Qianjin became popular by throwing money all over the Internet

Chapter 120 The Man Behind the Scenes (32)

The man was very patient and listened to what she had to say.

"To be honest, I have to say that you are a very good talker. There are many things you said that make sense. Including the past things you said, as long as I don't try hard to think about it over and over again If you see these things, then they don't exist.

In fact, generally speaking, I also agree, just like I experienced some bad things a long time ago, but then I forgot all of them, including those things, I now think of them as very vague memories, maybe I don’t Remember the names of those people.

What happened between me and them, but as for your parents, I really can't forget, after all, the trauma they caused me is irreparable, and that kind of trauma is something that I have been dreaming again and again for many years A dream thing.

A long time ago, I also thought that I could forget it, but now I started a company very well and made a lot of money. I am a small and successful entrepreneur in this place.At that time, there was an imbalance in my heart, and I was thinking, my life has become like this, but they are so happy now.

I really don't understand why it has fallen to this level, and I also don't understand, we obviously planned to start a business together, but why are the results so different in the end?Maybe they were lucky.

But if it weren't for me, they might not understand how to make money in this area with this skill.I remember a long time ago, I always hoped that these things would bring me some benefits, but I didn't find out until later.

The reason why these things can bring me benefits is entirely because of them. Hey, indeed, I know how to run a company better than them. You said that I am really inferior to them in terms of project development. They are very powerful. It can be said that he is unmatched by others in many fields.

I also admire their talents, and I especially envy them for having such talents and abilities.But after a long time, some people will say in the company that I am a useless person, or that I am just a make-up person, and my existence is purely dependent on them.

If they were gone, I probably wouldn't be making any money at all.Then I was thinking, maybe it’s true, without them, I really wouldn’t be able to gain a foothold in this company, including things like making money, and without their projects, the company would have gone bankrupt long ago.

Indeed, if it weren’t for them, my skills would be nothing at all. For a long time later, I felt inferior, feeling that my ability was not as good as theirs, and I was not as good as them in many aspects. After a long time, They told me that they felt that my negative energy was too great.

And sometimes it will interfere with other people and let me learn to adjust, but I have tried hard to adjust, and I still have no way to let go of the precipitation in my heart. In my heart, I am indeed a very useless person. able to rely on them.

If it weren't for them, I wouldn't have this kind of position at all, and I wouldn't be able to have the current harvest. I even wondered if everything I had came because of them, and then I could only tell them , I have no way to do business together.

Because if I rely on them blindly, it is not only my own heart.Feeling unbalanced, not good enough, and others will feel that it's all because of my incompetence.And even though the employees in the company saw that I was the top executive of the company, they broke up.

He is still respectful to me, but no matter how I say my words behind my back, I want to not listen to them, but I can always hear some words ringing in my ears. At that time, I always wanted to I want to block out the sound of the outside world, but I am obviously a person with ears and eyes.

As long as I don't die, I will definitely hear the gossip they say.Even your parents heard it, I thought they would defend me, after all I am their friend and their partner.

We are all doing the same thing. No matter how others look at these things, I have also paid for them. It cannot be said that everything was done by them and has nothing to do with me.

But they didn't defend me as I imagined, but told me not to mind, after all, in this world, people's mouths are the most uncontrollable.People always like to gain a sense of moral superiority by belittling others, and this sense of moral superiority is very false, or does not exist at all.

Because this is only when a person's heart is particularly lacking.A person with a particularly poor heart will want to enrich himself by belittling others to gain a sense of moral superiority, because his world is very empty, even particularly boring.

They told me that there was no need to care about this kind of person, but after a long time, I still remembered what they said, and after that, I stayed inside for a long time, even staying at home and not going out.

I doubted again and again, after all, I used to be such an excellent person. In the eyes of students and teachers, I was an excellent young man who worked hard and made progress.But when it came time to work, a lot of people thought it was all because I knew two very capable friends that I was able to get what I have now.

They felt that everything I achieved was not based on my own ability, but only on my dependence on them. This feeling made me very uncomfortable. For a long time, I fell into deep self-doubt.

Until one day, my parents told me that they were sick, and they all had various diseases that couldn't be cured with a lot of money. I was unwilling to let them wait to die anyway.

I also hope that they can get better. From then on, no matter whether I doubted myself or was not confident, I still chose to work and work hard.Because I need money in my life, if I don't have money, I will be unable to move forward, this is the doomed thing in this world.

In any case, I can't say that a person can live well in this world without a penny, including his parents.It's totally impossible, so I just have to go to work.

Next, my job was almost very unlucky. Every time I went to work in a place, I almost always encountered some particularly difficult clients. "

(End of this chapter)