Qianjin became popular by throwing money all over the Internet

Chapter 121 The Man Behind the Scenes (33)

The man thought of this and laughed at himself, "To be honest, I worked harder than ever at that time. Maybe it was because I was very talented when I was young, so I didn't have to study hard at all. My grades were also the best in the class." Okay. The teacher also likes me the most, and maybe I have been the one that everyone has watched since I was a child.

Many people envy me, including my parents. When I was young, when I held parent-teacher meetings, the teachers would praise you for educating your children so well. We all hope to see that you can educate your children so well. I also look forward to other students learning from me.

At that time, I thought my life was so beautiful, it could even be said to be full of sunshine, but until I became like that, I was unwilling to accept my once sunny youth, and in the end I would be given such a result.

I have no way to accept the blow that this kind of result brings to me. Every time I meet such difficult customers, I try my best to solve the problems they want me to solve, but then I find that , some people take it out on me just because life is not going their way or they are in a bad mood.

In fact, it’s not that my project is so bad, or that I didn’t do it well, it’s because they are just venting their anger on me because of their bad mood. I have encountered this kind of thing more than once, and I can even say , in my next job search career, I can touch it every day.

After meeting them for a long time, I will think whether my own energy is not good enough, or whether it is because my mood is too low, so I always attract such people.The people I hate the most are attracted to me, and they continue to cause me all kinds of pain.

But when I turned around, I found that your parents are running the company very well now, and their careers are flourishing, while mine is indeed so bad. I can't accept this particularly unbalanced state.

There is no way to accept this painful situation. After a long time, I think that I did something wrong, or that I chose the wrong career. I started to change jobs and kept changing, but in reality It doesn't matter how much I change.

I will still encounter those things that I haven’t solved before. Those things are like a dog’s skin plaster. I really want to never let me go. No matter what job I change, I still can’t get rid of it The entanglement of such things.

After a long time, I began to envy your parents. This situation makes me feel that my current situation is caused by them.

Or if they stood up and spoke for me when I was being talked about by other employees, the situation I could encounter would not be as bad as it is now, maybe I would not have resigned at that time, if I hadn’t resigned, I will not encounter the next thing that bothers me one after another.

This kind of thinking can indeed relieve me of some burden.Because I put all the accounting objects on your parents, but if I have any problems, I will blame them.

This situation also made me a particularly desperate person.Maybe I only knew how to work hard before, but then I started to work hard so that I could stand on the same line with your parents one day.

This situation did not allow me to achieve good results, on the contrary, it made my body worse and worse.Until one day, I finally became the boss of a company. In that company, I was only working there, but I later found out that I could still be the boss, which I never dared to think about.

Since I decided not to be a partner with your parents, I have become particularly inferior and have a very low sense of self-identity with myself.Then I felt that I might not be worthy of many things.

After a long time, this feeling has been haunting me and causing me pain, and I have no way to explain the pain and torture these things have brought to me.But what made me feel lucky at the time was that since I was able to help the boss of a company.

Then I can compete with your parents. Their business is doing so well, maybe others will be defeated by them.But I have.I have done business with them for so many years, we are partners, as the saying goes, knowing yourself and your enemy, you can win a hundred battles.

I have had so many contacts with them, so of course I know them very well, and it is easy to find their weaknesses from their personalities, including which aspect of their company is not their strong point, or which aspect they are relatively lacking in of.

I am also very clear that I used these things to do many bad things to them, but later I found that I still had no way to hurt them, no matter how hard I tried, no matter how hard I worked.

But in the end, their company won me every time, and it seemed that no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't match them. This frustration made me envious and painful again.

Later, I didn't know what happened, but I suddenly regarded them as my enemies, and I started desperately trying to defeat them, but not only did I fail to defeat them, but I also made them stronger and stronger.

Through competing with me, they learned a lot of experience that they lacked in the past, and then they became stronger and stronger, but this is not the result I want to see, I even have a feeling that I am too stupid to do these things In the future, I will always blame myself for not being rigorous enough, or that my plan is not thorough enough.

That's why this kind of situation happened, and then I kept looking for a way.But until one day, your parents said that if we continue to compete like this, it will have a bad impact on our relationship, including the company.

If they can solve this difficulty, they are willing to accept any conditions. I said at the time, if they are willing to give me the company and buy it for me, I will give them a good job, or they don’t have to work at all. , You can also get a particularly generous bonus every month.

This may be what others dream of. After all, who doesn't want to get money while eating and dying every day?I also said that I can sign a contract with them and promise that I will not regret it, but they are unwilling anyway, because they feel that my ability is not enough to support the merger of the two companies.

So they started to really fight with me. I thought I could do it, but in fact, I lost very quickly. They successfully acquired my company and became a big company in this place. , At this time I am just a loser. "

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