With a delicate smile, the rough guy bows down for the beauty

My name may have disappeared in Bianjing City long ago. Everyone should only know the fourth miss of the Su family, but not the second miss of the Su family. But if you only count from the girl generation, I am the eldest daughter of the Su family.

My biological mother was my father's first wife, my father was a high-ranking official, and she came from a century-old scholarly family. Even my stepmother came from the Cui family, the founding family of Yingtian Academy, which is well-known all over the world.

Later, when the new emperor ascended the throne, he personally pointed out a marriage for me, to marry Xu Yuanche, the second son of Duke Rui's mansion.

Rui Guogong Xu Changnian is the younger brother of the queen. He himself was also the old servant of the emperor when he was king in Yanzhou, and he was also a well-known local family in Yanzhou.

At that time, the prince under the queen's knee was established as the crown prince, and the Duke of Ruiguo's mansion was in full swing. It was undoubtedly an enviable good marriage.

Now that I think about it, it is indeed the case. During that time, I should have been very beautiful.

The eldest daughter of the Governor of the Procuratorate, Yushi, the second-in-law daughter-in-law of the Duke of Ruiguo, and I am also a top-notch lady in Bianjing. Everything seems to be perfect in the eyes of outsiders. Perfect again.

But there is a saying that you don't know your blessings when you are in the blessings.

Of course, I can’t talk about how regretful I am now, but when I think about the past, this sentence will still come out from the bottom of my heart.

At that time, I was close friends with Qin Wan, the daughter-in-law of the Qin family in the Jingchang Hou Mansion, but as luck would have it, my fiancé Xu Yuanche was in love with her.

What's even more embarrassing is that Qin Wan also got married by the imperial decree, and she was married earlier than me. Her husband is Wu Xinyan, the direct son of the Bianjing Guard Commander.

The Wu family also has the merits of being a dragon, and they can be regarded as upstarts in the court.

In theory, this marriage is not bad.

But Qin Wan has long been in love with my fiancé Xu Yuanche, so no matter how good the marriage is, it will be a match for a mandarin duck.

Of course, some people may ask, since they are in love with each other, why didn't they tell it and get married early to avoid trouble later?

This tells me that it should be because fate has not yet arrived.

At that time when the new emperor ascended the throne, the Jingchang Marquis Mansion was an old minister, and the Ruiguo Duke Mansion was a new rich man. Their political opinions were different, and they were divided into courts.

Why do I say I missed it once, because later, under my planning, they still got their wish and got together again.

But that's all for later. Before that, before I met him, I actually didn't have a strong desire to withdraw the marriage granted by the imperial decree.

Although I have no intention of marrying the person my best friend likes, the imperial decree can't help but bow my head.

But everything pushed me down a road of no return.

First, Qin Wan, her husband didn't treat her well, doting on his concubine and destroying his wife, beating and swearing at her, causing her miscarriage to hurt her body, I can't bear to see her so hard.

Then there is King Jin, my husband.

There is a saying that love does not know where it started, but goes deeper and deeper.

I guess that's what I was then.

Even though many years have passed, I still clearly remember his voice and smile. He treated me very gently, with a beautiful scenery and a gentle jade.

I still don't regret marrying him.

But in order to marry him, I did pay a very high price, and this price is one of the things I regret.

My father's disappointed eyes, my elder brother's bewilderment and heartache, and my insistence on going my own way.

Many years later, I still dreamed about those scenes several times, and woke up in the middle of the night with tears streaming down my face.

But there is no regret medicine in the world, I am afraid that there will always be a gap between me and my father who loves me the most.

But I think my father still misses me, otherwise when I was sent to the south of the Yangtze River, he would not have sent two servant girls from the Su family to take care of me.

Of course, apart from these two maids, I didn't get any more.

Later, I heard the news about the Su family from other sources.

The Fourth Miss of the Su Family and General Xiao Shen got married, Su Yushi was conferred the title of Grandson and Taifu, the Fourth Miss of the Su Family was conferred the title of Head of the County, General Xiao Shen was conferred the title of Marquis of Zhongyong, the Fourth Miss Su gave birth to Liner, and the full moon was conferred the title of Marquis. Majesty and so on.

That's right, all the major events in the Su family seem to be related to my half-sister.

In the past, I didn't like her, I could even say I hated her, but now, I have to admit that I envy her.

I used to think that there should only be me, my brother and my parents in this mansion, but unfortunately my mother is long gone, and I have never even seen her. In my childhood memories, my aunt Xiao Lu is my mother.

I thought it would be good for my aunt to replace her and stay with me, my brother, and my father without a mother, but later, my father brought back Cui's family in eight palanquins.

I watched her live in the main courtyard, hand in hand with her father, intimate, I was really very angry.

Why, why should outsiders come and penetrate our home?
My father wants me to call her mother, but I have my own mother and I don't want to.

Cui Shi is gentle and virtuous, she said that if I don't want to, I won't call.

At that time, I thought she seemed fine again.

But then my aunt came, and she stripped the cocoons for me. After analyzing it, she said that Mrs. Cui is a hypocrite, and she treats me with hypocrisy. What's more, after Mrs. Cui has her own children, my brother and I will Was grinded to death.

I was terrified, and became more and more wary of her in my heart.

But take all precautions, what I was afraid of happened, Cui Shi became pregnant, and she gave birth to a daughter, my fourth sister, Su Junning.

I remember my father was very happy that day. He said, Jun is a beautiful jade, and Ning is smooth and comfortable. He hoped that his little daughter will always be regarded as a precious and beautiful jade, and that everything will go well in this life.

On that day, I knew for the first time what it was like to be jealous.

My name was taken by my mother who passed away early, Zhiyi, she hoped that my father would always remember her friendship, and always remember that the two of them had a heart-to-heart connection.

But my mother passed away, and now the Mistress of the Su family is Cui Shi, the person my father likes with has changed long ago, and my father's favorite should have changed too.

Later, my fourth younger sister grew up. She is lively and intelligent, can be coquettish and talkative, and is more popular with my family than me. She also approached me and showed affection to me.

But I can't accept her from the bottom of my heart. I think it's her arrival that took away my father's attention and love for me. Although the third brother is a boy, he is a bastard, so he can't be compared with us. It's nothing, but The fourth younger sister is a legitimate daughter, she is just like me.

Even, I think she is superior to me, because her mother is alive, and she is in harmony with her father.

But even though I hate the Cui family and the fourth younger sister, the education I received since I was a child has made me restrain my emotions and keep in mind that one prospers all prospers and one suffers all losses, so I and their mother and daughter can only say that the well water does not violate the river water, and is indifferent and alienated.

Fortunately, I have never done anything evil to them, because I later learned that most of the hostility towards them in my heart came from my aunt's indoctrination.

This should also be one of the things I regret, trusting my aunt so much that I broke my family's harmony.