The beauty of the fishing department teases and cries after losing her memory

Chapter 40 040: Are you sure you like me?
Chen Ji'an finally dared to face his own heart.

He admitted that he was indeed attracted to her, otherwise he would not have broken through his principles and bottom line again and again, and would have done those risky things and stayed by her side to protect her.

He didn't dare to look directly at this feeling until now. He never thought that he would fall in love with a girl so much younger than him. From the moment she disappeared in his life, he realized that life has a taste , called "too late to regret".

After Lin Zhaowan became an adult, he didn't dare to have such thoughts.They kept the farthest and the shortest distance, and he thought this was the best.

However, he didn't understand until now...

It's not good at all, it's like the kid who made a mistake and locked up can only face the wall every day and ask himself what did he do wrong?But what did they do wrong? Could it be that if they are nine years behind, they should be a lifetime away?

If he is 49 and she is 29, then he really shouldn't delay her.

But before she was 20 years old, he didn't hold her hand, and he didn't say a word beyond measure.When he waited for her to grow up, why should he feel inferior because of those worldly eyes? Doesn't he, Chen Ji'an, have the right to like a girl?Why?
Even if there is no possibility between them, she, Lin Zhaowan, should say "No".

He can't let himself regret it, he is 30 years old now, and he still has a chance to give her the answer she wants.It depends on how mature she has been in the past few years. After weighing it, do you want a man who is a little old like him?If he wants, he will face and plan to give her the best future.

If she is not willing, he will always be a good friend, never disturb her life, and always maintain a good sense of proportion.

He asked the first question: "Let me ask you, have you ever thought about having a baby?"

It's also an unavoidable problem in most marriages.

Lin Zhaowan thought about his attitude towards children these years, and nodded seriously: "Yes, I like children very much."

He understood that if she wanted to have a baby, then he should have a serious talk with her about it.She must know that the marriage of two people is not a joke, and one decision may delay her for the rest of her life.

It was the first time for Lin Zhaowan to see Chen Ji'an looking so serious, and her heart was about to jump out. Could it be that talking about marriage with him was her previous wish?
Her heart was pounding, seeing his meticulous appearance and responsible and rigorous attitude, instead of being scared to retreat, she liked him even more.

She was right.

Chen Ji'an stood up, stretched out his hand, and pulled her up from the swing.Even though it was a night broken by emotion, he still wanted to keep a rational attitude towards her, which was about their future.

He continued: "The best age for men to give birth is about 25 to 35 years old, there is a nine-year gap between us. You are a dancer, and now is the best time for your career development, even if you are five years old Children, it’s a bit early. I don’t want to affect your career because of my factors, but after the age of 35, the possibility of having a child with defects or even miscarriage is much higher, or do you need my frozen sperm? But this method of conception may make you suffer , you have to understand."

"Well, I understand." She nodded, the light in her eyes was brighter than the stars.

He really wanted to know if she listened carefully, or nodded to play with him?

The person in front of him had an expectant look on his face, and he didn't realize that it was another kind of "rejection".

Because there are too many obstacles between the two, for him, who is already 30 years old, giving up is a better choice.If she gave up on him, she would have a better life, and he didn't want to delay her.

But he shouldn't be so selfish. Feelings are a matter between two people. He should at least let her choose to leave without hating him, and still respect fate. There are two different possibilities.

This is a sign of growing up, you will involuntarily become mature, and you will no longer dare to take risks.

"Chen Ji'an," she stopped him, and pulled his wrist forward, "I'm serious, I really like you, and I will give you the best answer."

She will grasp their future without delaying her own future.

Because there was a voice in her heart saying to her that she couldn't live without Chen Ji'an in the future, otherwise even a beautiful life would be incomplete.

"Lin Zhaowan, I'm not as good as you think."

He looked at her, his bright eyes touched gently, but he was still cautious like a child: "I have many shortcomings, and I may not be able to protect you well, and I may have hurt you in the past, I'm not sure I'm worthy of your love, It's worth your bet."

He doesn't want to deprive her of her innocence and infinite possible future, he is such a boring person, it will be boring to be with him, right?
"You've been talking about your bad things for so long, but why do I only see your good things?" She smiled and stood on tiptoe to help him ease his frowning brows.

It was the first time for her to feel his heartbeat so close. The moonlight was like a long and thin thread, pulling their hearts together.This line from the sky to the land should be very long and hard, so far away that she would be so shocked that she would be at a loss when she heard his answer at this moment?
How long did it take her to get close to him?

Just when he felt that sooner or later she would truly mature and realize how many difficulties there were between them, she would choose to give up.Lin Zhaowan raised her watery eyes to look at her, with the corners of her mouth turned up, as if she was crying or smiling.This silly girl who was so moved that she was at a loss and held his words as a treasure made him helpless.

He didn't want to be a human anymore, he was completely stuck in it.

What is reason?

There is nothing left at the moment.

His hand stroked her face, and the moment he bent down to kiss her, her tears fell, and her breath caressed the corner of his lips: "Brother Ji An, I like you so much."

!

Did she remember?

Until the frame-by-frame fragments in her brain stopped, her eyes became gentle, and she looked at him in a daze: "Chen Ji'an, I seem to remember something related to you."

Chen Ji'an's heart was already confused by the bursting river, he tried his best to calm down: "It's getting late, go back and rest early."

He turned his back, while she touched her beating heart, the temperature on her face was hot, she was sure she was not dreaming tonight...

Chen Ji'an gave her a chance!

That brother Ji An who used to be indifferent and alienated to her, that brother Ji An who couldn't get into his heart no matter how long she left, is now standing in front of her and trying to be a boyfriend and girlfriend with her?
Lin Zhaowan was so happy that she jumped three feet high. She tried her best to suppress her screams, and repeated over and over again with a smirk——

"Brother Ji An, I'm finally going to chase him!"

(End of this chapter)