Going through the book and raising younger siblings

Chapter 137 Tutoring
136. Tutor
"Talk about your sister."

"Talk about what?"

"Name, age, personality, what grade she is in, her relationship with you, and her relationship with your parents."

"My younger sister is Yang Guoli. She is 12 years old and is in the first grade of junior high school. She is in the same class as me. She has a cheerful personality, loves to laugh, and has good academic performance. My parents like her."

"Do you like your sister?"

"She's cute, and there's no one who doesn't like her."

"Do mom and dad like you?"

He lowered his head: "I don't like it."

Zhang Yu felt a pain in his heart.

Through communication, Zhang Yu felt that the child's intelligence was fairly normal, but his studies were a bit difficult, his parents were strong people, and his younger sister was also very good, so he must be under a lot of pressure.

"Do you think... Mom and Dad like my sister, but don't like you?"

"Because my sister is excellent in all aspects, I... can't..."

"I think you look good!"

Yang Guodong looked up at Zhang Yu in surprise.

"You say that your sister is outstanding, which means that you know how to appreciate the goodness of others. You say that you like your sister, which means that you are a good brother. You are very kind. You will not be jealous and hate because your sister's brilliance blocks your light. Sister, this is more valuable than good academic performance."

His dull eyes sparkled a little.

"Actually, mom and dad like you too, but they may not express it, so that you can't feel their love for you."

He looked puzzled.

After thinking about it, he shook his head.

"Maybe they love me, but I don't live up to it and embarrass them. I don't think I deserve to be their son."

"Except for your poor academic performance, everything else is good! It's not that you are not good for your academic performance."

"But if your grades are not good, you won't be able to find a good job in the future, and you won't be able to let your family live a good life."

"There are thousands of ways to make a living in the world, not the only way to go to school."

"But Mom and Dad didn't say that."

"They say that studying is the only way out, because they were educated in the countryside before."

"What do your parents do?"

"My mother is a university teacher, and my father is a senior cadre."

Zhang Yu remained silent. It was not the child's problem, but the family's problem. The parents, because they were too good, could not accept an ordinary child. The pressure is also high, so a vicious circle is formed.

Since there is no problem with the child's intelligence, she will try her best to help him and see if she can help him improve his academic performance.

Zhang Yu wanted Yang Guodong to go with her to see his mother, but at this moment, he said something surprising.

"Sister, I think life is quite boring."

"You are only 16 years old, why do you have such an idea?"

"My academic performance is not good, and I often repeat grades. I embarrass my parents, and my parents are very sad. I often think, why should I be born? If I don't exist, can my parents live a decent life? Be happy."

"Don't say that. If you leave, how will your parents live for the rest of their lives? They will definitely live in endless pain."

"They still have a younger sister! Mom said that younger sisters are their pride."

"Do you want to leave this world, just thinking about it, or have you ever put it into action?"

"I once cut my own hand with a knife. I heard that the blood vessel was cut, and the person died when the blood dried up. I can't bear it, if I cut a blood vessel, I don't know how it will hurt! I was afraid of pain, so I gave up, you see, I don't even have the courage to die, am I a wimp?"

Yang Guodong rolled up his sleeves, revealing a shallow scar on his left wrist.

Zhang Yu has confirmed that this child is already depressed.

This is an unfamiliar field, and Zhang Yu doesn't know what to do.

She had to tell his mother about the child's situation and find the right person to intervene in time to avoid irreversible consequences.

"Guodong, everyone is afraid of pain. Pain is normal. It is a sense of self-protection. So getting sick or getting hurt is the most painful thing for a person. It is not a matter of courage. Don't say that you are You are a wimp, on the contrary, I think you are very cute, which means that you are a person who loves yourself, you know it hurts, but you still want to do it, isn't that stupid?"

"Sister, you are fine, I like chatting with you."

"Really? After that, if you have any questions or have any thoughts in your heart, you can tell me if you don't want to tell others, can you?"

"Okay, I just want to tell you."

"Then you promise me that you will never do anything to hurt yourself again. There are still many beautiful things in this world, but you haven't discovered them. From now on, I will take you to find these beautiful things, okay?"

"Okay." The muscles on his face were no longer stiff and stretched a lot.

"You go over now and let your mother come and see me alone."

Yang Guodong passed by, and after a while, Aunt Qiao came over.

"Aunt Qiao, I think your son's current problem is not a problem of academic performance, but a psychological problem. This is a more serious situation than academic performance."

"Big girl, what do you mean? Psychological problem? What psychological problem does he have?"

"Just now, Guodong told me that he felt that there was no point in living in this world, because he was worthless, and he had embarrassed his parents. He said that if he left this world, his parents would not be ashamed again..."

Auntie Qiao burst into tears.

"He... how could he think like this? This silly boy." Her voice trembled.

"It's what you did that gave him such an illusion. I said that Mom and Dad love him, and he said that you only love your sister because she is outstanding. He said that he left, and there is still sister with you... "

Aunt Qiao was crying so hard at this time.

"Didn't you find that the child has a psychological problem at all?"

Aunt Qiao wiped her tears with a handkerchief.

"This child has been taciturn since he was a child. In the past two years, he has become less and less talkative. If he can express himself in one word, he will never say two words. If he can say nothing, try not to speak. Who knows what's going on in his heart?"

"Because what he said is useless, and no one understands him. You only care about his academic performance, and you never think about what he thinks. He is a child, and he also hopes to be excellent and become the pride of his parents. , but he feels that he has become a disgrace to you."

Aunt Qiao was full of remorse: "Yes, I was wrong. I never really cared about him. What I cared about every day was only his academic performance."

(End of this chapter)