the moon is not as good as you

【Senior Lin, I just came back from Sichuan today. The actual situation of the earthquake was even worse than what was reported in the news... I have been in a panic for the past few days. I wanted to stay there to track the situation after the disaster, but my physical condition does not allow it... 】

【How is Senior Lin doing recently?Are you busy with work?Do you have time to visit the temple?I heard it's very effective. 】

An Yujiao had a crush on Lin Xuyue for five years, since he was in high school.

The reason is probably that before the start of a certain semester, she went to the bookstore to buy reference books, and when she was paying, someone suddenly squeezed her.Then I heard a "boom", and someone fell to the ground.She turned around, and a wallet was handed back to her.

The bright sunshine outside the window is overwhelming.The boy in front of him had a bright, noble and handsome demeanor. He smiled at her and called the security guard to call the police.

Then An Yujiao found out that they belonged to the same school, but he was a senior named Lin Xuyue.In their class, they were the top three academic figures in the perennial grade.

On the second day of school, she took the test, and after the end, she was on duty late, and encountered the evening rush hour on the subway.The carriage was full of people, and it was difficult for her to breathe. She followed the crowd and suddenly felt a little lighter around her.

She looked up, and through the reflection of the car door glass, she saw the boy standing silently behind her, and the gentleman thoughtfully left some space for her.

When the car pulled up, An Yujiao got out of the car, walked a few steps, and couldn't help but look back at the carriage.But the tall and straight figure flickered, and when the car door was slowly closing, it cut off her condensed vision.

With such a white moonlight in my life, other boys really can't catch it.

An Yujiao often looked for him in school, and tried every means to get his contact information from others, but it was a few years later that she plucked up the courage to add him as a friend.

At that time, there was only one girl who often appeared beside Lin Xuyue, Zhong Qingyan.

Once An Yujiao met them in the studio, she hid on a bench in the corner and kept scanning them like a voyeur.

Zhong Qingyan is a very lively and talkative girl, constantly looking for something to talk to.He looked at the phone, occasionally nodding and answering a few words, but he couldn't tell how enthusiastic he was.

She guessed that among them, girls should take the initiative more.

But people like Lin Xuyue didn't seem to be able to catch up with stalking.

An Yujiao was very inferior to herself, with a bland face, neither beautiful appearance nor proud achievements, just like a fallen leaf on the side of the road in autumn, it couldn't be more ordinary.

So she didn't dare to strike up a conversation, and thanked him for those two rescues, but she didn't want other girls to get too close to him, thinking that one day she would change, and then he would notice her dream.

After a while, three or four of their classmates came, and they walked towards the ticket gate. Lin Xuyue and another handsome boy walked at the end, and they became radiant after being calm and indifferent just now.

An Yujiao suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.

After that, she studied hard, and then searched the Internet for various beauty and skin care strategies, hoping to become someone who could make him treat her differently.

On the day when the friend application was approved, An Yujiao had just been hired by an authoritative newspaper. Double happiness came to her. She danced happily and didn't fall asleep all night.

However, when I clicked into Lin Xuyue's circle of friends, it was full of shadows of another girl.There is no frontal photo, but the half of the arm that appeared on the scene, the cute phone case leaning against his arm to play with the phone, and the half of the side face that made a wish on the cake on his birthday... It should be a good-looking person with a sweet and soft personality, A girl with a top-notch figure.

Not just the photos, but also his words, regardless of whether the pictures are related or not, they all reveal the intimacy between them——

"The performance is over, and I ran to find her who was hungry for supper"

"Graduation wish? It won't work if you say it out, so someone can guess for themselves."

"Is it illegal to keep elves at home? It's very urgent to wait online"

"The little idiot who worked overtime until the early hours of the morning and waited on the side of the road until the early hours of the morning without making a phone call"

……

No matter the girl's figure or appearance, or his description, she was not the Zhong Qingyan in his memory.

An Yujiao carefully asked for confirmation:
【Senior Lin, do you have a girlfriend? 】

The answer is:

[There are people I like. 】

The person you like, not your girlfriend.

An Yujiao was overjoyed, and tried to take the initiative.But she is also smart and knows how to take it slow.

However, Lin Xuyue treated her with a certain degree of advance and retreat, and she didn't see anything special.

Only once, she asked him to go to the temple, and he accepted.

I thought it was an expression of his goodwill, but he always kept a social distance from her, made devout wishes, and never looked at her.

"What wish did you make?" An Yujiao couldn't help asking.

"I want to be with someone for a long time." The man told her naturally.

Her heart skipped a beat, and she tentatively asked, "Is that the girl from your circle of friends?"

He nodded, "Yes."

"Then why didn't you confess?" She said against her will, "Maybe if you confess, you can be together."

He smiled, noncommittal.

After returning home, An Yujiao asked someone around and found out that he had broken up.

It should be said that they were broken up.

The girl abandoned him.

An Yujiao breathed a sigh of relief, and continued to approach him cautiously.

But when a certain dinner was over, she pretended to be drunk to express her affection, but he politely declined her.

What she said was: "Except Senior Lin, I can't seem to be attracted to others."

He smiled and replied, "It can only mean that you have met few people."

"But aren't you single? Can't you try to fall in love with me?"

"My heartbeat has been given to the person I like."

"Is that the girl named Jiang Ningyu? But you broke up, didn't you?"

"We're only separated temporarily." He replied frankly and firmly, "We'll still be together."

An Yujiao was speechless.

A journalist has to have a thick skin, but only when facing him, she cares about her own image, and doesn't want to be treated as a stalker who can't get rid of it.
But she retreated to the distance of friends, but Lin Xuyue became more and more distant. Even when she happened to meet in a law firm, he was very unfamiliar, as if there was no possibility of being a normal friend.

An Yujiao admitted that she wanted to wait for an opportunity to return to the position of a friend, but he didn't give it a chance.

Even though Jiang Ningyu's escape from marriage hurt him deeply - she admitted that she felt disgusted by taking advantage of others, but her desperate confession was still rejected.

"Sorry, we can't."

"If you need time, I can wait..."

"I don't need time. Yujiao, take a look at the people around you. Xue Kai has liked you for many years and has done many things for you. What you think I do for you is actually helping you. So, don't Keep your eyes on me."

"Why? She has treated you like that, why are you unwilling to accept other people?!"

At that time, Lin Xuyue had changed her face, no longer her usual calm and elegant posture.The eyes are silent, the eyebrows are gloomy, and even the character has become sick——

"Because, I want to make her regret, and then cry and beg to come back to me."

"Just watch, she will come back sooner or later."

Realizing that his feelings for Jiang Ningyu had become distorted, An Yujiao knew she was hopeless, and agreed to Xue Kai's courtship disheartened.

But she didn't expect that the man who said a lot of cruel words in front of outsiders would become like a little sheep in wolf's clothing when he met Zhen Bao who came back obediently, with a hard mouth and a soft heart.

Downstairs in the company, he cruelly threw her away and told her to go away, but he would stare at her sitting on the steps on the other side of the road, and then follow her all the way.

She came to the dinner party drunk, cried and yelled and pulled him away. He pushed him away with a cold face, but when he found out that she was really drunk and unconscious, he hugged her angrily and apologized to everyone. , There was a little conflict between the husband and wife, I have to go back first...

Speaking of it, no one seemed to know about the "escaping marriage", except for a few close friends with him, no one knew that he was engaged.

Because of them, An Yujiao's relationship was not going well, and the boyfriend she was talking about was not a good man, but she still believed in true love.

Just didn't meet the right person.

She always believed so firmly.

The last time I inquired about them was when they reconciled and returned to China.

Later, probably in the fifth year after that, An Yujiao ran into them in the mall by chance.Lin Xuyue was carrying two big supermarket shopping bags in her hand, and she looked at her wife with undisguised and deeply doting eyes.

"Barbecue, meat... yes! And I forgot to buy tablecloths! How can I go camping without tablecloths!"

"There are tablecloths at home, and maybe some coal. Don't you want to have a barbecue?"

"It's not that I want to eat, but the child wants to eat!"

"Yes, yes, but you are also my child."

When they met, Jiang Ningyu was surprised, and immediately exchanged warm greetings with her for a while.

Jiang Ningyu said that they were planning to go camping in the countryside tomorrow, but there were a lot of things to prepare, and they complained that they couldn't remember things in their heads.

Lin Xuyue was on the side, listening with a smile.His eyes were always glued to his wife's face, as if what she did and said was very interesting, and no one or anything else could distract him from his mind.

——When will she meet such a person?
Maybe a little luck.

An Yujiao turned her head to look at them, she was relaxed again, and left towards the place where the light was shining.