Prayer, madam is busy with life every day

Shen Yan dragged the dirty little kid who was thrown into the lake ashore, kept pressing, slapping his face that was bruised from the cold, and doing artificial respiration from time to time.

About half an hour or so, the little boy spit out the water with a "wow".

Any slower, and the child might freeze to death in the lake.

Children eat a lot of water.

After spitting it out, Shen Yan hurriedly wrapped it in her coat, and looked at her wet self, there was no way to go to the library today.

"You wait."

The child stretched out his dirty hands that couldn't be washed off by water, and grabbed the corner of Shen Yan's clothes with little effort.

Shen Yan looked back, her face was dirty, her short hair was covered with something that couldn't be washed off, and she looked like a "little beggar".

Facing the child's pitiful eyes, Shen Yan softened her heart: "I just went to buy two sets of clothes, it's too cold, I'll get sick if I wear this."

Shen Yan took the pocket money she earned from her schoolbag and left.

The schoolbag was put on the spot, and the "little beggar" let her go, but his eyes were still staring at the direction Shen Yan left.

Shen Yan also changed into clean clothes herself, and seeing that the child could stand up and walk again, she threw the clothes to the child, and checked the time, she didn't keep much.

Only after this time, she had seen the child several times.

During the period, she saved the child who was bullied and almost died.

After school that day, Shen Feng said that he came to look for her on foot, but she waited outside but found no one, so she looked around in a panic, went to the school to ask, and said she had left long ago.

Called Shen Feng, but she didn't answer, which made her anxious for a while.

Thinking of her parents' questioning, Shen Yan's figure couldn't help but tremble.

When she found Shen Feng, she saw a dirty little figure holding Shen Feng and biting vigorously, as if wishing to bite off Shen Feng's neck.

Shen Yan was startled, and quickly ran over to pull the two of them apart.

As soon as it was pulled away, the dirty child ran away.

Shen Yan also had no time to take care of the child who was running so fast, staring at Shen Feng, and asked: "Why didn't you answer my call, do you know how anxious I am. Why do you want to do this!"

Shen Yan's voice was a little high.

Shen Feng gritted his teeth and said, "I didn't do it on purpose, why are you so fierce."

Shen Yan pursed her lips, and stared at Shen Feng with her fists clenched: "Where is Shen Ning."

"She, she went home first." Shen Feng felt guilty.

"Where did she go?" Shen Yan raised her voice again.

"She went to play with her classmates, and she told me not to tell my family," Shen Feng still told the truth under Shen Yan's gaze.

Shen Yan's eyebrows twitched, "Go, take me to find her back."

"I don't want it," Shen Feng shook off Shen Yan's hand, "Xiao Ning and I have already grown up, so I don't want you to control us. Why do you control us? You are only three or four years older than me, why should you control me. "

A vein twitched on Shen Yan's forehead: "Why do you think I control you?"

Because you are a little skinny and in a bad mood, your parents will question her and punish her first!
Shen Yan forcibly pulled Shen Feng, "If we can't find her today, we don't want to go home until we find her."

"I dont go."

"Shen Feng, if something happens to Shen Ning, what do you want me to do? Do you want me to die?" Shen Yan stared at him and asked in a cold voice.

Shen Feng was startled by these words: "It's not that serious."

"It's not serious to you, if something happens to her..." She won't have a good life.

She understands how powerful her parents are, even if she hides some things, they can always find out by means.

Over time, Shen Yan also learned some methods.

Although she has never been abused, the psychological impact given by her parents is more uncomfortable than the cane drawn on her body.

She sometimes thinks that if they beat themselves up, they can treat themselves like their younger brothers and sisters, and she might be willing to do so.

Shen Yan found that her psychological problems were getting more and more serious, because she had more and more dark thoughts in the past one or two years.

She is trying hard to control herself not to become that kind of annoying scum.

She doesn't want to be in the dark.

In school, she found that she couldn't maintain the same thinking with her peers. She felt that the peers around her were very naive.

She doesn't know what's going on with her situation, is she precocious?

She has a lot of ideas, she is no different from an adult.

Take her plan to escape from this family as an example. Now that she can make money by herself, she has calculated a dense retreat in her heart.

It's just that she is not strong enough now, give her a little more time, and she will be able to do what she wants to do.

But at the age of 14, her parents found out about her condition and helped her test her genes and IQ.

Her parents were very happy, and their attitude towards her was much better, and they were no longer as cold as before. During this short period of friendship, Shen Yan was momentarily confused.

This kind of goodness continued until the age of 15 was revealed even more!
Shen Yan was happy in her heart, because she was recognized and cared by her family.

But the kindness her parents gave her caused the indifference of her younger siblings.

The two also occasionally said some annoying things in front of her, saying that she took away the love of her parents and that she was a selfish ghost.

Shen Yan didn't refute, because she didn't want to say this to her immature younger siblings, even if she did, they wouldn't understand, and would turn around and find thorns in her words.

So, why should she waste her tongue?
Shen Yan doesn't know how to please people, and she has a different mindset from her peers, so looking at her mischievous younger siblings, she only feels a little bit chilled.

Because of the treatment of her family, even though her parents have treated her a lot better this year, she has not given up the idea of ​​leaving.

Now she only needs a year, no, half a year, to find a chance to leave this home and go to a place with only her own world.

Without her, the Shen family would have nothing.

But she hadn't taken that action yet. Before she had time to disperse the hidden money, she was told by her parents that they would take her abroad to do research together.

With her IQ, she completely surpassed them.

Shen Yan was moved.

If she can have more abilities and a platform for development, she doesn't need to plan to hide at all, she can openly tell her parents that she is leaving.

In addition to this, there is another joy occupying her heart.

Because her parents are willing to put their energy on her, this is a good thing for her to be happy!

Even if she has some small embarrassments in her heart, no matter how high her IQ is, she will show a happy mood when facing the care and attention of her parents!
After all, she is also a child.

But she didn't know that once she left, she would never have the chance to implement the path she had planned from the beginning.

Because of leaving this time, she went to a dead end.

Shen Yan's sudden departure didn't make the two younger brothers and sisters very sad. They also felt that their parents were partial and allowed her to study abroad, leaving them at home.