in nightmare time

Chapter 86 Just Want to Hug Him

Fang Yun was in a daze for a moment, did he just say that he didn't promise her to ignore him?
Does this sentence mean that he needs her?

Fang Yun is naturally not stupid, but when faced with feelings, she is still in a trance, unable to suspect the other party's heart.

According to her personality, she could have asked the previous question directly, what do you mean by this?like me?

But now she can't. Although Leng Lianshui is dead, the police haven't solved the case yet, and there is Mu Guan.

Mu Guan didn't speak clearly in front of her for a day, and she couldn't feel at ease for a day. She just told Zhuang Xiaoyan not to pursue Leng Muhu's matter with the last phone call. She would never believe it anyway. She knew Mu Guan too well. That woman is gone.

But the bad thing was that she found that she might really like Qiu Zhuo, looking at him with a frightened face, her heart ached.

Ever since she was a child, it was the first time she had seen him with a look of fear like today. When he was a child, he didn't talk much, he looked cool and indifferent, but he had a very warm heart, and he would always stay by her side to protect her. Leng Mu's gang of bad boys bullied her.

It's just that she always felt that something sunny was missing from him. More than once, she saw him with a solemn expression, leaning against the school wall and bowing his head in silence.

She saw some classmates passing by to say hello to him and he ignored them. She used to think that he was cold, but now that she thought about it, it didn't seem like that.

His family is considered rich and powerful in Baikou Town, and his parents never lacked money for him. He spent all the money on buying her lollipops and stationery and extracurricular books. When he was a teenager, he He loves her like a big brother.

Everyone thinks that such a wealthy, expensive and handsome person should be a very sunny boy, but Fang Yun discovered that this was not the case when he was a child.

He often likes to stay alone in the dark for several hours at a time. If Fang Yun hadn't gone to find him, he would have no problem staying for a day.

Fang Yun had never seen his parents, not even once.

When she went to Leng Mu and those bad boys to reason with her, she was terrified by the cruelty that emanated from him, and she always felt that there was his own anger and venting under that cruelty.

The thing that has been suppressed in her heart and has not been released is like a demon suppressed under the demon suppression tower, releasing it with her grievances.

Every time she helped him deal with the wound, she felt scared and said softly: "We just ignore them, don't fight with them all the time, brother Qiu Zhuo is an outstanding teenager, and he shouldn't be corrupted in the teacher's mind just because of fighting." good impression."

He would always reply very coldly: "I don't care what the teacher thinks of me."

Back then, Fang Yun was only in the first year of middle school, and Qiu Zhuo was already a first-year student in high school. She knew that he had been number one in his grade every year since he was a child.

Before Qiu Zhuo knew her, she had heard about his story, and later, in order to see the demeanor of Xueba, she secretly asked her classmates what he looked like, so that she not only saw the real person, but also knew that he was her neighbor.

At that time, she was almost a scumbag, her grades were at the bottom of the grade. Although she really wanted to do well in her studies, she always felt that she was not smart enough to learn from others, and she didn't know how they learned.

In her imagination, Xueba must care most about the image in the teacher's mind, but Qiu Zhuo kept telling her that he didn't care.

She didn't even know why his parents who were so strict with him didn't teach him a lesson when they saw him covered in injuries. She didn't know that his parents were not at home at all.

In order to prevent him from being taught by his parents, she also tried her best to help him treat the wound to the best possible extent, so that he can recover in the shortest time.

Every time I worriedly asked him if his parents had discovered him, the corners of his mouth slightly hooked on his cold face, and he replied, "No."

That's why, after the reunion, she wondered if he had a genetic mutation, and his whole person was different from when he was a child. He became more cold and noble, but he always smiled when facing her, looking very sunny. .

After the day of the exchange meeting, she often wondered if it was because she had become dark now that she thought he was sunny.

Facing the torment of the inner demon for several years, the sunshine in her character has long been tortured beyond recognition.

All of what is happening now is in her imagination, but it is unexpected, and she is also terrified.If she hadn't reunited with him, maybe she would have acted a little braver in the face of this series of things.

If there is no distraction, there is nothing to be afraid of; if there is no thought in the heart, there is no weakness.

The two of them leaned on the table just like that, Qiu Zhuo waited expectantly for her answer; her eyes were searching, with a puzzled look on her face.

I don't know how long it has passed, maybe it has been a long time, she saw a few bright red blood threads in Qiu Zhuo's eyes, spreading around the eyeballs like vines little by little.

"No more," she said slowly, looking into his eyes, "unless I die."

Qiu Zhuo was stunned, and the icy panic on his face slowly dissipated. The light in the room was dim, and the halo refracted on his gentle face, making his complexion softer and warmer.

Fang Yun subconsciously stretched out his arms to hug him, and patted his strong back with his hands, just like when he was a child.

She couldn't explain why she made such a move, she just felt that there was grievance, fear, and uneasiness in his eyes just now.

She didn't know whether his grievance, fear and anxiety had anything to do with her, but she wanted to hug him.

He was her big boy, he was the one who gave her the greatest sense of security and love in those most helpless days.

He once asked her why her parents were so prejudiced against her, why she could still live so happily every day, and she lied back then.

Growing up in that kind of prejudiced family, she has long learned to live by observing words and feelings, and it doesn't matter if she is unhappy. Putting it on her face will make everyone in that family think she is unlucky.

If you are not careful, you will be beaten severely, why bother.

She just wants to grow up safely and quickly.

But in fact, this poor wish was not fulfilled. All the harm she suffered when she was a child was brought to her by her parents, including the harm caused to her by the Leng family.

The night Qiu Zhuo left, she cried all night.

She had lived for more than ten years at that time, Qiu Zhuo was the best person in the world to her, and also the only one.

Except for Qiu Zhuo, everyone around her, adults and children, were bullying her without exception.

She didn't know why before, she even bit her lip on the bed in the middle of the night and asked herself why, why everyone didn't like her, why everyone hated her, why everyone was bullying her.

Her parents and younger brother were sleeping on the other side of the bed. She didn't dare to cry out, and bit her lips to bleed.

Does it hurt?Maybe it hurts, but I didn't feel the pain at all back then, instead I curled up beside the bed, trying not to touch the person on the other side of the bed.

He covered his chest with his hands, his heart ached so badly that he was about to die.

　Thank you @四喜丸子@志志@石湿君 for your preference yesterday, poor Yaogu will continue to be ashamed for a few more days, ahhhhhhhh, why do I have to deal with so many things~~~
　　
　
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