Going through the book and raising younger siblings

Chapter 138 Tutoring
137. Tutor
"You don't love him, he still loves you, but he doesn't love himself anymore, he feels that he is not worthy to be your child and is your burden, so he wants to leave this world."

Aunt Qiao cried: "No, we love him, he is our son, how could we not love him?"

"But he didn't feel your love for him. In other words, your love for him is conditional. All conditional love is not love, but an exchange. Because he can't meet your conditions, you are furious. , You hate iron for being weak, the child can feel your anger and disappointment, and he is also full of anger and disappointment with himself."

"We let him study hard, that's love for him!"

"You can pull it down. You let him study hard because you need an excellent son to satisfy your face. In your opinion, face is more important than the child's feelings. As long as you can feel the son's feelings, you will not Pushed my son to the point where he is now."

"Yes, if you don't tell me, I don't know. It turns out that my son has endured a lot over the years."

"Auntie Qiao, I heard that you are a university teacher and your father is a national cadre. You are so outstanding, so naturally you hope that your son is also excellent. However, do you need a healthy and ordinary son, or a son who has lost confidence in life? ?”

"Do you know? He committed suicide once. He cut his wrist. When he cut his skin, the pain was unbearable, so he didn't continue. There is still a shallow scar on his left wrist. If there is One day, the child left you, and you think the child is more important than your face."

Aunt Qiao finally couldn't help breaking down and crying.

In the hall next door, Teacher Miao, Yang Guodong, Er Niu, and Xiaobao ran over curiously when they heard the crying.

Yang Guodong panicked when he saw his mother crying.

"Mom, what's the matter with you?"

Aunt Qiao held her son and continued to cry.

"Son, you have suffered all these years. Mom is sorry for you. Mom is wrong. I will never force you to study again."

Yang Guodong also cried.

"Mom, don't cry. It's all my fault. I'm worthless. It's embarrassing for you and Dad."

Aunt Qiao touched her son's face, and suddenly remembered something, and pulled up his son's left sleeve, and saw the scar on his wrist, crying even more fiercely.

"Son, mom treated you badly before. She often scolded you, beat you up, and even beat you. Do you hate mom?"

Yang Guodong shook his head: "Mom, I don't hate you, I know it's my fault..."

"No, it's mom's mistake. Mom shouldn't force you to study every day. We won't study in the future. You can do whatever you want."

As she spoke, Aunt Qiao couldn't stop crying while hugging her son, her previous elegance and decency were all gone.

Teacher Miao was overwhelmed with surprise and looked at Zhang Yu.

"Aunt Qiao...what's the matter with her?"

Erniu and Xiaobao were even more confused.

After crying for a while, Aunt Qiao stopped crying and wiped her son's face with her sleeve.

"Son, don't be too hard on yourself in the future! Mom and Dad can't live without you. Even if you are an ordinary worker in the future, you will be a good son to Mom and Dad. As long as you are happy and healthy, you can do whatever you want."

Aunt Qiao said to Zhang Yu again: "Thank you, big girl, thank you for letting me know how wrong I was before, and I almost lost my son."

She took her son's hand: "Let's go! We won't be tutoring any more. If you like to study, you can study. If you don't study, forget it. We will find you a job to go to work."

Yang Guodong looked back at Zhang Yu.

Zhang Yu said: "Auntie Qiao, let Guodong finish junior high school no matter what! He is full after finishing junior high school. If he wants to, he can join the army! Based on your family's situation, after he is demobilized, he can Finding a good job is better than being a worker. Not even worse than those college graduate jobs."

Zhang Yu asked his son: "Guodong, are you willing to continue your studies until you graduate from junior high school?"

"I would like to be a soldier."

"But you have to graduate from junior high school to join the army."

"Then I would like to go on to school."

Aunt Qiao showed a gratified smile.

"Okay, as long as you are happy," Mom doesn't need your academic performance to be good, as long as you continue to go to school until you graduate from junior high school. "

Yang Guodong looked at Zhang Yu, then at his mother: "I want my sister to help me with my homework, can I?"

Aunt Qiao said: "Big girl, help me tutor Guodong! I don't expect him to improve his studies. As long as he is in a better mood, I think he likes to communicate with you. He never told us what he said before. He said it, but he is willing to tell you that he trusts you."

Zhang Yu thought, today can be regarded as accidentally saving the child's life!

This mother, on the surface, has come to her senses, who knows if she will relapse in a few days.

Zhang Yudao: "Actually, Aunt Qiao is the one who needs counseling. Why would your son rather confide in a stranger than communicate with your mother? Do you know where your problems are?"

"Yes, yes, tomorrow night, I'll come to talk to you. It's too late today, so I shouldn't bother you anymore."

Both Teacher Miao and Aunt Qiao left.

Er Niu leaned over curiously.

"Sister, what did you tell their mother and son? Why did Auntie Qiao burst into tears all of a sudden?"

"Her son was forced to suffer from depression by their husband and wife."

"What is depression?"

"It is a disease caused by extreme depression. There are two final outcomes. One is mental breakdown and schizophrenia, and the other is suicide. If Yang Guodong does not intervene in time, it may be the latter. "

"He's going to kill himself?"

"No, it's because he once cut his wrist, and then he gave up because it hurt too much."

"Did he tell you?"

Zhang Yu nodded.

"What happened to Mom and Dad, forcing him to be like this?"

"His parents are decent people with a head and a face, and they hope that their son will become a success, but the son just doesn't live up to it, and things backfire, so they forced him to be like this."

Er Niu still couldn't understand.

"Mom and dad force him to study, isn't it for his own good? He can't think about it because of this? He's too fragile!"

"It's not that he's weak, it's that his parents are terrible."

Er Niu still couldn't understand: "His parents are right! Whose parents don't want their children to be successful?"

"Then let me ask you, what are you most afraid of?"

Er Niu thought for a while: "Afraid of ghosts!"

Zhang Yu giggled: "I just found out now, so you are afraid of ghosts, why didn't I know."

"It's not like you always scared me when I was young, saying that I can't go out to play at night, there are ghosts outside, and they can eat people."

(End of this chapter)