With a delicate smile, the rough guy bows down for the beauty

Yes, when I think about it carefully, my stepmother treats me really well, never favoring one over another, even to please me, sometimes I have things that my fourth sister doesn't have.

But at that time, my mind was deceived, my mind was not clear, and I was confused for many years.

At that time, my me was determined to go my own way, and I felt that my family only loved and valued my fourth sister and didn't take me seriously, so I desperately wanted to make myself happy for a while.

Everyone knows what happened afterwards. My father, who did not hesitate to hurt me, said the words of love between father and daughter, and finally married into Jin Wangfu as a side concubine.

Yes, I did, concubine.

I don't like to hear the word concubine, but indeed, I am the concubine of the one I love.

It's ridiculous to say it now, even if I became the wife of King Jin at that time, it would be a continuation, just like my stepmother Cui Shi.

Not only that, the former princess left behind a daughter, and I will also become a stepmother.

But at that time, sentient beings were full of water, how could they expect these things.

Prince Jin and I have had a long and loving time, even if he later took the princess, I am still the most favored woman in the palace.

Concubine Li Lingxi was born in Rongguo Duke's Mansion. She is domineering and loves to make things difficult for me, especially after King Jin went west with the army.

But then I could bear it.

At that time, the crown prince broke his arm and was disabled, so he gave up the position of crown prince and named the king of Chen. The king of Jin was the most likely person in the court to become the next crown prince.

King Jin and I both thought that after the Western Expedition made military achievements, and then returned to the court, the crown prince would be in his pocket. Looking forward to such a bright future, what hardships can we not bear?

But after King Jin left, I found out I was pregnant.

I knew very well that the princess had no children, so she would never let me go, so I lowered my head and asked my natal family for help.

They did help me, but it was beyond their reach, and I still had a miscarriage.

It was the hands of the princess.

I hate it very much, but I can't tell all this to King Jin who is far away in the west, I'm afraid he will be distracted by me.

Smashed teeth and swallowed.

When King Jin comes back, everything will be fine, I kept telling myself that.

But everything seems to have started to develop in a bad direction since I lost this child.

The army came to report that King Jin was captured, and later said that he was rescued, but he was assassinated on the way back to Beijing. Not only was he seriously injured, but his face was also damaged.

At that moment I felt like I was struck by lightning.

There is almost no difference between the disfigured face and the broken arm of the King Chen. The superior monarch must never have a mutilated body or a scar on his face.

In a daze, I learned that all of this was done by the seventh prince, and the seventh prince was bestowed to death by the emperor because of this incident.

I should have been happy that my revenge was avenged, but when King Jin came back and saw the indelible scars on his face, my heart sank to the bottom of the valley again.

Sure enough, the emperor appointed the son of Prince Chen as grandson, and my husband, Prince Jin, eventually lost the qualification to pursue that position.

But he is not reconciled, and I know his reluctance.

It's just that I can't do anything, I can only comfort and take care of her silently.

During that time, my friendship should have moved him very much. He was with me almost day and night, just like an ordinary couple.

How wonderful, the coldness in my heart was melted by his heat. I thought that it would be nice to have two rich and idle couples, and to have two children.

But it turned out to be the opposite. When the palace was surrounded by the forbidden army, I panicked like never before, but amidst my cries, he was still taken away.

The days that followed were very difficult. I completely lost contact with the outside world, and my days felt like years, in a trance all day long.

Until that day, what I was most worried about happened.

The king of Jin attempted to rebel and committed suicide in prison in fear of crime.

At that moment, I just felt that all the strength in my body was taken away in an instant, leaving only a limp body, weeping blankly.

But later someone found me again, and he told me that King Jin's last words were to ask me to live a good life, take care of his daughter, take his daughter away from home, hide my name, and live a good life.

This is undoubtedly the spiritual pillar that supports me to force myself to be strong.

Many years later, I recalled the situation at that time. If there were no such words, I might have died a long time ago.

Jinwang Mansion is gone, Jinwang is gone, and I, the side concubine of Jinwang, is naturally gone.

I changed my name and surname, took the young princess with me, and was sent to the south of the Yangtze River just like that, and settled in a place called Qingrong County.

A house with two entrances and a small garden has been arranged here long ago. It is elegant and elegant, and has the beauty of a water town.

But when I first came here, I didn't have the heart to appreciate these at all.

Survival is not worrying, although he can't live in luxury like before, but after the pawn of gold and silver jewelry in his hand is sold, it can be regarded as the property of ordinary wealthy people.

My father sent two maids to serve me, which can be regarded as giving me a lot of comfort.

But if so, I couldn't bear it after all, I fell seriously ill and almost died.

Been groggy for more than a month, had nightmares, couldn't sleep, and couldn't eat or drink.

After seeing many doctors, they all bluntly told me to prepare for the funeral.

The little Princess panicked. Although she didn't like me very much, she used to have a harmonious relationship in the mansion, and now I am the only one I know by her side, so I am naturally reluctant to let go.

She stayed by my side day and night. One night, when I woke up, I saw her holding my hand with tears on her face, and fell asleep lying on the bedside.

At that moment, looking at her face, I thought of King Jin and his entrustment, and finally decided not to break my promise.

My heart disease needs to be treated with heart medicine. After that night, my illness gradually recovered.

After being raised for half a year, he finally recovered.

Except for the people in this small courtyard, probably no one else knows that I have gone through this experience.

After recovering from illness, in order to support my family, I spent money to buy a farm with two shops and took good care of it.

This is not difficult for me. After all, I have learned how to manage mid-feeding since I was a child, so gradually, life is getting easier.

I gave myself a new name, Shu Yi, which means Shu Xin Shu Yi.

Naturally, the little princess can't be called by her previous name. After I consulted with her, I also gave her a new name, my last name is Shu Nuo.

As promised, this is what I promised King Jin to take good care of his daughter.

I don’t know if it’s because I’m far away from Bianjing and those disputes, or maybe the small bridges and flowing water in the south of the Yangtze River can calm people’s impetuous hearts.

Year after year, I seem to have forgotten all the things in the past, and gradually became a real Jiangnan woman.

After Shu Nuo grew up, he also tried to persuade me to remarry. After all, I was young and beautiful, and there were indeed many people who liked me, and even came to propose marriage, but I refused them all.

In this life, I am afraid that I will never be willing to go near anyone's house again. I just make my own decisions, and I will live a good life.

As for the news from the capital, just listen to it and laugh it off.

I've already made up my mind. I will recruit a reliable son-in-law for Shu Nuo in the future, and I will just care about my grandchildren and take good care of my life.

After so many years of tossing, what is right and what is wrong, I am really tired.

The only one I am sorry for is my father, I only hope that he will come to pick me up when I go to Huangquan a hundred years later.

At that time, I will kowtow to him and beg him to forgive me for my mistakes back then.