Affectionate trapping

Chapter 43 Pain and Choice
Wen Xi looked at her dark eye circles, took out a tissue and moistened it with water: "Wipe your eyes."

Zhou Weilin took it, pressed her eye sockets, and buzzed, "Thank you."

Paper full of black.

She pursed her mouth: "Am I ugly now?"

Wen Xi didn't answer, but just said with a smile: "There are only two of us here."

"Alas..." She sighed sadly: "Doctor, what do you think I should do? I also feel uncomfortable breaking up and getting back together, and my friend is still angry."

"It's normal to feel uncomfortable after breaking up. Who do you see who doesn't feel uncomfortable after breaking up? What's more, you have been in love for so many years."

"I don't understand, since he was willing to wait outside for me all night, why did he cheat?"

"Men's inferiority, never use your own thinking and sense of responsibility to flaunt a man." Wen Xi's eyes were very light, and he spoke slowly and softly: "And this thing is for both parties, if he can restrain himself, is it right?" Let other women take advantage of it."

She couldn't stand it anymore, and her heart ached beyond measure: "What if, I mean, what if, that woman forced him? For example, drugged him."

Wen Xi: "..."

She cleared her cough without changing her face: "If it was like this the first time, do you think it will be like this every time?"

"And according to what you said, he drove her back that day. Would she put a knife on his neck and say you take me back, or I'll kill you?"

Zhou Weilin was silent, "I'm stupid, I still have to make excuses for him for such an obvious thing."

"Ms. Zhou, you might as well think about it, why do you want to turn back? Is it because you can't let go of the relationship of six years, or can't swallow this breath?"

"Actually... it's not just that." She narrowed her eyes: "We are already engaged, and our relatives and friends already know that we will get married soon. If we break up at this time, it is really shameful if we break up in this way. .”

When Wen Xi talked with the consultant, he never gave too much emotion and expression, was always indifferent, and never mixed with personal emotions, but this time he seemed a little eager: "Then you have to waste your own money for the sake of face." Half your life? You have to know that every time there is a second time, do you want to bet on a marriage that is uncertain and always worried about your husband cheating?"

"But after I told my mother about it, she said that all men cheat, and there is no man who does not cheat, and there will be one after marriage. I also think that if I leave him, I will not be able to find a more suitable person. "

She will not comment on her mother's remarks for the time being, Wen Xi pursed her lips: "Where is it appropriate?"

"He has a good appearance, a good family, and a high degree of education. The important thing is that he is very kind to me and is not stingy with spending money on me."

"Well, but he cheated."

Zhou Weilin grabbed and pinched the duck again, her expression became a little distorted.

"Apart from this, he is a perfect match. He doesn't care about my origin and family. He always bows his head when we quarrel, and never makes me angry for a long time."

Her eyes were confused: "People always have shortcomings, don't they?"

"So you take this as his shortcoming."

"Woooooo..." She covered her face and began to cry again, choking with sobs: "I would rather he doesn't like to be clean, doesn't take a bath, smokes and drinks alcohol, I can bear it, but why is it this, why is it... "

Wen Xi breathed a sigh of relief, took out the tissue again and handed it to her: "But this is not a shortcoming."

"Shortcomings should be people's shortcomings and deficiencies. If the cheating is attributed to a weak sense of morality and responsibility, then it can be barely called a shortcoming."

"Wooooow!" She cried even louder.

When she finished venting this time and raised her head again, her face had already become a little tabby cat, which looked a bit scary and funny.

Wen Xi gave her a wet tissue again: "Wipe it off."

"Doctor, do you mean that I should break up with him?"

Wen Xi pushed back the affirmative answer and stayed sober: "Ms. Zhou, I can't make a decision for you. There is no right or wrong for this kind of thing. You should ask your own heart and continue to be with him. Are you happy?"

She shook her head.

"But I don't know how it's going to end."

"why?"

"My family, all relatives, know that I have found a good boyfriend, and so do my parents. They love to show off. Now people around me think that he treats me very well and loves me. Those who didn't like me before Even the people who are here have to hold back their anger and bless me, but if I say that he betrayed me now, I... can't open my mouth."

"I also thought about making up other reasons. At first, I told my mother that I didn't think it was appropriate. We kept arguing and felt that our relationship was weak, so she quarreled with me, saying that I did it, and that I was not sensible."

She continued to murmur: "But I'm really in pain. I feel pain when I see him, and it hurts when I don't see him. I don't feel safe anymore. When he's not by my side, I wonder if he's with that woman. "

"Since it is so painful, why not get rid of it as soon as possible?"

"But during the time we were separated from him, I suffered even more." She gritted her teeth, as if she was in extreme pain, "I am not strong, and I only have a salary of four to five thousand a month. After breaking up with him, I have no house to live in. Now, I have to get up half an hour earlier than before to squeeze the subway, and run to the company sweating profusely; I also have to spare time to look at the house, too expensive to rent, and cheap but poor conditions; clothes that usually cost hundreds of dollars I bought it without blinking an eye, but now I see clothes with more than three figures, I have to think for a long time."

"I couldn't hold back my tears when I lay in the hot flashes at night in the small room. It was so hot in the room, but there was no air conditioning, only a broken fan. I had to sleep with the window open to resist the heat. I feel, but there is a KTV in the back that is not soundproof, and it squeaks in the middle of the night, I can't sleep...but I have to go to work the next day..."

"I'm really in pain..." She shed tears silently, and blew her nose vigorously, "I don't want to live like that..."

So the next day, the man held her hand with a fever and said, "Why do you sleep in this kind of place? Come back with me, okay? Look, you've lost weight." Her eyes were blurred and she cried Out of breath, he packed up his things and left with him.

It is difficult to change from extravagance to frugality, and it is really difficult for the princess of the castle to live in a low and damp cave.

Wen Xi stared at her trembling fingers, then turned to her crying pupils: "You feel uncomfortable on both roads, but you have to choose one, right?"

"At present, you have indeed made a choice, and you have been working hard to forgive this path. You are trying to make excuses for him and think about his strengths. You are trying to use these strengths to bury the one you cannot Accept the fact that it will make you feel better."

Zhou Weilin pursed her lips and remained silent.

"If that path is even more unacceptable to you, try to make yourself forget the things that make you miserable, think about the good of the moment, and don't let yourself be so painful."

As if she insisted on an answer, she asked, "So I can actually continue to be with him, right?"

Wen Xi smiled slightly: "Maybe it's up to you."

At least when she excused her boyfriend over and over again, she had already made a choice.

In the past, I just wanted to find a bystander to support her, and the real point of view of the bystander is not important.

(End of this chapter)