After the divorce, the salted fish beauty took the script of the villain

Xie Jue didn't want to answer Fang Chuning's question.

Yes, Fang Chuning was right. He has been a person who has demanded perfection in everything since he was a child.

Before Fang Chuning lost his memory, he knew Xie Jue's temperament, but he did not expose it directly. He always accompanied him silently and comforted him. Since their reunion, Fang Chuning had said that he could not accompany him when the Hou Mansion was destroyed. It was a lifelong regret that he spent that time. During that time, Xie Xun was unable to forgive Xie Jue. It was him who reconciled himself day after day. Fang Chuning felt heartbroken every time he thought about it.

Fang Chuning didn't want to talk to Xie Jue about the truth. Xie Jue was famous for his delicate heart, good at planning and judgment, and rarely encountered opponents in the world when it came to power and scheming. Because of this, Hui Ji would be hurt. If he made a mistake, , will continue to torture himself, and it is difficult to let himself go. Why doesn't he understand that none of this is his fault.

Why doesn't he understand that he shouldn't carry other people's faults on him? It's easy to say but difficult to do. Human psyche has long been determined in more than 20 years of growth. Fang Chuning knew it, and Xie Xun also knew it, so they all followed Xie Jue and didn't let Xie Jue have regrets in anything, so that they wouldn't see Xie Jue torture himself. Xie Xun was even willing to accept Fang Chuning for him.

Fang Chuning said, "You and I are both children of aristocratic families. We have been bound by rules since we were young. We will not have many days where we can do whatever we want. Every move is in the eyes of others and there is no room for mistakes. But you have the courage to commit the most unacceptable crime in the world with me." You tolerated the mistake, why bother worrying about other things? What happened to Sang Nan was not your fault, and the fire was not your fault either. If it was my death that gave you inner demons, then take a good look at it. Look at me, I am still standing in front of you alive, in good health, able to live a long life, and did not die in that fire. You should not see Sang Nan's fire again in your dreams, okay?"

He looked at Fang Chuning's gentle and deep eyes and shook his head gently, "Aning, give me some time, I will come out slowly."

"what can I do?"

"You don't have to say or do anything. Having you by my side is the best medicine." Xie Jue used to feel numb and couldn't say it out loud, but now he could tell Fang Chuning very calmly that he needed him. He is not the omnipotent His Highness King Yan, nor is he the strategist Xie Jue. He needs Fang Chuning all the time.

"Okay, I will always be by your side."

Fang Chuning has not recovered his memory, or even has any memories at all, but he will definitely fulfill the promise he can make to Xie Jue, just like when he was in Sangnan, he was willing to die for Xie Jue to live.

He wanted to be worthy of Fang Chuning before he lost his memory. This was the man he was willing to protect with his life.

Zhou Buyan said that when they were in Sangnan, he and Xie Jue were in jail. It was he who blocked Sangnan's high priest and pursuers with his body, giving Xie Jue some time to breathe, and Xie Jue could survive because of this. If not He is willing to die. Xie Jue and he will die in that turmoil. Then Beining and Sangnan will definitely go to war. With Xie Xun's temper, everyone in the cabinet will die in the hall. He will also lead the army and fight with his own hands. Enemies, after the fall of the Hou Mansion, their brothers were able to raise troops to rebel. If Xie Jue died, Xie Xun would definitely take Sang Nan with him and be buried with him. Everything would not be within the scope of his consideration, and the Ningzhou Cavalry only had one master. He can command the world and be invincible, so Fang Chuning knew clearly that Xie Jue could not die in Sangnan. Whether it was for the people of the world or for Xie Jue, he had to let Xie Jue leave safely. Xie Jue also knew it very well, so he left his side Chu Ning, leave cruelly.

Because of this nightmare, Xie Jue didn't feel sleepy at all for the rest of the night, and Fang Chuning didn't feel sleepy at all either. He drank wine and listened to Xie Jue talk about every detail of their childhood.

Xie Jue originally refused to talk about the past and just wanted to wait for Fang Chuning to remember it. Now he changed his mind. When he talked about the past with Fang Chuning, he also repeated the path he and Fang Chuning had taken. He tried to find out the changes in his emotions. At that point, when did the change happen, from brother to confidant, and from confidant to heartbeat, he himself didn't even realize it, but his love had grown into a towering tree. When he talked about the past, he felt very light.

Fang Chuning said, "It's really strange why I don't have any memory at all. Even if I lose my memory, we will always remember some fragments after being together for so long, but I don't remember anything, only the snow mountain. It's really weird."

"It's a little strange!" Xie Jue also nodded, holding a wooden stick to hold the match to prevent the fire from going out. When familiar people are together, they will always think of some fragments, even just a few words. You have been alone with me for so long, and you have lived in Zhongzhou for a few days, and you have no memories at all. It is a bit strange, is it really that you can't remember it at all? "

Fang Chuning nodded. He didn't need to lie to Xie Jue. If he didn't have any memory, he wouldn't be so stubborn. He also wanted to fulfill Xie Jue's wish and remember something earlier.

"Have you ever thought about what if I can't remember it for the rest of my life?" Fang Chuning was worried. He was already a bit paranoid about recovering his memory. Before Xie Jue came to Yangzhou, he wanted the doctor to take a look at his head after Xie Jue had recovered his health. Whatever goes wrong, the memory will be blank, and no one will endure a blank life.

He believed whatever others said, and he was not sure whether he was true or not. That was a very scary thing.

"It doesn't matter, if you lose your memory, you will also be Fang Chuning."

"Then why do you insist on taking me to Ningzhou, to the Northern Barbarians, to look for memories?" Fang Chuning asked in confusion.

"It's you who are persistent and tossing and turning. I don't want you to suffer again and again. Privately, I naturally hope that you can recover your memory. But if you really can't recover any memory, it's a foregone conclusion, and I can accept it. I'm afraid You can't accept it." Xie Jue asked, "Can you accept it?"

"No!" Fang Chuning shook his head, "If I can't recover my memory for the rest of my life, I will live a miserable life. I must know who I was in the past, who my parents are, where my family is, and who the person I love is. I don't want to Listen to what others say, I want true memories.”

"I know." Xie Jue knew him well, so he took him to search for memories. "I sent people to Sangnan to find the antidote. Their royal family has a secret medicine that can cure hundreds of poisons. The Northern Barbarian priests also have it, but the Northern Barbarian priests also have it. The priest is too cunning and wants to exchange benefits, but Zhixu is unwilling to agree. I will start with Sang Nan first. After you take the antidote, maybe your memory will be restored."

"I'm really worried. It will be difficult for me to recover my memory for the rest of my life, and I will just be a...blank person."