"Sorry, I lost my temper!" Xie Jue said warmly, having recovered from the nightmare.

Fang Chuning let go of him. The cold sweat on Xie Jue's body was blown away by the mountain wind, and he felt a bit cold. Xie Jue felt as if he had stepped on a cliff, and one step forward would lead to an abyss.

"I heard that people trapped in nightmares are very strange. They always repeat the same dream and it is difficult to get rid of it. Do you often have such nightmares, dreaming that I am burned to death in a fire, and you keep waking up from the nightmare? Come here?" Fang Chuning asked, "You..."

How many times have you had this nightmare.

How did Xie Jue live when he didn't know that he was recuperating in Jiangnan, when his life and death were unknown, and when everyone told him that Fang Chuning was dead? Do you keep repeating this nightmare?

Fang Chuning looked at his pale face, feeling so distressed that his heart was in pain. He wanted to comfort Xie Jue, but his words were too pale. He was not the Fang Chuning in Xie Jue's memory. Although he was the same person, he had no past with Xie Jue. Memories, how should he comfort him?

How would he comfort Xie Jue if he hadn't lost his memory?

As soon as this thought passed by, Fang Chuning found it funny again. Before the amnesia, Xie Jue would never have had such a nightmare. They had to go to Sangnan to get into trouble.

"A Ning, I'm fine. Just wake up from the dream. I can clearly distinguish what is a dream and what is reality. It will be fine after a while." Xie Jue did not want Fang Chuning to know that he was trapped in a nightmare.

That's so pitiful, like a woman trying to win the protection of her husband.

He doesn't want to!

In fact, he didn't want Fang Chuning to see him vulnerable and helpless at all, and he didn't want to put any burden on Fang Chuning. He would defeat these nightmares, and one day the nightmares would no longer haunt him.

"Xie Jue, you are really strange. Why do you always reject my concern? Is it because I have lost my memory and am not the person in your memory, so I am not worthy of caring about you?" Fang Chuning was slightly annoyed, but more helpless, " You are obviously terrible, why do you pretend to be fine? You were frightened in a nightmare, and when you first woke up you couldn't even tell the difference between dream and reality. How can you call it okay? "

Xie Jue was silent, the two were very close, and he could clearly see the reflection in Fang Chuning's eyes.

How embarrassing.

Xie Jue looked at himself in the reflection with disgust, when did you become so fragile and vulnerable? Even though Fang Chuning is alive, why do you still have nightmares like that repeatedly? How long are you going to torture yourself?

"Let me tell you, what can you do?" Xie Jue asked calmly, "Can you drive away my nightmare, or can you have such a nightmare for me? You can comfort me by saying lightly that it's okay and I'm still here. The torment during that period? Can it give me a peaceful night? This is my own inner demon. I can only overcome it by myself. No one can help me. Let me tell you, it only adds to my troubles and makes me feel I feel very pitiful.”

He is a person who often gets stuck on himself.

Once there is a heart disease, it is difficult to cure, and the person who unties the bell must tie the bell. He knows that his heart disease is Fang Chuning, but he is helpless.

After the Hou Mansion was destroyed, he was too late to save his father, mother, and elder brothers. He watched helplessly as the wedding turned into a funeral. He and Xie Jue carried the coffin northward. He also had nightmares every night.

What he dreamed about was not that the Hou Mansion was a river of blood, but that his father, mother, eldest brother and sister kept asking him, Tingfeng, why did you come so late?

Where are you going and why are you one day late?

He answered painfully in his dream that he had gone to have his eyes treated. His eyes hurt too much, and the old disease relapsed while he was on the road. If he didn't get treatment properly, he would become blind.

The father asked, are your eyes more important than our lives?

Xie Jue was shot through the heart with thousands of arrows!

He didn't know why he had such nightmares. He had been poked holes in his dreams by this sentence countless times, and blood flowed into rivers. He clearly knew that it was not his fault, it was Yu Wenjing's fault, and it was due to a power dispute. wrong.

He clearly knew that even if he was a step late, his father, mother, eldest brother and sister would not blame him. The eldest brother would even say that of course the most important thing is that our Tingfeng has such beautiful eyes.

He knew no one would blame him for being late.

But even with this clear realization that it was not his fault, he still fell into pain and couldn't extricate himself. He spent several years overcoming the nightmare and gradually stopped having that nightmare, but he never got over it. Coming out of a sadness.

He didn't know why this happened.

Xie Jue felt wronged more than anyone else, and he was not willing to be tortured repeatedly in nightmares.

But he doesn’t know how to save himself!

He also hates himself like this!

Fang Chuning said, "Xie Tingfeng, have you been silently enduring everyone since you were a child? Have you been demanding that you be perfect in everything since you were a child? If you can't do it, you will be demanding on yourself and torture yourself? "


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