After the rebirth became popular in the entertainment circle, the scumbags regretted it

How can a person who has lost his goal and has no ambition to make achievements in the field of scientific research?

Knowing that he was not in the right condition, he took the initiative to apply to the school to stop. After finishing the project in hand, he started a purposeless vacation.

He went to many places.

Sometimes I would sit by the lake of Yanda for a whole day, watching swans and forgetting to eat;

Sometimes I would go to the small building of my mentor’s hometown, and try to absorb her breath in the dark room;
Sometimes I would go to the streets they shopped, the places they walked, the restaurants they stayed in...

It was also at that time that he realized that there were so few memories between them.

The so-called one year may really only be together for one or two months.

At other times, either she is busy or he is busy.

She would always take the initiative to call him, but all he showed was impatience.

The only place he didn't dare to go was the cemetery. He knew she was buried there. Many fans, film fans and kind netizens spontaneously bought flowers to see her, and built a vibrant and colorful cluster of flowers for her gray tombstone.

But he didn't dare to go.

Because he was a coward, afraid to hear all the news about her death.

It seemed like this, he could deceive himself that she didn't leave this world, but temporarily went to a foreign country that he couldn't contact or see, and lived happily.

Time passed in a hurry, and several months passed in a blink of an eye.

Seeing his decadence and frustration, his parents and elders were naturally disappointed.

It's not that they haven't persuaded him, but unfortunately it didn't work at all.

A year later, other elders just sighed when they mentioned him, and only parents would stubbornly come to him every week.

The turning point was the first anniversary of Ming Dai's death, and grandma came to see him.

In fact, grandma was the one who didn't intervene to express her opinion on the matter between him and Ming Dai from the beginning to the end.

When grandpa meaningfully told him to make a good choice, only grandma patted him on the shoulder and said that happiness is good.

And after seeing grandma for a long time, she looks older and older.

Grandma said: "Keep her in your heart and live a good life, so that there will be one more person in the world who really thinks about her and remembers her." '

Grandma's words made him feel enlightened.

Indeed, after a year passed, the shock caused by the news of Ming Dai's death has gradually disappeared.

Occasionally someone mentions her on the Internet in a nostalgic tone, but most people have begun to forget her.

There are so many new explosive news in this world, and there are endless newcomers in the entertainment industry, and the roles played by Ming Dai are not considered classics, so how can the audience stay for her for a long time?

This time it was up to him to remember her.

He said he knew.

Shortly thereafter, Xiao returned to school to teach on leave.

He returned to the scientific research project team, and his colleagues were welcoming him.

But after a long time, they all found that he was not as clever and aura as before, but seemed to be bound by something, unable to use his hands and feet all the time.

For a long time, he did not publish any valuable papers, did not put forward meaningful new ideas, and began to become mediocre and gradually inactive.

But he himself doesn't seem to care. Anyway, this knowledge is enough to support him to continue teaching in the university and do these basic scientific research work well, but he is no longer as high-spirited as before.

The elder mentors were very disappointed with him, but after thinking about it, they thought it would be great if he could get out of the pain.

After several years of this, his mentor passed away.

The mentor has no children, and most of the inheritance was donated to his alma mater and the society, and the only small building in the fishing village was given to him.

The instructor said that it was a pity to see his silence, but as long as he himself did not feel regretful, then such a life seemed to be fine.

In fact, in the years before his death, his mentor didn't treat him well, but among the many students, he became the only one who received an inheritance.

Of course, compared with the Zhou family, this small building is nothing, but both the instructor and him know that this small building means a lot to him.

He couldn't help being moved and shed tears.

Confessing his arrogance and arrogance again and again.

Everything he has suffered now is nothing but a punishment brought to him by fate.

And he only suffers by himself.

Years passed.

He heard that Zhao Xian, who had been on a blind date with him back then, had been nominated for the Nobel Prize and had a high probability of winning.

After breaking up with him, Zhao Xian did not stop his pursuit of knowledge, but went further and further, becoming a leading scientist in China.

If you want to say, Zhao Xian's talent in the past couldn't catch up with him at all. He is the child of someone else's family in the mouth of the elders, and Zhao Xian is just an ordinary person desperately trying to catch up with the genius.

As a result, the later development turned upside down, he was obliterated by everyone, and Zhao Xian rose to fame, and finally accomplished the achievement that he and his elders expected - to leave his name in the textbook.

He was in a trance, but he was not jealous, he just wished her sincerely.

When I saw Zhao Xian by chance, Zhao Xian still remembered him, came over to say hello with a smile, and frankly mentioned the fact that he was never married.

The reason is him, and it's not him.

He just triggered an opportunity for Zhao Xian to start thinking about the meaning of marriage and family.

When Zhao Xian felt that she didn't need a significant other to add to the icing on the cake, she became a non-marriage advocate, and when she was 35 years old, she adopted two girls, and now a few years have passed, and they have come out very well.

She said that her life has been perfect without any regrets, and she hopes that he can also pursue his goal.

Then came a few more years.

His grandparents died one after another, with a difference of three days.

Both elders were a hundred years old, without disease or pain, and passed away in their sleep. Everyone said that this was the best way to die.

However, the day before his grandfather passed away, he was brought over and apologized to him:

'Grandpa, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left you at the beginning. '

He shook his body and hurriedly avoided the topic.

In fact, before Grandpa mentioned it, he hadn't thought of Ming Dai for a long time.

His life is like a pool of stagnant water, and he spends every day numbly. Occasionally, a year or two has passed, and his life is a straight line without any change.

So even he himself thought that he had given up on Ming Dai and forgotten Ming Dai.

He never thought that when grandpa mentioned it, all those vivid memories about her would come out.

At this moment, he was extremely grateful to his parents for giving him a smart brain, which made him enough to recall her every frown and smile.

Then he showed a long-lost smile, immersed in the memories with her, unable to extricate himself.

Time flies.

Finally, his life came to an end due to illness.

Elderly parents looked at him with tears in front of the hospital bed, but his lips were groaning, and he could only say one sentence:
'sorry. '

I'm sorry, Ming Dai;

I'm sorry, Mom and Dad;

I'm sorry, to my expectant family;

Also, I'm sorry...Zhou Yunzhi.