She is cute and has a thousand layers of routines

When we were young, we saw ants as ants, clouds as clouds, and falling flowers as falling flowers.When we grow up, we see ants as memories, clouds as the past, and falling flowers as regrets.

Although she asked for leave, Cai Jiayi showed up during the big class break in the morning.

As soon as she entered the classroom, her eyes fell on Chen Jiayu at the first time. When she saw Chen Jiayu turning her head to look over, Little Green Tea immediately sent out a sweet and moving smile, and raised a hand. There was a slight shake in front of his face.

To her surprise, Chen Jiayu turned a blind eye to her greeting and turned her head back, looking down at the textbook on the table.

Didn't he notice her?
With such doubts in mind, Cai Jiayi walked to the seat, put away her schoolbag, and sat down.

"Why didn't you come to the first two classes? Did you ask for leave for something, or was there some other reason?" Zhu Shu in the front row turned his head and asked curiously.

Cai Jiayi smiled: "It's nothing, I was sick yesterday, and I still felt a little uncomfortable when I woke up this morning, so I took two classes off with Teacher Fang."

"So that's the case." Tian Tian asked with concern, "Is your health better now?"

"Well, it's almost all over."

Cai Jiayi reached out and patted Chen Jiayu's arm again, and when he looked at her, she asked with a smile, "By the way, what did the teacher say in the previous two classes?"

"I don't know." Chen Jiayu withdrew his gaze and replied in a very calm tone.

"..."

Cai Jiayi pursed her lips, a little puzzled by Chen Jiayu's alienation and indifference, "You..."

At this time, the class bell just rang, and the physics teacher also stepped into the classroom, and the surroundings were suddenly quiet.

She could only swallow back the words that were about to blurt.

A few minutes later, the physics teacher stood on the podium, spitting and explaining the test paper, while doing force analysis with his hands.

Chen Jiayu stared straight ahead, but didn't even listen to a word.

When Cai Jiayi appeared at the door of the classroom, in the first second, he had already seen her.

Many people will have this experience. When you like someone, no matter how crowded the other person is, you can still see the other person at first sight, and even, you only have the other person in your eyes.

And when she walked over, every cell in her body started clamoring instantly.

I like it, I still like it, I just like her.

but……

Chen Jiayu lowered her eyes and tightly clenched the pen in her hand.

There are only seven and a half months left until the end of the day.

Even if he can see her, there are only seven and a half months left.

In order to covet the happiness of more than seven months, would he have to bear the pain of loss that lasted so long that he didn't know when it would end?

This price seems too high...

Wouldn't it be much better if, as if she hadn't appeared from the beginning?

Or, try to treat her as an ordinary classmate, try not to like her anymore.

Then, even if you lose it in the end, it doesn't matter...

A small white hand stretched out, interrupting Chen Jiayu's thoughts.

While the physics teacher turned around to write on the blackboard, it put a note on his desk, and quickly shrank back.

Above is her beautiful handwriting.

"What's the matter with you, are you unhappy?"

After a glance, Chen Jiayu didn't reply, but crumpled the note into a ball and threw it aside.

Cai Jiayi caught his action out of the corner of her eye, and was stunned for a while before continuing to listen to the class.

A class is over.

Cai Jiayi blinked, pushed over the test paper that the physics teacher just said, and said softly, "Student Chen Jiayu, I didn't understand the third question that the teacher said just now, can you explain it to me again? "

Chen Jiayu took a quick glance and said, "I don't know, you can ask someone else."

"..." Cai Jiayi pursed her lips, "I think you have already done it, how can you not?"

Chen Jiayu paused, and then said flatly: "Even if I do, I don't want to tell you."

Her delicate brows furrowed instantly, and she asked in confusion, "Why?"

"If you don't want to, you don't want to, there is no reason."

"..."

She lowered her eyes and thought silently for a while, then looked up at him again, showing a gentle and sweet smile: "It seems that you are not in a good mood now...then I won't bother you. ask you."

Chen Jiayu, "..."

He leaned back, and after a while, he called her, "Cai Jiayi."

She immediately responded obediently, "What's the matter?"

Chen Jiayu looked at her smiling face, pursed her lips, and said with some difficulty: "In the future, if you have any questions you don't understand, you can ask Xia Yu. His grades are better than mine, and it is also easy to answer questions for classmates." Be very patient, if you ask him, he will definitely teach you.”

The smile on her face disappeared, and she bit her lips lightly: "I just want to ask you, can't I?"

"I want to concentrate on studying, but I don't have time." Chen Jiayu made an excuse, "You always come to ask me questions, and you will disturb me."

Cai Jiayi frowned, looked at him for a while, and then said dully: "Understood, I will ask less questions in the future."

The morning class is over.

Inside a cafeteria full of students.

Chen Jiayu took his own food and found a seat to sit down.

After taking a few bites, someone put down the plate next to him and sat down.

As soon as she raised her head, Cai Jiayi's smiling face met her eyes.

"I had braised pork ribs for lunch today, how much do you share?"

Chen Jiayu lowered his head to eat: "No."

She continued to ask attentively, "Where are the green beans and corn, do you want it?"

"No."

"Then give me some of your fish balls." She smiled and stretched out her chopsticks.

"..." Chen Jiayu suddenly stopped eating, put his chopsticks on the plate, then stood up, picked up the plate, turned around and walked to other places.

"Bang." With a small sound, he put down the dinner plate on another table not far away and sat down.

Cai Jiayi was stunned, with her right hand hanging in the air, staring at him blankly.

There was only one empty seat left at that table, but after Chen Jiayu sat down, there was no extra seat left.

The gesture of refusing to follow her again was already obvious enough to be self-evident.

She lowered her head in a daze and bewildered, and slowly began to eat.

On the other side, Chen Jiayu picked up his chopsticks and was about to continue eating when he caught a glimpse of the girl next to him and stopped for a moment.

It turned out to be Shen Nianchu.

She had her back to him just now, so Chen Jiayu didn't realize her identity until she finished the series of actions of walking over to put the plate and sit down.

"Are you sitting here to eat?" Shen Nianchu glanced at him, then turned her head to look at Cai Jiayi, and there was a hint of joy in her soft voice, "What a coincidence."

In fact, she had noticed Chen Jiayu a long time ago, but because there were so many people in the cafeteria, it was inconvenient for her to be too active, so she just randomly found a seat not far from him and occasionally used the corner of her eye to look far away when people were not paying attention. I took a few glances at him.

Because of this, Chen Jiayu and Cai Jiayi's exchanges and interactions just now, every word, every expression and look, did not escape her eyes.

She keenly judged that they were having a conflict.

Because in so many days, it was the first time she saw Chen Jiayu being so indifferent to the other party. It could even be said that the feeling was not even considered indifferent. It seemed that he obviously wanted to avoid the other party, and he didn't even want to have dinner with him. The other party eats together, which means "severing the table and breaking the friendship".

Although she knew that being happy about this kind of thing was a little disgraceful, the joy in her heart was still uncontrollable, like a tide gushing out, and the corners of her mouth curled up accordingly.

Chen Jiayu said "Yes." and continued eating.

It is clear that the food that is usually considered delicious, but now it is tasteless and tasteless, making it difficult to swallow.

After taking a few casual bites, he got up and left.

Looking at his back, Shen Nianchu's eyes were full of pity and distress, and his expression was a little complicated.

He looked...unhappy.

Someone once said that when you like someone, when he laughs, you will laugh too.When he is sad, you also want to cry along with him.

However, at this moment, she actually selfishly hoped that Chen Jiayu's unhappiness could last a little longer, a little longer.

Shen Nianchu thought, if there is only a small crack in the current relationship between Chen Jiayu and Cai Jiayi.

Well, the longer it exists and lasts.

This crack will become more serious.

Until, it becomes a natural moat that can no longer be repaired and restored...

Seeing Chen Jiayu leaving, Cai Jiayi stopped eating lunch, put down her chopsticks, and followed quickly.

But she didn't follow him completely, she just kept a not too far away from him.

Chen Jiayu noticed it, but didn't stop to wait for him.

In this way, they walked to the playground one after the other.

Chen Jiayu directly found a few sports students he knew and played with them.

Cai Jiayi stopped by the playground and looked at him intently.She looked like she was waiting for something, but she never got it. Chen Jiayu seemed to be concentrating on playing the ball, without even looking at her. After more than ten minutes, she couldn't hide her disappointment and turned around, slowly walking towards the teaching building.

The whole afternoon, as well as evening self-study, was also spent in this way.

Until, the evening self-study is over.

After the bell rang, the students began to pack their things.

Chen Jiayu stuffed books and stationery into her schoolbag indiscriminately, stretched out her long arms, picked up her schoolbag and walked out.

As soon as he left the school gate, there was a sound of footsteps behind him.

He was so familiar that he knew who it was without even turning his head.

"Chen Jiayu, don't go so fast!" Cai Jiayi shouted the first words she said to him since the afternoon.

Chen Jiayu's pace did not slow down at all.

Carrying her schoolbag, she trotted to barely keep up with Chen Jiayu, and asked tentatively, "Today, tonight... will you send me back?"

Chen Jiayu stared straight ahead, and said calmly: "I won't give it away, and I won't give it away in the future. You can go back by yourself at night."

"..."

The next second, her wrist was suddenly grabbed by her forcefully, and Chen Jiayu had to stop.

"Chen Jiayu, what's wrong with you?" The girl stood in front of him, looking at him with fixed eyes, her eyes were a little aggrieved, but her tone was soft and gentle, "Didn't you be fine yesterday? Am I so cold? Can you tell me why?"

Chapter 2 a little later...