The beauty of the fishing department teases and cries after losing her memory

Chapter 39 039: Fake Girlfriend
The temperature of the milk is just right, and the moment it reaches the tip of the tongue, it feels sweet.He hasn't liked milk since high school.

In his current state of "neither human nor ghost", he seemed to have no other choice but to accept it.

The moment the milk was swallowed, a sense of guilt surged.

She is still drinking milk to grow taller, he is already.He has never disliked everything about himself, even the most disdainful life experience, he feels nothing.Everything that fate gives him is the best, and he accepts it, even if he suffers, it is regarded as practice.

In the past 30 years, the only thing that made him feel helpless was his unchangeable age.

If he was younger, or she was older, he would dare to like her.

But he didn't dare, didn't dare to selfishly gamble life with love, and didn't dare to make her regret choosing love in the future, but he couldn't give her the best life.

He is still a coward until now.

Seeing Chen Ji'an's preoccupied face, Lin Zhaowan patted him on the shoulder: "Chen Ji'an, can you tell me something? I can help you. I'm your girlfriend now."

Unexpectedly, his face was expressionless, and he replied with a yawn: "You are a fake girlfriend."

"..." The smile on the corner of her mouth froze, the straight man was really hopeless.

But even though he was stingy, it was the truth.

Lin Zhaowan stopped hiding her thoughts, and said bluntly, "Chen Ji'an, did you quarrel with Uncle Chen because of my affairs?"

The second sister told him behind his back again, Chen Ji'an let go of the crumpled straws, one head and two big ones.

In the past, he could chew up his thoughts and swallow them into his stomach. No one would know that even if his heart was as noisy as a world war, he could still clean up the battlefield and pretend nothing happened.But now, there are more and more people around him, and everyone wants to help him share, but he can't adapt.

He asked back, "What about you?"

She was stunned: "What am I?"

He turned his head and told her what was in his heart seriously: "Lin Zhaowan, why do you do so many things for us? If it's because you feel that the Chu family owes us and wants to make up for us, you can do it." It's enough."

He looked at her innocent face, staring at her big watery eyes, as if he didn't feel that he had done anything wrong.

In fact, he wasn't blaming her...

This made Chen Ji'an embarrassed to say it, he turned his head away, took a deep breath: "You don't owe us anything, stop doing these things, we are not relatives, I don't want to trouble you."

"But..." After a pause, he didn't want to hurt her heart, and added with a low eyebrow, "I still want to thank you for doing so many things for Suian Town and us."

After finishing speaking, he lowered his head and continued to drink milk.He couldn't look at her eyes that were compatible with fire and water, those two pure hearts would make him unable to stubbornly resist sooner or later.

The flames burned his heart into red, and the sparkling water made it impossible for him to ignore her cautious courage and beauty. He couldn't turn a blind eye to such a beautiful intention.How determined should she be to approach a man like him who is as frozen as a block of ice again and again without hesitation?

But Lin Zhaowan couldn't guess what he was thinking, and could only see the indifferent alienation on his face.It turned out that he just wanted to push her away and draw a line with her.

She felt his obvious resistance, whether it was her before or now, she was pushed away by him not indifferently but politely and distantly, right?
She suppressed her disappointment, bit her lips, and said cautiously: "Am I a coward before? When I was rejected, I ran back and gave up?"

He didn't answer, and she also knew that Chen Ji'an had too many things in his heart, his character was cautious and gentle, although he couldn't speak more straightforwardly.But in fact, he always wants to do things extremely well, and will not take the initiative to ask for credit, but he is often the one who bears the most.

The more difficult it is to see him in the footsteps of time, the more she feels sorry for him unconsciously.

It would be great if she could remember the past, but now she can only touch the river blindly and walk into his heart little by little.

It doesn't matter.

The past Lin Zhaowan couldn't do it, but the present Lin Zhaowan definitely can.Going a little further, there will be lights on the dark riverside, and she will be able to walk into his heart.

She mustered up her courage, and let go of her lips that were scarred by her teeth. She turned her head and expressed her heart to him with the most sincere girlish heart: "Chen Ji'an, I must have liked you very much before, right? I did." I realized that every time I do something for you, it seems that another soul is telling me, I do it willingly, she is so stupid...it's not cool to be a behind-the-scenes hero."

She smiled, and continued with this courage: "I am willing to do everything for the person I like. You don't need to try to pay me back. Chen Ji'an, you should be like a man, accept my liking, my love That's good. You're not cool at all."

Now that they are adults, stop pushing and shoving to solve the problem.If the past can be separated, it won't be entangled until now.

She couldn't believe it, he didn't feel anything for her.

Chen Ji'an didn't expect her to be so eloquent now, and he couldn't find an excuse to refute after being told by her.

At this moment, his mind is full of what she said to him before, what he ignored——

"What if I grow up? If I have the determination and courage to do what I want to do, will you support me?"

"If I don't want to call you Brother Ji An anymore, I want to call you Chen Ji'an, is that okay?"

"I don't like to see other girls around you. They are mature, stable and beautiful. Even if I take off my school uniform, I am still immature. Even if I grow up hard, I still don't have a stable job and career. I can't afford a big house. In the future, I will What should I do to support the person I like?"

At that time, he was still comforting her, everyone has their own shining points, and they look what they are at any age, and told her not to worry too much about growing up.

It turned out that it was the girl's intention, but unfortunately he was slow and indifferent, and he only knew that it was best for her to turn a blind eye.But don't know it, turning a blind eye and can't help approaching is the cruelest thing.

Then this time, would he continue to hesitate and dare not take that step?

Uboro once scolded him: "If you can't make peace with this girl, don't be kind to her while rejecting her, it will only hurt her. You make her fall deeper and deeper, one day you Tell people that you are getting married, and she will go crazy if she doesn't die."

He was right that he should stop blurring the boundaries of this relationship.

(End of this chapter)