After being on a romance show, I'm screwed

Chapter 30

The moonlight is as clear as water,

Chuci was not asleep, and neither were the female guests.

"Why am I still so hypocritical now?" Chu Ci thought about what he said before,
An Zhengzhi asked him about love, but it touched his switch and reminded him of himself.

The self who seems strong but weak in the relationship.

The self who can easily be liked by others, but can no longer like others.

sincere,

For him, it is a hurdle that cannot be crossed. When a person has too many routines, the whole person will get lost in it.

Although licking the dog until there is nothing left,
Sincerity is the nirvana for yourself,

What many people think of as affectionate is just self-moving,
But for Chu Ci,

Self-impression has also become a very distant, but very precious thing.

But a person can't do anything in his relationship, and when he feels that what he is doing is the right thing,
When he couldn't even move himself, he was actually numb to the end...

"Made, my head is a little itchy... Am I going to grow a love brain..." Chu Ci buckled his head, and there were various thoughts in his mind, constantly entangled.

"No, no, no, I'm thinking farts, wise men don't fall in love, and build a beautiful China... And I don't deserve to be loved anymore, and no one is worthy of my love. Love is not worth trusting and expecting." Chu Ci Thinking of the time when I went to attack the target in my previous life,
How many of those clients' fiancées, girlfriends, or even wives can withstand such a temptation?
When he appeared, those girls thought that true love had come,

The appearance of a person who is rich, handsome and feels super suitable for him gives the other party a thrill and a good emotional value. Basically, no woman will choose to continue to be loyal to her original partner...

During Chuci's career,

Without exception, never miss.

Tell your boyfriend to work overtime tonight,
Turn around but go to see the evening star with me?
And, men and women alike,
This is called love.

Chu Ci thought about it, and sighed: "The zombie ate his brain and threw up, vomit, love brain..."

"Firm policy principles, unswervingly follow the Yifeng route, do not drive up prices, and maintain market stability..."

he was thinking,

He suddenly met a tall figure in front of him.

These legs, waist, buttocks, the back view that Yu Jiekong couldn't stand at all, was extremely recognizable—it was Chen Chuxi.

"Hey, big brother, big brother is out for a walk."

Chu Ci walked past her quickly. For some reason, he didn't dare to stay with her for a long time, so he happened to pass by:

"Goodbye, brother."

"Ah?" Chen Chuxi looked confused, and expressed a little frightened.

He... what the hell is this?

Run when you see me? !When am I some kind of monster?
You just wrote me a letter, okay!

Walking under the moonlight at night, shouldn't you stop and walk side by side when you meet me...Abaaaba, why do I think these things?

"Damn it..." Chen Chuxi curled her lips very unhappily, and looked at Chu Ci who was walking away quickly, and didn't even bother to talk to him.

"What an incomprehensible and indifferent guy, damn it... Hey, why do I think so..." Chen Chuxi quickly shook her head, putting aside these horrible thoughts: "This little brother, really, is not polite when he sees the big brother Yes, he actually dared to leave his elder brother and go for a walk by himself... But it's already at this point, why is he going out for a walk alone? Isn't he in a good mood?

Should I care about this little brother, after all, he is the big brother..."

She thought about it, and unconsciously said to Chu Ci's sprinting figure, "Hey, little brother, what are you running for?"

She intentionally put on a rough and heroic voice, but it really didn't sound like that, instead she felt like a queen...

Like the bad sister in anime with red hair who seduces the protagonist.

"Ah, I'm going for a quick walk to exercise, elder brother, take a walk slowly." Chu Ci turned his head and continued to run.

I don't know why,
His subconscious mind told him,

You can't have too much contact with Chen Chuxi...

There are too many coincidences between the two of them,
the same neighborhood,
The first pairing is successful,
1st exclusive date,
The first round of mutual selection,
He secretly read the program reviews before,
And many people have already set them as a match made in heaven,

Very fate.

This made Chu Ci feel a little scared,
He was afraid that he would accidentally...really be with her.

……

Chu Ci's figure quickly disappeared into the night, and Chen Chuxi sat down angrily on the spot,

"Damn it, big brother, don't I want to lose face...Abaaba, no, why do I think so, he is exercising..."

She sat on the chair, looked ahead, with some expectation in her heart,
Will the other party go and come back?
She's actually struggling tonight too,

Because she and Chu Ci exchanged messages,
And she also felt that the relationship between the two seemed a bit weird,

Roommates are joking too,

Say you two are locked now.

But Chen Chuxi was very scared. She felt that she was not ready to step into this kind of ambiguous relationship or love relationship. Although she was on this show to try to break through this step...

However, I am still very afraid of the arrival of love.

As a child of a single-parent family, her parents had quarreled all year round when she was a child, and later became indifferent and broke up on bad terms, which made her very afraid of marriage since she was a child.
And because she is good-looking and charming,

She has been harassed by the opposite sex since she was a child.

and same-sex jealousy,

Suddenly, I felt that others liked her only because of her beauty and her wealth.

Chen Chuxi was suspicious.
Is there really that kind of soul mate?When one day all these external relationships disappear, will the two be able to reconcile as before?
love,

Is it true?

She was very afraid of the arrival of love, very afraid that she was really with Chuci,

But...and afraid...

Two people can't be together...

Chen Chuxi sat on a chair by the lawn, looking at Chu Ci's back all the time,
My mind is a mess,
"If he turns around now, then give him a chance..." Chen Chuxi mustered up her courage to think,

"Oh, what am I thinking... what, what, what!"

The moonlight shines on her,

With her legs close together, the moonlight couldn't wait to crawl on her legs and kiss the black silk of the letters,
she waits,

But in the end nothing came of it.

even,

Waiting for a little rain.

"Huh? Is it raining?" Chen Chuxi stretched out her hand, looked at the sky and tried to hold the rainwater in her palm.
catch.

"Hmm...it's raining." At the corner of the room ahead, Chu Ci looked at Chen Chuxi from afar, seeing her picture-like figure under the moonlight, and finally turned around and continued walking.

He walks round the room,

is a circle,

Going forward, you can go back to the original point.

And just as he took a step forward and passed the corner, he found that under the tree, someone was looking at him leisurely,
And, pushed the glasses.

(End of this chapter)