Mu Chuan Xiang Wan

Chapter 660 Those Past ([-])

Xiang Wan pursed her lips and said nothing.

He loves being clean so much, he is almost a clean freak...

How did you overcome it?
Cheng Zheng's eyes were moist, "My mother hates him very much, even in front of my father, she would not give him a good face... Of course, I do the same. I don't like him. From the first day he came to my house, I don't like him. But he..."

Speaking of Bai Muchuan's past, Cheng Zheng's voice was a little low, but Xiang Wan listened very carefully.

"He is very smart. He has been smart since he was a child, and he is like a human being. Later, when I think about it, he should understand the changes in the family and the changes in status better than anyone else... He approached my mother cautiously, trying hard to get along with me. Good relationship, almost no need for my dad to force him, he just changed his name to my brother..."

"It's a pity that I was young at that time. I couldn't understand the fear and helplessness that a helpless child would feel when he went to a strange family... I ignored his fawning, and I ignored him like my mother , marginalize him..."

"Later, he transferred to my school to study. I don't know why, but soon someone found out about the relationship between me and him. We are both half-grown children. They don't know the door, and some words are particularly ugly... One day, I really I couldn't help it, I quarreled with them, and then I was beaten by them and went home. My mother saw it, but I didn't say a word. My mother thought it was me who fought with him... because he was also covered in bruises. Injured, I didn’t go home until late that day.”

"That day, he was reprimanded by my dad for a long time. I didn't speak up for him, and he didn't defend himself. I didn't find out until the next day when I went to school. He beat up the guys who fought with me and beat them Locked in the toilet, and dragged the water hose from the school, and poured it in through the window... In the winter, the situation of those people crying and howling, I can imagine... At that time, I was actually very happy in my heart, and it was a sigh of relief. .”

"But he was detained by the teacher, and he wanted to invite his parents... He said he had no parents, and his teacher almost wanted to call my dad... At this time, I went, and I told his teacher, I am his brother, I am his parent..."

Cheng Zheng looked up at the ceiling, his eyes were red, and his voice was broken.

"He probably took this sentence to heart, and regarded me as his own brother, his parent. After that day, he was very kind to me... It wasn't the kind of fake kindness and hypocrisy that he used to please, but he was sincere. Okay... as long as anyone says I am not, he will beat them up. There are a lot of gossip in the school, and he doesn't care if they say something about him, but as long as he knows who is talking about me, he will find trouble with others... That's it, he Gained a not-so-good reputation as a school bully, that's when it started."

Xiang Wan listened without interrupting him.

When Cheng Zheng said this, he stopped.

Xiang Wan waited for a while, "Why didn't you say anything?"

Cheng Zheng's throat was slightly choked up, but his voice was filled with laughter, "Do you still want to hear it? Things will not be so good in the future."

Xiang Wan: "There are always bad parts in life."

Cheng Zheng rubbed his forehead, "At that time, I actually couldn't hate him anymore. He probably realized this, and he was very close to me. Sometimes he would be very presumptuous in front of me, taking my things , eating my snacks, not being polite to me at all... In fact, thinking about it later, he might not care about these things. After all, my dad has never treated him badly in terms of money... He did this just to find a little bit of existence The sense of being cared about and pampered by someone. After all, I am still a child.”

Xiang Wan: "What happened next?"

Cheng Zheng sighed: "Later, I caused him... to go to a special school."

Xiang Wan's heart sank.

It turns out that the tangled point is here.

"why?"

Cheng Zheng narrowed his eyes, as if unwilling to face the past, "At that time, I didn't know what kind of special school it was. I just wanted to make my mother happy..."

Xiang Wan was silent.

Cheng Zheng looked at her: "Did you know? He lived at home, and my mother suffered from insomnia all night, crying every day. In just a few months, she seemed to be ten years older... Especially later, when my mother When I found out that my relationship with him was gradually getting better, he called me brother one by one, and I would pamper him...my mother was going crazy, and he yelled at me hysterically."

Speaking of this, a gloomy mist appeared in Cheng Zheng's eyes, "I've never seen my mother like that. Her eyes were wide open and her face was bloodshot. She pointed at me viciously, as if she was going to kill me... She Said she hated me, said that I was not her son... I can't help it, Xiang Wan, I can't help it. "

He repeated it twice, as if spitting out a stone that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time.

"Because he always fights at school, my mother took the opportunity to suggest to my dad that he should be sent to that school... She said that the school was for reforming delinquent juveniles. Well, someone takes care of daily life. It is exactly the same as a full-time school. You can learn culture and exercise. It is most suitable for students like him... I think that's fine, that's his good home. After he leaves, my family Then the calm was restored, and my mother didn't have to cry..."

Xiang Wan pondered, "But this...is none of your business? You are just an underage child, and you have no control over it."

Cheng Zheng shook his head and smiled faintly, "My dad didn't agree at first, no matter what my mother said, he refused to agree. So, I took advantage of his trust in me and organized a fight at school. He fought for me , into the police station...and I, in front of him and his parents, put all the responsibility on him, and described him as an uneducated little bastard, a troublemaker at school, and told me Dad, I have been bullied by him all the time, he often takes my things..."

"Your father, do you believe me?"

"Believe me. I never lie. I have good academic performance and good performance, and what I said... There are actually countless people who can testify, and it is not fabricated out of thin air."

Xiang Wan's heart throbbed with pain.

Xiaobai!
She really wanted to go back to Xiao Bai's side at that time, give him a hug,

Tell him, don't be afraid, it will be alright, someone will love him...

Xiang Wan rubbed his eyes, suppressing the surge of tear glands, "He didn't argue, did he?"

"He didn't. He didn't say anything, just glanced at me, lowered his head and carried his bag and left." Cheng Zheng took a deep breath, "After many years, I still remember the look he gave me. I think, I The relationship with him was broken from that moment."

Xiang Wan was silent.

In their past, he was an outsider.

An outsider who cannot participate, who cannot judge.

Everyone has their own point of view, and she can't even blame Cheng Zheng for doing something wrong.

"So..." Cheng Zheng sighed deeply, "I'm here this time, just treat him as a favor. Xiang Wan, you don't have to worry about it. I'm not for you, but for Bai Muchuan. I don't want him to make mistakes and ruin him." Lose your own future, if you can help him save you, then you will feel at ease..."

"..."

Xiang Wan was speechless.

Cheng Zheng seemed to be much more relaxed, "So I still want to thank you, Xiang Wan. Before I met you, I never seriously examined myself, let alone thought I was wrong. I am proud, I am arrogant, I think It's all owed to me by others. It's you who made me know myself again."

"No need to do this..." Xiang Wan's throat tightened slightly, "I don't think Bai Muchuan blamed you."

"No?" Cheng Zheng laughed.

"No, even if it's to blame, it can only be blamed on fate. But I think he...maybe he hasn't even blamed fate." Xiang Wan looked at him seriously, "This is probably the difference between Bai Muchuan and others. He is very good, no matter where he is No matter what the environment, he can keep his heart and the bottom line."

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(End of this chapter)