Died three times, the third ex-husband went crazy

"I was just thinking," Lin Yu didn't accept his comfort, "What does Cang Tao think about me..."

Although Lin Yu trusted Chen Ci, he couldn't discuss these issues with him, but for some reason, Li Ying could.

The relationship between him and Lin Yu is more complicated and subtle, perhaps because he once wanted her to die, and now he wants her to live again. The behavior of the two lives broke many common senses, and also broke many rules and constraints.

At the same time, as a nobleman, he knows the rules of etiquette, the common sense and right ways of the world, but he also hides in the dark, and is proficient in those spurned heresies.

It was easier for Lin Yu to reveal her dark side to him.

"What if we had a misunderstanding before?" Lin Yu asked, "What if, at that time, he wanted to save me?"

"Are you worried about hurting him?"

Lin Yu hesitated for a moment: "I'm worried that if he doesn't have feelings for me, then I don't have enough influence on him, and I don't have enough chips to trade Zhu Rongzhan's antidote."

"But if he has feelings for you..."

"...I don't want to feel sorry for him. I don't want to... hurt anyone who treats me well."

"You just want Zhu Rongzhan's antidote." Li Ying said softly, "You don't want to hurt Cang Tao, nor do you intend to hurt him."

His comfort was very effective, separating Lin Yu's behavior from the possible consequences. She couldn't help but smile, but quickly restrained herself.

Lin Yu said: "I always feel that people make choices by weighing the pros and cons."

Li Ying listened quietly.

"If I guarantee that Zhu Rongzhan will be able to open up a commercial market with Beirong after he succeeds alive... Do you think it is attractive enough for Cangtao?"

"If it were me," Li Ying said softly, "I would ask for a certificate. A guarantee."

"What kind of proof?"

"I don't know Cangtao well. My subordinates are only active in the territory of Datu. So what kind of person does Ayu think the King of Beirong is?"

Lin Yu thought for a while: "He is a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside."

"Well……"

"When I didn't know him well, I thought he was arrogant and cold, and he was a terrible person. But... when I got along with him, I felt that he was actually very easy to satisfy, gentle and considerate."

"..."

"He has a desire to explore, but it's not like the kind of ambition that is driven by power, but a kind of curiosity of 'why not try it if I can do this'. So sometimes, I also feel that he Very simple."

"..."

"In addition, I was convinced that he loved me deeply, and it was also because he listened to me very much..."

Lin Yu recalled the past, but as he was talking, he saw Li Ying turn his face away, and couldn't help but stop: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Li Ying forced a smile: "Just listening to what Ayu said, you will feel... Ayu really spent a lifetime with the King of Beirong. Then you can't help but feel..."

He lowered his eyes and touched his heart: "It will be very uncomfortable here."

"What I said may not be accurate," Lin Yu quickly tried to make up for one or two: "Because that's just my own feeling, and Cang Tao may not be so pure... It's just that I'm too stupid, and maybe I'm easily deceived."

"No such thing," Li Ying said, "Ah Yu is very smart."

But Lin Yu suspected that he was just trying to make her happy, and he didn't take it seriously after smiling.

If she is really smart enough... she should be able to live a more comfortable life and be happier.

However, there is no point in fantasizing about another better self, and there is no benefit except to allow yourself to be frustrated by the loss you have hit yourself.

It is better to learn to accept that you are just an ordinary person.

Before time travel, the concept was popular in modern times - learn to reconcile with yourself.

Lin Yu asked, "If it were you, would you agree to this deal?"

"if it was me……"

Li Ying slowly closed her eyes, imagining that at this moment, she was Cangtao, king of Beirong.

What is my purpose?
Revitalize Beirong?

Annexation of Datu?Rule the world?
Whatever it is, smearing mess is good for me.

So I planned to kidnap the prince of Datu and wanted to bring him to Beirong. At the same time, just in case, I put poison on him, and he had to take it on time to survive.

Someone rescued him and wanted me to hand over the antidote.Said to ensure that Zhu Rongzhan ascended the throne, or returned to the court alive, and vigorously promoted mutual business with Beirong... Even if Datu did not fall into chaos, Beirong would still have a chance to develop.

Do I agree or not?
If that person was Ayu, how would my answer be different?
Li Ying thought for a moment: "I think this condition is attractive enough, but I will ask for a guarantee."

Lin Yu humbly asked for advice as a pre-negotiation rehearsal: "What kind of guarantee?"

"You have to prove to me how important you are to Zhu Rongzhan—you have to make sure your words can represent his attitude."

"Then what should I say? Can I give him the prince's seal?"

Li Ying shook her head: "If the prince himself is alive, he can deny his seal at any time, or discard the old seal and create a new one."

Lin Yu had no choice but to continue thinking.

Seeing her gloomy expression, Li Ying said, "Or, Ayu can lower his request."

"Lower requirements?"

"Don't make the request as 'persuade Cang Tao to give the antidote', but make the request as 'persuade Cang Tao to let Zhu Rongzhan live first', how about this?"

"What to do after that?"

"You can say, let Zhu Rongzhan live first, and after the matter in Hedong is settled, he can come to the border to have secret talks with Cangtao in person."

Lin Yu's eyes lit up: "You can give it a try."

"But in the meantime, Cangtao will probably ask Ayu to stay by his side."

"……Maybe?"

"Then how many years would Ayu be willing to wait for Zhu Rongzhan? One or two years, or three or four years?"

"It shouldn't take that long..."

"I shall try my best to assist His Royal Highness to clarify Hedong as soon as possible, but Ruo Cangtao wants to imprison Ayu in the grassland," Li Ying said seriously, "Would you use the jade token that Chen Ci handed over to you last night?"

Lin Yu hesitated for a moment, then shook his head: "If it is just because I was left in Beirong, and the Mantis Armed Forces were mobilized to rescue me, I feel...that is killing people for nothing. They should go for a more important goal than me. Fight, that sacrifice is worth it."

"But didn't Ayu always want to join the Mantis Army?"

"I may not be able to go for the time being, but I have made it clear to Chen Ci the necessity of cooperation, and he will still cooperate with you, don't worry."

"That's not what I'm worried about." Li Ying said, "Actually, if people who are not Ayu go to Cang Tao, maybe the effect will be better."

Lin Yu wondered, "Why?"

"Because his treatment will be more casual, and there will be more possibilities. If he has Ayu in his heart, and Ayu pleads with him for Zhu Rongzhan, maybe it will make him jealous, arrogant, and refuse to hand over the antidote." .”

"If he really considers me so important in his heart, I can be more sure of going."

"What if he says it's fine to hand over the antidote, but ask Ayu to marry him?"

Lin Yu paused: "...if this can save Zhu Rongzhan."