Eye of Sin

"So after Chang Rong's death, you and Deng Qingrong moved to this place where you later lived, and the rumors around you that you didn't find a partner or get married were also deliberately spread by Deng Qingrong for the same purpose?" Huo Yan asked.

Ning Shuyi actually wanted to ask this question, but she was a girl after all, and she really couldn't ask it in front of Chang Junchao himself. Fortunately, Huo Yan also thought of this and asked it for her.

"Yes." Chang Junchao shook his head slowly, "Because I was 27 or [-] at the time, and when other people's children reached this age, the elderly in the family would not be able to resist urging them to get married, but Deng Qingrong was so calm that it would make people feel a little abnormal.

In order to prevent others from thinking that she had a problem, she simply made up a rumor that could be settled once and for all.

You can't even imagine how humiliating it is to be a normal adult man when everyone around you is looking at you with strange eyes! "

"Did you plan to kill Deng Qingrong from then on?"

"No, I really didn't think about killing her at that time." Chang Junchao denied Ning Shuyi's guess, "The thing I most wanted to do at that time but couldn't summon up the courage to do it was suicide."

He looked up at Ning Shuyi, then at Huo Yan: "The two of you should be the kind of people with a happy family, right?

In fact, you can tell by looking at it that only those who grew up under the care of their parents can have the confidence you two seem to have.

I have always envied your state, and hoped that I could have such a calm and confident feeling, but I didn't.

Since I was a child, Deng Qingrong and his wife have instilled a concept that they are the only ones who don’t dislike such a worthless person like me, and are willing to feed me and give me food and clothing, otherwise I will die on the street. "

After saying this, he snorted and laughed: "Is it ridiculous? At the beginning, they were afraid that one day my wings would harden and I would leave them and leave them alone. They beat me desperately and made me feel that I would not be successful.

After that, they thought I was worthless and couldn't make a lot of money, so they let the two of them live a life of being popular and hot!
However, if you drink too much of that ecstasy soup, your brain will be ruined.

After I grow up, I know that what they say is not true, and that everything I am today is caused by them, but I still feel unconfident, self-loathing, and particularly pessimistic about the future.

I also had short-term happiness.

Even after Deng Qingrong ran away, Chang Rong's injuries became more and more serious not long after. She didn't leave me any money, and I had no choice but to send Chang Rong to the hospital for treatment. I could only watch him worsen day by day, and soon died. "

When it came to Chang Rong's death, Chang Junchao did not show any sadness, but his tone was somewhat relaxed.

"During those days, I had never experienced the ease." He seemed to be recalling a good experience, "Although Deng Qingrong took away all the money, not only the 50 cash she hid, but also the living expenses that she asked me to pay her every month after I was paid.

But I'm not worried at all, because I'm still young, I have a job, and I will have income every month.

As long as I think that from now on, I will eat enough and the whole family will not be hungry, and I will never have to face her again, and listen to her beating me, I will be so happy in my heart. During that period of time, I feel that every day when I open my eyes, the sun is so much brighter than usual! "

"Can I interject?" Although Ning Shuyi couldn't bear it, he still interrupted Chang Junchao's only good memory, "Why did Deng Qingrong withdraw Chang Rong's compensation and close the account, and always carry the cash with him?"

"Because she's afraid!" Chang Junchao snorted, "She's afraid of being found out about stealing other people's children, and they want to find her and Chang Rong. If there is such a day, they will not only take the child back, but also make her lose money!

So except that there is no other way, for example, Chang Rong and I always have a salary card when we work outside, so we have to go to the bank to open an account, she doesn't allow us to have other bank accounts.

Even to pay rent and the like, she only asked me to take money to the bank to transfer money, not allowing me to transfer money, for fear that I would leave more traces and be found by my original family members accidentally. "

Speaking of his original family, Chang Junchao's eyes turned red again: "I actually hesitated, I wanted to commit suicide, but I was not reconciled, I wanted to find a reason to live, but I couldn't find it.

At this time, Deng Qingrong heard from some sources that the daughter she gave away was also in W City, so she went around to inquire about her situation.

At that time, I already wanted to give up my heart, let alone die, even if I died, I would be happier than living with Deng Qingrong.

But when she looked for her daughter, I hesitated again.

I'm still alive, Deng Qingrong wants to drag others into the water again, if I die, she doesn't even have this hope of me, how she will stalk her daughter, I don't even dare to think about it!
I know that it is impossible for me to have any great achievements in this life, but I don't want others to fall into my fire pit.

So I temporarily put aside the idea of ​​suicide, tried every means to make Deng Qingrong happy, bought her things that she liked, and hoped that she would not harass him.

It's a pity that I couldn't persuade her. Seeing how she threatened her daughter who hadn't been raised for a day since she was born, I suddenly realized a problem-she would definitely harm others after I died. If I want to relieve everyone, she can only die! "

Deng Qingrong had already died tragically in a large lump of cement. Now that Chang Junchao said this, neither Ning Shuyi nor Huo Yan would be surprised.

Judging from Chang Junchao's narration, Deng Qingrong pushed him suddenly when he was swinging whether to commit suicide, making Chang Junchao give up the idea of ​​suicide, but pushed the tip of the knife to herself.

"So you bought the cement and went back to kill her?" Ning Shuyi flipped through the documents in hand, "After you bought the cement and made arrangements with the landlord to renovate the bathroom, there was a period of time between when you actually killed Deng Qingrong.

Why didn't they attack Deng Qingrong during that time?Is the time not yet ripe? "

"Not exactly." Chang Junchao shook his head, "I'm not the kind of demon who kills without blinking an eye. For me, although I hate Deng Qingrong, killing people is not easy for me, and I can't do it.

So at that time, my thought was, if it doesn’t work, I’ll go back privately!If Deng Qingrong can find her own daughter, if I can also find my original family, then I will go far away and go back to find my own relatives!

In the end, I finally figured out my origin based on the bits and pieces of information I heard from them over the years. I called the police over there to see if I could find my relatives, but they told me that there was no one in my family!
My family members were all killed by Deng Qingrong! "