No one can disturb my retirement life in the Red Mansion

Chapter 1053 About Life and Death
"Haha!" Bai Feifei laughed. She remembered very clearly how she got to the Ou family.

It was also the first day of school. She had attended kindergarten but didn't learn much. She was supposed to attend a transition class, but she didn't go because no one picked her up. So when she got to school, she didn't know what to do in class, or why she had to go to class.

So when the bell rang, she didn't go back, but stayed in the school sandbox to play. Then Ou Mengmeng came, stood by the sandbox and looked at her helplessly, then stretched out his hand to her.

Bai Feifei climbed out of the sand pit, covered in sand, and grabbed Ou Mengmeng. Ou Mengmeng originally wanted to lead her back, but Bai Feifei had always been the kind of person who would take advantage of the situation, so she immediately climbed onto Ou Mengmeng's back.

Yes, she should have been held in her arms, but she pulled Ou Mengmeng and insisted on carrying her. So she climbed onto Ou Mengmeng's back.

That day, Ou Mengmeng carried her on his back and walked slowly in the playground, and did not send her back to the classroom. When she was in a good mood, he took her back to the principal's office and took her back to wash her hair and take a bath.

"Why didn't you ask why I didn't like sitting in the classroom, and why didn't you send me back to the classroom?" Bai Feifei couldn't help but ask.

She had always wanted to ask this, but she didn't dare. She would rather believe that she was picked up by the principal's mother because she was too cute. Maybe she was too excited today and talked about the old things with her, so she couldn't help asking.

She remembered very clearly that the elegant and beautiful principal mother carried her to the office, gave her a bath with warm water, changed her into a new school uniform, and re-braided her hair. She asked if anyone had bullied her. She was silly at that time, she thought the principal mother was so beautiful and warm, and the way she looked at her was so comfortable, so she climbed onto her back again and fell asleep.

"Because even if I send a naughty kid like you back to the classroom, he will run out again. So I usually don't send my child back to the classroom. I will ask him why he doesn't like the classroom, doesn't like the teacher, and whether there is school bullying or something like that. But after you, I no longer carry people on my back." Ou Mengmeng was also upset.

The students were all afraid of her. Whenever she approached, they would shout "Here comes the principal!" and then scatter like birds and beasts. She had been in the school for so many years, but she only brought back Jin Zimo and Bai Feifei. Jin Zimo was forced upon her, and Bai Feifei really depended on her.

After taking a shower, she would lie on her back and sleep all morning, then she would lie on her back to eat lunch in the cafeteria, and then she resolutely refused to go to class.

"Haha! I thought you would say that no child would like to enter the classroom." Bai Feifei laughed and hugged Ou Mengmeng's arm. "I don't know why, but I felt that you would protect me. I especially like the smell of you. It makes me feel very safe."

"Alas, no child likes to enter the classroom." Ou Mengmeng also laughed. She also remembered the first time she met each child. Every child had beautiful eyes.

"Thank you, Mengma, thank you for raising the three of us." Bai Feifei leaned against her gently. "I didn't. It was your parents who raised you. I am very grateful to your parents for showing up when your brother and his friends needed the right guidance, especially your dad, who was very good at giving positive guidance. Only then did I know that fathers and grandfathers are different." Ou Mengmeng smiled softly and sighed deeply, "If I were your mother, I would be mad at you. You are a rich second generation, you don't live in a villa, why do you live here when you have nothing to do? Obviously your parents are good, they love each other, their family is happy, and they love you very much."

Ou Mengmeng was so angry that she was embarrassed to see Bai Feifei's parents sometimes. But Bai Feifei's parents were very nice and kept in touch with her.

"That was now! Before my grandfather passed away, I was worse than an orphan. They saw that your place was good and never forced me to go home because they were also exhausted. So my mother often said that you were the person who helped them the most during those years." Bai Feifei closed her eyes.

When her parents came to pick her up, she hugged Ou Mengmeng's neck tightly and refused to let go. Later, Bai Feifei's parents had no choice but to keep her. They sent all her things to her, and later, they sent some food and drinks when they had some time. They were embarrassed to give money, and everyone had to buy a gift. It was not that they didn't care about Bai Feifei at that time, but they really couldn't do anything about it.

"Have you asked your mother? What do you think about that time?" Ou Mengmeng thought about it and asked softly. She knew these things, but according to the secular values, there was really nothing she could do about her grandfather's affairs.

"I asked her, and she said that she was the daughter-in-law and she couldn't make the decision; as for my dad, he didn't dare to make a decision; and grandma couldn't bear to make a decision. And even if grandpa made a decision, no one dared to agree with him. So isn't this ridiculous, people have no control over their own lives. Then, who can make this decision?" Bai Feifei looked back at Ou Mengmeng. She didn't dare to say these words at home. Her biological grandfather, but when she was born, her grandfather was sick. And before she met Ou Mengmeng, her life was actually very lonely, and she was alone every day.

"In fact, I thought about it when my parents passed away. Xiaokui and I rushed to the hospital together, but they had already passed away. Xiaokui was almost crazy and refused to let the medical staff stop. He forced them to try again, maybe there was still hope. I thought at that time, if they were in a vegetative state at the time, what would I choose? Maybe I would decide to put them on instruments, at least biologically, they would still be alive. That way I still have my parents! I thought a lot that day, and that was also the day I signed the consent form for not resuscitating them in the hospital. I told Xiaokui that I wanted to die like them."

In fact, she was also thinking about her parents. She thought of Bai Feifei's grandfather. At that time, Bai Feifei's grandfather was still alive, but he lived a very painful life. In the ICU, he looked at the Ou family's parents who were about to be pushed out with envy. But euthanasia was not allowed. It was useless for him to say so. In that era, even if he asked, Bai Feifei's parents didn't have the courage to do so. So when the whole family was in pain, they could only torture each other. At that time, she made a decision that when she was old, she would leave naturally and gracefully.

"Yes, I shouldn't remember it, but I do. At that time, everyone in the family had a look of agony on their faces, even my grandfather. So you said that you wouldn't perform resuscitation, intubate me, or put me in the ICU, and asked me to remember to sign for you, and I agreed. I talked to my second brother about what happened back then, and I told him that if anything happened to me, he must persuade my parents not to intubate me or put me on the machine. I don't want to live without dignity. So my brothers don't like to hear this the most."

Bai Feifei smiled. She signed a no-rescue statement with her eldest brother, who was a professional lawyer and could handle such matters. She also explained her wishes to her second brother, who was studying medicine, but it was obvious that both brothers disagreed. If she signed and her brothers disagreed, then it would be strange if the old lady signed and her two brothers agreed.

"They have never had this experience, so you are the only one who agreed." Ou Mengmeng did not blame her sons. Even though they were adopted, they were actually fragile inside, like children. They thought that if they didn't say anything, they might not have to face it.

I came back today and spent ten minutes seriously writing the outline, and then I felt sleepy again.