She is cute and has a thousand layers of routines

Chen Jiayu stared fixedly at Cai Jiayi, feeling as if his heart was being pierced. He stretched out his hand and hugged her tightly.

He didn't know what to do.

He only knows that at this moment, if someone tells him how to change all this, he is willing to give everything he can.

……

When we were young, the fairy tales we read were all beautiful, and they always end with the prince and princess living happily together.In the "One Hundred Thousand Whys" we read when we were young, it seems that every question can find the answer...

It wasn't until I grew up that I realized that love in reality is not like a fairy tale, and not all questions have answers, for example——

What should you do if the person you love deeply loves another person?
"Nice to meet you, my fox, you are very well, but I still have to say goodbye to you." The little prince said, "I will go back to find my rose, because I promised her, I should be responsible to the end, I must be responsible for my roses..."

"It doesn't matter, you can go." The fox said with a smile, "There is another happy couple in the world, which is very good."

He could see deep sadness in the plain and plain words.

When you like someone, you want to have the other person, and you are afraid of losing the other person. How normal is it?

How much courage it takes to smile and say, let's go, that's fine.

It turned out that she liked him so much...

This time, how could he make her sad again?
but……

In just a few days, the final fate will come.

He really can't think of a way?

If all this depends on his own heart, what should he do to overcome it?

Chen Jiayu thought about it until a faint whiteness appeared on the horizon, but he still found nothing.

"Jiayu, come out for breakfast." Ruan Xiulian said outside the door.

"coming."

Chen Jiayu got up and walked out.

Putting a few bowls of noodles on the table, Ruan Xiulian glanced at Chen Jiayu and asked in a low voice, "Did you stay up all night last night?"

Chen Jiayu was silent before saying, "Well, I was thinking about something."

Sighing, Ruan Xiulian suggested: "Then have breakfast later and go to sleep?"

"I have something to do, so I won't sleep." Chen Jiayu shook his head.

Ruan Xiulian was about to speak, but Chen Yuzao came out of the room yawning, and Ruan Xiulian swallowed her words back.

Halfway through eating the noodles, Chen Yuzao seemed to remember something, threw the chopsticks away, and ran back to the room with a rattling sound.

When he came out, a pair of small hands were behind his back.

"Brother, I have a gift for you." She said with a mysterious face, "Guess first, what is it?"

Chen Jiayu was not in the mood to play such childish games with her, and without raising her head, she casually said, "Examination symbol."

"Ah!" Chen Yuzao's big eyes were round and round, with an expression of disbelief, "How do you know?"

"Guess."

"...It's amazing, I can guess this, Chen Jiayu, have you ever opened your mouth?"

The little girl made a fuss and took out her hand from behind her back, and in her palm lay a little kit with a very festive color.

Then, she pulled out a piece of red paper from inside. On the paper were four prominent golden characters—"Every exam must be passed"——

It's still printed.

"This is the must-pass talisman I bought for you online two days ago. The boss said it was consecrated by the master." She handed it over with a face full of credit, "I'm giving it to you. I wish you success in the college entrance examination!"

Chen Jiayu: "..."

He reached out and took it: "Thank you."

"Hey, you're welcome as a family." Chen Yuzao happily sat down and continued eating noodles.

Ruan Xiulian's eyes twitched, "How much did this thing cost?"

Chen Yuzao took a sip of the noodles and said, "Not much, 20 yuan, and free shipping."

"Just this piece of torn paper costs 20 yuan, isn't that much?" Ruan Xiulian glared at her, "I only know how to spend money recklessly all day long."

"I didn't spend money randomly," Chen Yuzao said unconvinced, "I saw that their shop had good reviews, and they all said it was very effective, so I bought it because I wanted my brother to do better in the exam."

"Isn't there a Baoyuan Temple next to us? You call it far away." Ruan Xiulian thought of something. After hesitating for a moment, she suddenly put down her chopsticks and said to Chen Jiayu, "Jiayu, why don't we go to Baoyuan Temple to worship together today?" Shall I worship the Bodhisattva?"

Chen Jiayu was startled, and the movement of eating noodles stopped.

While deliberating, Ruan Xiulian said word by word: "I know that people can't pin their hopes on illusory gods. But isn't there a saying that it's up to people to make things happen? Some things, no matter how hard we try, we can't We can only rely on God's will to decide... Even so, we can't give up hope. What if, what if we go to pray, can it really play a little role? Even if it can only increase the success rate by one in a billion. Okay? Even if it doesn't work, at most a little time and money will be lost, right?"

"..."

Chen Jiayu lowered his head, continued to look at the noodles in the bowl, and said flatly, "Mom, these are useless."

Not to mention praying to God and worshiping Buddha, he didn't even spare God Allah.

But the cycle is still a cycle.

Ruan Xiulian understood, and could only sigh softly.

After breakfast, Chen Yuzao went to school, while Chen Jiayu returned to her room.

He sat at the desk, took out a few sheets of paper, picked up the pen, and after thinking for a while, he began to write and scratch on the paper. When he thought of something occasionally, he stopped, stared at the paper in front of him, and tapped his forehead with the pen .

If his life was repeated in the third year of high school, how could he meet Cai Jiayi six years later?
Is the future Chen Jiayu that Cai Jiayi knows really her present self?

If the other party is just me in another parallel world, why didn't the other party go through the cycle and can enter the future to meet her?

If yes, then he used to have a future, why is he now going back to senior year and stuck in this cycle?

And why, he doesn't know anything about what happened in the future?
……

After more than half an hour, Chen Jiayu scribbled all kinds of chaotic sentences and patterns on a piece of paper.

Chen Jiayu leaned back on the back of the chair, pinched the corners of his eyes first, let out a long breath, then put the paper that had become extremely messy aside, and replaced it with a new one, Repeated the previous action.

The sun climbed from the east to the top, and then slowly slid from the top to the west.

More and more papers were thrown aside.

Counting from yesterday, Chen Jiayu, who hadn't slept for nearly forty hours, had bloodshot eyes.

Ruan Xiulian pushed the door several times and came in, trying to persuade him to rest for a while.

"There are some things I haven't figured out yet." Chen Jiayu just opened his eyes and continued to write and scratch on the paper, "I'll sleep after I think it over."

Ruan Xiulian knew that her son was stubborn, like a cow, and would not listen to anything, so she felt distressed, but there was nothing she could do.

……

The night sky was dark.

The electronic alarm clock on the bedside table displayed the numbers "June 23th" and "52:[-]".

The temperature has climbed to [-] degrees in the past few days, even in the [-]s at night. Cai Jiayi was wearing home shorts and a loose short-sleeved T-shirt, showing Bai Shengsheng's arms and long legs.

At this time, she was not asleep yet, leaning against the wall behind the bed, staring down at the phone in her hand.

What was on the screen was the chat between her and Chen Jiayu, but in the past two days, the few messages she sent at intervals, except for the first message that he replied "I'm busy", never again. No message received.

Cai Jiayi arched her legs, hugged her calves with both hands, and lowered her head quietly.

Mingming thought at first that as long as she could see him again, as long as he could be well, she would be satisfied.

However, people's desires are always difficult to fill, and after they are satisfied once, they start to be greedy.

Want to be close to him, want to be loved by him, want to be with him, want to monopolize him, want to be the one and only that he misses, and want to have a future with him...

but……

……

Suddenly, Cai Jiayi raised her head and noticed something.

There seemed to be something moving outside.

It was already late at night at this time, and everything around her was extremely quiet, so that the sounds that were originally small were amplified by the silence, allowing her ears to clearly capture them.

——It was as if someone had entered the outer door very lightly, then closed the door without a sound, and then tiptoed towards her room.

So late, who could it be?

Cai Jiayi recalled one incident. A few days ago, she saw in the group of owners that there was a house in the community who slept too soundly, and did not even know that a thief entered in the middle of the night. The beating of the heart instantly became crazy, and the temperature of the little hands and feet It also dropped instantly.

Could it be a thief?
Or some guy who knows that she lives alone at home and thus harbors evil intentions?
It's okay to be a thief, if it's the latter...

Before the thought was finished, the noise outside had become clearer and closer.

The other party has come to her door!

The next second, the handle of the door also began to turn extremely slowly.

Cai Jiayi's heart almost rushed out of her throat. The danger made her hairs stand on end, and she reacted as quickly as possible. Cai Jiayi picked up the light of the phone and fell off the ground. She didn't even have time to put on her slippers. He ran to the door of the room, pressed his body against the door, and quickly locked the door.

The turning of the doorknob stopped abruptly.

Cai Jiayi picked up the phone, tremblingly brought up the dial interface, and pressed her finger on the number "1".

However, when she pressed two "1" and one "0", before she chose to dial, she suddenly heard a familiar "huh?" coming from outside the door.

At the same time as the voice hit her ears, Cai Jiayi's heart sank immediately, she turned around and opened the door.

The lights also came on.

Looking at Chen Jiayu outside the door, Cai Jiayi bit her lip and asked softly.

"Why are you here so late?"

Before Chen Jiayu lived here, she gave him a set of keys, and after Chen Jiayu moved back, that set of keys was still in his hand.

But every time Chen Jiayu came, she was at home, and he basically never used that set of keys, so under tension, she ignored the possibility that it was Chen Jiayu.

Chen Jiayu didn't speak, but took a step forward and hugged her heavily.

Then he lowered his head, closed his eyes, and his voice was soft and hoarse.

"I thought you'd come."

"Why don't you call me?"

"It's too late, I'm afraid you're already asleep and I don't want to wake you up."

Cai Jiayi felt that Chen Jiayu was about to lose her footing, as if she could fall directly to the ground in the next second.

She quickly supported him and asked softly, "...Are you tired?"

"Well, sleepy."

Chen Jiayu didn't even open his eyes, and forced out two vague and tired words deep in his throat. He felt that he didn't even have the strength to say another word.

Cai Jiayi supported him and couldn't help asking, "How long have you been up?"

"...More than two days."

In a few hours it would be three full days, to be exact.

"More than two days?" Her heart twitched, and she helped him walk to the bed, "Then go to bed quickly."

Chen Jiayu held up her last strength, lay down on her bed, closed her eyes, and then felt her little hands help him take off his shoes, and then lifted his leg hanging by the bed He got up, and gently pushed into the bed, and after he was lying down, he covered him with a thin air-conditioning quilt.

After finishing all this, Cai Jiayi turned off the light again, and then lay down beside Chen Jiayu.

Chen Jiayu closed her eyes, turned sideways, and hugged her into her arms.

Feeling the soft body in his arms, he couldn't help but let out a satisfied sigh.

Cai Jiayi faced him, and she raised her eyes to stare at Chen Jiayu. Although the room was dark, she could still feel the tiredness on the young man's face that was so thick that it almost turned into substance.

She put one hand gently on his chin, feeling the slight prickly feeling there, stroked it pitifully, and whispered at the same time: "Could it be that you haven't slept since the morning before yesterday?"

"Yeah," Chen Jiayu closed his eyes, and replied dreamily, "I was thinking about something, and I finally figured it out a little bit."

If he didn't say anything, she knew what the "thing" he was thinking was.

Cai Jiayi's heart seemed to be grabbed by someone, and there was more and more pain in her chest. "Are you crazy, you haven't slept for such a long time... you still don't rest at home, come to me..."

"I miss you so much... I don't feel at ease if I can't hug you." Chen Jiayu lowered his head, instinctively kissed her on the forehead in the dark, and said in a low voice, "It doesn't matter, I'll just sleep for a while... Let’s talk about other things when I wake up tomorrow..."

"Okay, go to sleep, I won't talk."

She buried her small face in Chen Jiayu's chest, quietly, without making a sound, until she heard the breathing in her ears become long and balanced, then she slowly closed her eyes.

It's just that compared with Chen Jiayu who fell asleep quickly, Cai Jiayi was always in a half-asleep and half-awake state, feeling a little uneasy, and would occasionally open her eyes suddenly, look at him for a while, and then close them again.

After a while, when he was completely asleep, Cai Jiayi slowly raised her head.

The girl's warm lips started from his Adam's apple, slowly stuck to his chin, lips, and finally lingered on his eyes for a while before it ended.

After watching him for a while, she retracted into his arms again.