Prayer, madam is busy with life every day

Chapter 555 Extra Story: Lonely Shadow Walking Alone 1
"You are the older sister, how do you take care of the younger sister?" A stern voice penetrated into Shen Yan's ears, and she could only remain silent.

In the living room, there are the gentle voices of parents comforting the crying sister.

Shen Yan pursed her lips and walked away.

She didn't come out of the room until the evening when her parents left.

She has never dared to act too much, so as not to be pointed at and scolded as a monster again.

From the beginning she felt that she was not normal, and she saw people like this being sent to mental institutions.

So she has been hiding her unusualness.

Shen Yan herself didn't know that it was because of her cover-up that she could spend these ten years safely.

Otherwise, she would only fall into that abyss earlier.

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Shen Yan has to go to school every day, and has to look after her brother and sister when she gets home.

Their parents and other family members are researchers, and they are usually very busy.

Even though she hired a nanny, as an elder sister, Shen Yan had to take care of her younger siblings, especially during school.

When she was in junior high school, her two younger siblings were in elementary school.

The campuses are only a few minutes away.

Every time the family driver took the three of them to school, she would get off at a fork in the road and walk to school.

The same is true today.

"Sister, won't you send me to school?" Shen Ning went to elementary school for the first time today, feeling a little uneasy, hoping that someone would accompany her.

"Your brother will accompany you," Shen Yan refused Shen Ning's request.

Shen Ning suddenly became a little unhappy, "But I want my sister to send me in."

"I'll be late."

"It won't matter if you're late once, if you don't see me off, I'll tell Mom and Dad!" Shen Ning pouted, threatening very unhappy.

Shen Yan's eyes darkened: "Just once."

Shen Ning was happy: "Well, just once."

In the end, Shen Yan was still late. Although the teacher didn't say anything, the students looked at her strangely.

After school, the teacher also looked for her.

Her grades have always been in the middle and upper reaches, and she is impartial. She has been controlling points since elementary school.

As long as she wants that kind of score, she can be exact.

Then use the spare time to go to the nearby library to learn some new knowledge.

When Shen Ning called her, Shen Yan had already gone to the library.

For convenience, their parents are equipped with telephone watches.

Every time Shen Yan answers the phone calls from her family members, she doesn't ask them to do this, because her life circle is very oppressive.

Only when she is in the library can she relax herself wholeheartedly.

She has thought that when she learns more things and has stronger abilities, she will go to live in a place far, far away.

Meet new friends there and live the life she wants.

Thinking of this, the corners of her mouth couldn't help but rise slightly.

After Shen Yan adjusted the time, she found a stack of books and hid in the corner to read.

At her age, it is easy to attract attention when looking at such profound things.

So she always used the junior high school book collection to cover up what she was studying, or to hide it altogether.

When Shen Yan came out, she saw Shen Ning crouching in front of the intersection.

With red eyes, Shen Ning ran over and accused: "Why didn't you answer my call? I went to look for you and broke my knee. Look."

Shen Yan lowered her head to look at Shen Ning's knee, and it was indeed broken, with traces of red blood oozing from it.

"There is a pharmacy in front, let's go."

"My leg hurts."

"Sit down, I'll be back soon," Shen Yan dropped these words, and walked quickly to the pharmacy in front, quickly brought out the medicine, and cleaned and bandaged Shen Ning.

"Where's Shen Feng?"

"My brother is going back first."

"Why didn't you follow back?"

Shen Ning turned her face away: "I just don't want to go back, why can you come out, I can't."

Shen Yan just glanced at her, "Okay, don't touch the water for now, it will hurt."

"Then what should I do if I take a shower at night?"

"Let Aunt Chen wash it for you."

"I don't want Aunt Chen to wash it, sister, can you wash it for me?"

"I also need to supervise Shen Feng's homework."

"Help me wash it and then supervise my brother to write."

Shen Yan said: "It's just a little bit of skin, even if it gets wet, it won't hurt very much if you put on the medicine patch."

"But I'm afraid of pain, sister, you're the best, wash it for me."

Shen Yan frowned, but finally nodded.

Shen Ning laughed happily again.

Shen Ning didn't know, Shen Yan didn't want to hear her saying "I want to tell my parents".

Help Shen Ning take a good bath at night, and help Shen Feng with her homework.

Shen Feng is a little bit rebellious, it's not that he doesn't know it, it's that he's not happy why Shen Yan wants to control him like an adult.

"I don't want to write anymore."

"Then don't write it," Shen Yan didn't force it.

Shen Feng was taken aback, "Mom and Dad came back and asked..."

Shen Yan, who just got up and left the room, turned back and stared at Shen Feng, "I'll watch you finish writing."

Shen Feng snorted, and obediently finished the homework in hand.

The first thing parents do when they come home is to ask how their younger siblings are doing at school. In the end, they put on a straight face and ask her if she has taken good care of her younger siblings. She said earnestly that you are the elder sister. , let her, as a sister, pay more attention.

When the parents were serious and preaching, the younger siblings were watching her with the gifts bought by their parents.

And this situation, they have long been accustomed to.

Shen Yan watched the gift that her parents originally intended to give her become two copies and was taken over by her younger siblings, she remained silent.

She used to ask and argue, but then her parents would only say that you are the eldest sister who knows how to be humble.

As time passed, she no longer had any expectations.

As for gifts, it will be her turn only if the younger siblings don't want them.

Some things she didn't like were forced into her hands, and she could only continue.

There are many, many things in her heart, and she dare not mention them to her parents and family members.

She seems to have never integrated into this family.

So she had the idea of ​​fleeing.

Before she has the ability, she can only bear it.

This year, she was 13 years old.

At the age of 13, he was still at a fragile age, without anyone to guide him, he had discovered abnormalities in his body since he was three or four years old, when Shen Feng was born.

Ordinary children would never be like her.

Dull and boring, like autistic.

As far as she could remember, her parents had never been with her. Only after she had Shen Feng, did she know that children are different from each other, and they can also be treated like that.

After Shen Feng is Shen Ning, she seems to be forced to grow up overnight.

With her schoolbag on her back, Shen Yan walked out of the school and went to the library around the road. The road she walked before was closed for road repair, so today she had to take a longer detour to go to the library.

Not long after the beginning of winter, Shen Yan gathered up her scarf and was about to cross the path when she heard a "plop" from the artificial lake not far away, and then saw a boy who was not two years older than her walking through the woods by the lake. When they came out, they were still discussing with a smile on their faces, and when they passed by Shen Yan, they glanced at them.

Shen Yan looked in that direction, but saw a thumping figure on the lake, sinking quickly.

She tightened the straps holding her schoolbag, not wanting to meddle.

After walking a few steps, I finally couldn't bear the loss of a life in front of my eyes, so I ran to the artificially planted woods, dropped my schoolbag, tore off my scarf, took off my coat, and plunged into the lake.

The icy lake water flooded the top, stimulating her to tremble.

(End of this chapter)