No one can disturb my retirement life in the Red Mansion

Chapter 1054 Don’t want to face it
"I was only nine years old at that time, and I was scolded by my eldest and second brothers." Bai Feifei thought about the time when the three of them accompanied Ou Mengmeng to handle the funeral of her grandparents. The two brothers were very sad. When they heard that Ou Mengmeng also arranged her own funeral, the two brothers were very angry. Thinking about it now, she smiled, "They have a deeper relationship with grandpa and grandma. To my eldest brother and them, I am a little heartless just because I came here for the first time."

"So the relationship between you and I is deeper. You can be said to have been brought up by me. Grandpa and grandma are gone, Zimo and Xiaokui are both in college, and there are only two of us at home. I can't put the blame on you for not getting into college." Ou Mengmeng thought about it and felt depressed. It seemed that the two children raised by her parents were both extremely outstanding, but when it came to raising this little fool, he turned out to be illiterate. Where could she go to seek justice?

"Oh, it's okay. I don't like studying anyway." Bai Feifei waved her hand indifferently.

"Your eldest brother took you to learn swimming, but you complained the water was too cold. You played table tennis for only two days and told me that you would get cross-eyed after that. You learned archery, but you wouldn't squint your eyes anymore. Sports didn't work out for you, so your second brother said, then learn art! As a result, you tried a few classes in each. You tried the flute and clarinet, but you said your mouth would become ugly. You tried the guqin and zither, but you said your hands hurt. You tried the piano, but you said you couldn't remember so many keys..." Ou Mengmeng really wanted to beat her up when she thought about how they took her to find an interest class.

"So, later you forced me to learn singing, dancing, and the guzheng." She thought about it, the talents she had were all forced by the old lady. After she tried a few times, the old lady got annoyed and forced her to learn the basics. The old lady liked the guzheng, so she bought one and they learned together. She was able to persist because she learned it little by little while sitting in the old lady's arms. Then they played together and practiced until they were familiar with it. "So, it really took a lot of effort to raise me, right?"

"It's not bad. If you think about it carefully, the best thing about you three is that you don't treat me as an outsider. Zimo treated himself as my son when he came here; Xiaokui was raised by my parents, and since he calls me aunt, he doesn't feel much pressure; as for you, I really don't know how to write politely. So they are very willful here. Sometimes, I also have an illusion that my three children are so noisy." Ou Mengmeng smiled. The three children are actually quite self-sufficient. She didn't feel that she was worried about them, but the three of them healed her greatly.

"So I love you!" Bai Feifei smiled. She liked this place. She had a good relationship with her elder brother and second brother because they felt comfortable here. They didn't feel that this was not their home. Strangely, they felt close to it the first time they came here. They grew up freely and had brothers and sisters with different parents.

"Your mother must be sad to hear what you said. Her life has been so difficult. Sometimes, I feel embarrassed in front of her." Ou Mengmeng patted her daughter. She envied the children nowadays who could express their love so easily. She sometimes thought of her parents. Until they left, she never told them that she loved them.

"Of course, I love my mother too. Sometimes I sympathize with her. Let me tell you, her life has been harder than yours. It's just that we missed the best period to build relationship." Bai Feifei sighed softly.

Bai Feifei was very clear. She loved her parents and knew that her parents loved her very much. However, her happiest memories of her childhood were not spent with her parents or at home. Even though she spent most of her time at home after she turned ten, the relationship between her and her parents was still missing.

When she talked with her two brothers after she became an adult, they all felt lucky. They didn't know what would happen to the three of them without Ou Mengmeng. But one thing is that they would not be so happy. They really grew up happily with Ou Mengmeng around.

"Hey, have you told your mom about you and Mo Qin?" Ou Mengmeng decided to ask something useful. She didn't like to talk about taking them in. She didn't think there was anything wrong with taking them in. She felt that she had been so happy these years because of the three of them. So she didn't think these children had let her down. So she quickly changed the subject.

"No, she would make a fuss. She has always taken us too seriously." Bai Feifei didn't like to talk about this topic either. She talked about her childhood stories for a long time, but in fact, she didn't want to tell her mother about Mo Qin and didn't want to face their inner feelings.

"I'm not surprised?" Ou Mengmeng thought, is this to say that she doesn't care about her as much as her biological mother? This little heartless person.

"I only see him three or four times a year. He's actually a great travel partner. He taught me skiing, swimming, and mountain climbing. There are many couples on set in my circle, but I'm not one of them. After I finish filming, I throw myself into his arms. I look forward to it every time and I'm very happy." Bai Feifei hesitated for a moment, then lay down and said faintly. "So there is affection, right? It's been almost six years since you started working together, so your relationship has been going on for almost five years?"

"Not that many emotions." Bai Feifei said dryly.

"Isn't five years a bit too long for a sex partner?" Ou Mengmeng looked sideways at her.

Over the years, she really got to know this guy. He wasn't good at other things, but he was really good at playing dirty. They had been chatting for a long time, and she was actually upset, otherwise she wouldn't be like this. She didn't dare to sleep because she didn't dare to face it.

Bai Feifei was silent for a while before saying, "Five years have passed before I know it."

"You were only twenty five years ago." Ou Mengmeng said mercilessly.

"Meng Mama!" Bai Feifei was so angry that she almost jumped up and down. If her biological mother knew that she was not in love at the age of 20 and had given herself to a man, she would probably be beaten to death.

"It's not that hard to admit that you like someone, just like you like me. You don't need to think about why, you just like me and want to be my daughter. Why don't you dare to admit that you like this handsome guy? Even if you like his handsomeness, it doesn't matter. I like looking at handsome guys too." Ou Mengmeng rolled her eyes at her. She just said to herself, why can the little girl who loves herself be so loud, but she doesn't dare to admit it. There is only one possibility for not daring to admit it, that is, she cares too much.

"What would you say if I told you when I was 20 years old that I liked a handsome guy and had sex with him?" Bai Feifei asked hurriedly.

"Let your big brother beat you up, let Xiaokui take you for a physical examination, and force you to learn physiology and hygiene for a week." Ou Mengmeng said casually, "Remind me to call Xiaokui tomorrow and ask him to take Mo Qin for a physical examination as well."

"My second brother takes me for a physical checkup every year and teaches me physiology and hygiene. He says I dare to mess around and locks me up; my eldest brother is in charge of all my legal affairs. If there is any trouble, you will know it a long time ago, right?" Bai Feifei was speechless. At this time, she felt that having two brothers was really scary. After thinking about it, she decided to change the topic, "Yes, why does my eldest brother live here too? I have nothing to do and want to go home, why doesn't he like to go home?"

I went out to eat at noon with Zhizhi, the king of pomp and circumstance. Really, eating with Zhizhi, she can maximize her emotional value. She is really a person with a very high emotional intelligence. Sometimes when I see her talking endlessly, I feel that she is really full of passion for life.