a while.

So be it!

Thinking of this, Pei Xiaoxiao burst into tears and couldn't stop.

She hugged Song Yu, reluctantly rubbed it for a while, and whispered:

"Song Yu Song Yu, I love you, I love you."

She nestled in his arms, like a homeless little beast, whimpering and full of reluctance.

Her body trembled lightly, and each stroke was like a sharp knife cutting a hole in her heart.

He hugged her subconsciously, wanting her to stop and stop shaking.

But it was futile.

Seeing her like this, Song Yu had difficulty breathing and almost gave in: "Xiaoxiao..."

"Don't talk!"

Pei Xiaoxiao interrupted her, not wanting to hear any unpleasant words from his mouth again.

She sucked her blocked nose hard, and said to the system:
"I want to go back to the moment when I just crossed over!"

As for the child, she did not save it herself.

Report the case directly, let the government go to that house, and arrest people directly.

If she doesn't save people, she and the two cubs won't have an emotional bond.

If she didn't save people herself, Song Yu would only remember that she was the one who betrayed them.

In this way, he should be able to reconcile with himself.

Farewell... my love.

The instructions have been issued, but in reality, time has not been turned back.

Pei Xiaoxiao frowned, and asked, "Why haven't you turned back the time?"

"Ahem... Host, have I ever told you that the upper limit of the [Regret Makeup Card] callback is seven days?"

Pei Xiaoxiao: "???"

She was furious: "What did you say?!!!"

"Oh, host, haven't you noticed that every status card in my mall has a time limit? It can range from a few seconds to dozens of hours... Going back in time requires more energy. Using your toes Think about it, we all know that it is impossible to have an unlimited callback time."

Pei Xiaoxiao: "..."

"Why isn't your card marked?"

Pei Xiaoxiao was going crazy.

"It's normal for the system to malfunction, it's just a small bug, don't take it too seriously."

(End of this chapter)