She is cute and has a thousand layers of routines

"I've eaten and I'm off to school."

Putting down the chopsticks, Chen Jiayu stood up, picked up the schoolbag on one side, and said in a low voice.

Ruan Xiulian glanced at his bowl, and found that there was still more than half of the porridge in it, and the other items hadn't been touched much earlier, she was a little surprised: "You just ate this morning?"

"Ah."

Chen Yuzao also glanced at him, with a shocked expression on his face: "Chen Jiayu, you eat too little, you are not as good as me... Are you trying to lose weight?!"

As soon as the words came out of her mouth, she was annoyed by her quick tongue.

According to the usual practice, when she heard her say that, Chen Jiayu would probably knock over in the next second.

Woohoo, my poor little head is about to suffer again.

Uneasy for a few seconds, Bao Li didn't come as she expected, and even Chen Jiayu didn't even look at her, just opened the door and left silently.

Looking at his back, Chen Yuzao murmured with a blank face.

"Mom, brother, what's the matter today?"

Ruan Xiulian pursed her lips, frowning and thinking.

Although during this period of time, my son has become obviously more stable and sensible than before.

But after all, he was just a baby.

She once heard Lao Sun Lao Hu and the others say that from the age of 12 to this age, it is also the so-called "youth rebellious period".Children at this time will be very easy to hurt the spring and the autumn, and they are very eager for independence. They will not be as easy to rely on their parents as they were when they were young.

Therefore, although since last night, she found that her son looked preoccupied, she originally wanted to ask the reason, but she was worried that it was the "rebellious period", so she repeatedly asked questions, which made him more serious. It is easy to arouse the child's rebellious psychology, which is counterproductive.

Ugh--

Ruan Xiulian sighed inwardly.

She is not an education expert, and it is really difficult to understand the mind of the child now.After thinking about it, I didn't come up with a good idea. I can only hope for the time being that there is nothing serious, but that my son is a little troubled.

……

Experimental High School.

High school (3) class.

Self-study started early.

In the classroom, the sound of books,

Chen Jiayu was holding an English book, and glanced at the empty seat beside him from the corner of his eye.

Up to now, Cai Jiayi has not shown up, presumably because she is not feeling well yet, so she asked for leave.

I don't know how her body is now...

His fingers pinched the pages unconsciously, and he looked out of the window again.

Today is a cloudy day, the sky is slightly deserted and gloomy, and there is no sunshine at all.

He has experienced this boring, day-to-day senior year of high school filled with mountains of books and seas of questions, hundreds of times, and he is so familiar with every face in the classroom. familiar.

From the shock and disbelief when I found myself in a loop for the first time, to the later attempts to struggle and give up on myself...

Up to now, Chen Jiayu has completely accepted the reality - no matter what he does, when that day comes, everything will be reset.

Because of this, when faced with a future where Cai Jiayi may be lost.

He was terrified.

What he is afraid of is that when the next time it starts all over again, when he walks into the classroom one night later, he may never find the figure he was thinking about, never hear her say "good morning" to him, and never see her again. I can't see her eyes bent towards him, I can't smell the fragrance from her hair and body, I can't hold her soft little hand...

At that time, nothing has changed, even the smallest corner of the campus, there will be no change...

But, without her.

There is no her in the classroom, there is no her in the cafeteria, there is no her on the playground, and after the evening self-study, the road they walk side by side is also without her...

If he could forget her quickly, that would be fine.

I'm afraid that at that time, he will think of her when he sees the classroom, he will think of her when he enters the cafeteria, and he will think of her when he goes to the playground...

After finishing evening self-study and walking on the road, she suddenly jumped out from a corner and said with a smile, "Chen Jiayu, I'm here!" The wind blows, the sound and the shaking shadow.

She is clearly not there, but she is everywhere.

What should he do then?
How long would it take, and how many cycles would it take, to erase her from memory?

If he can't erase it no matter what, then to whom can he tell his lovesickness?
On the day of her tenth birthday, Chen Jiayu had already experienced the feeling of losing a loved one.

But even after such a long time, the heart-pounding pain at that time, as long as I think about it, it still hasn't faded away.

He didn't want to... experience it again.

I don't want to lose her, but if the loss is already doomed, I can't find a way to change it.

The only thing he can do is...

Perhaps, it is to make yourself less painful when you lose.

Before my feet fell into the mud I liked, I tried my best to get out in time.

……

between classes.

Senior three (1) class classroom.

Shen Nianchu was checking a math problem, when suddenly, a student came to her desk: "Shen Nianchu, someone is looking for you outside."

"Anyone looking for me?"

Shen Nianchu raised her head in a daze, and looked outside the door. When she saw the tall and straight figure standing in the corridor, her eyes lit up instantly, she immediately put down her pen, got up and walked over.

After leaving the classroom door, she stood not far from Chen Jiayu, the corner of her mouth raised a gentle arc: "Are you looking for me?"

Chen Jiayu said in a low voice, "Mm.", and then handed over the paper bag with the pen in his hand.

"It's a birthday present, I couldn't make it yesterday, sorry,"

Shen Nianchu reached out to take it, but didn't open it to read the contents, but said gently and decently, "It's okay, you don't know that something will happen temporarily."

Chen Jiayu didn't answer, but just smiled lightly: "There's nothing else, I'm leaving first."

Shen Nianchu pursed her lips and said softly: "...Okay."

In fact, she really wanted to have a few more words with him, but there were people coming and going in the corridor, and in such a short moment, many eyes were already looking at her and Chen Jiayu curiously.

If any boy came to Shen Nianchu, he might not be so eye-catching.

But many people knew that Chen Jiayu had confessed to her and failed.

Therefore, when the two of them stand together at this moment, they naturally have a little more attraction for people to get together and whisper gossip.

After watching Chen Jiayu leave, Shen Nianchu took the paper bag and turned back to the classroom.

Sitting on the seat, she looked at the paper bag, held her breath with some expectation, opened it, and took out the contents.

It is an exquisite gift pencil case.

She gently lifted the lid of the box, and saw a pen inlaid with gold stars on a white background, lying quietly in the black velvet.

The light came from nowhere, making the stars on the pen holder shine brightly.

Shen Nianchu just glanced at it and was immediately stunned.

She knows this pen.

The four seasons weaving snow toon of Shuile costs 600 yuan a piece.

It never occurred to Chen Jiayu to give her such a valuable gift.

Although, for her, the price of this pen is not expensive.

But... Chen Jiayu was different.

She knows his family situation.

To buy this pen, Chen Jiayu may need to save pocket money for a month, or even two or three months.

So... For what reason would a boy be so generous to a girl?

Shen Nianchu gently stroked the body of the pen.

The corners of the lips curled up a little bit.

The male protagonist needs a driving force, and needs to see his own heart thoroughly before he can make up his mind and stop being entangled.

Please understand.

After this paragraph, it is sweet.