Back to 1980: Please Love Me Again

Chapter 201 Zheng Guangming's Decision
In Pingyang County, an unknown mountain peak.

The mountains here are not steep, and there are occasional woodcutters who come here. Zheng Guangming has never thought of committing suicide, so naturally he will not risk himself.

So I just chose such a small mountain.

In the scorching summer, I climbed to the woods halfway up the mountain, looking for an open and shady place, and moved some stones.

Sit on it and think about life.

This is Zheng Guangming's daily life in recent days.

He thought that no one knew, but he didn't know that Zheng Meiyun had already discovered the fact that he didn't go to the fish pond in Shanqian Village.

After chatting with Zhao Wenjun for a while, the fine girl Zheng Meiyun, the official director of Jingyun Factory, discovered the clue.

The two must have had a conflict.

She quietly followed Zheng Guangming, thinking that she would be discovered, but she never thought that her elder brother would be lost in spirit and had no vigilance.

This made her discover Zheng Guangming's whereabouts.

Zheng Meiyun didn't ask anything, and she didn't say anything. She was still a little girl, and she didn't understand emotional matters.

She just felt that Zheng Guangming had to solve this matter by himself.

Zheng Guangming tried his best to let go of himself on the mountain, but Zhao Wenjun's weak and tenacious figure appeared in his eyes uncontrollably.

"Brother Zheng, I just treat you as a big brother."

This sentence always lingers in my ears.

Is that right?

He doesn't believe it.

He has been thinking about this question.

It wasn't until a few days later that he figured it out, it wasn't like this.

Zhao Wenjun is lying.

Her feelings for him, not the feelings of a younger sister for her brother.

She refused because she was barren.

At the beginning, the Zhou family accused her of this matter, and it can be seen that Wen Jun is very concerned about this matter.

Zheng Guangming even asked the doctor to issue a false diagnosis report, saying that he himself was infertile.

He thought at the time, maybe this way Wen Jun would not have psychological pressure.

He could feel that Zhao Wenjun, who had stayed in Shanqian Village for a year, regained his confidence and became more positive and sunny.

She has a more ardent yearning for a better life than ordinary people.

I thought she would agree to his marriage proposal, but I didn't expect that it would turn out like this.

After figuring out the reasons for all this, Zheng Guangming stood up abruptly, his eyes filled with fighting spirit again.

He looked at the corner of the city at the end of his line of sight in the distance. There was a construction site there. From such a distance, trucks the size of matchboxes could still be seen coming in and out from time to time.

At this moment, he made a decision.

Along the path he came from, he strode down the mountain, opened the door and returned home.

In the yard, Dong Liya was drying beans.

The beans that Zheng Meiyun brought back from Shanqian Village were planted by Zhao Jing herself.

Zheng Guangming knelt down in front of his old lady with a plop.

Dong Liya was silent for a moment, then reached out to pat Zheng Guangming on the shoulder.

"Light, get up."

Zheng Guangming was still kneeling there.

"Guangming, the second daughter of the Zhao family won't agree to marry you?"

The old man's tone was gentle and peaceful, as if he knew about this matter long ago.

"Ah."

"Why does Wenjun disagree, do you know?"

the old man continued to ask.

Zheng Guangming was silent for a moment before opening his mouth with difficulty:
"She may not be able to bear children."

The old man let out a long sigh.

"Guangming, what do you think? Is she the only one who won't marry?"

Zheng Guangming thought for a while, but shook his head:
"Mother, it's not that I have to marry her, but as long as she's not married, I still want to marry her."

"If she married someone, my son would be unworthy."

Maybe at that time, he will also arrange to marry a woman at home.

"Guangming, did you marry Wen Jun to repay your kindness?"

"No."

"Because you pity her?"

"No."

Zheng Guangming raised his head, looked at his old lady, and said firmly:
"I want to marry her because I like her, and it has nothing to do with others."

Dong Liya looked at her son kneeling in front of her.

Her wife died early, and Zheng Guangming joined the army early in order to reduce the burden on the family.

But he never thought that he had lost an arm when he came back.

Even so, she never resented, nor did her son regret it.

But in order to treat her illness, Zheng Guangming gave up the opportunity to arrange a job, just for more resettlement fees.

Since he was a child, his son has always been well-behaved and sensible.

I only know how to give and never ask for anything.

This time, he knelt here just to agree to his proposal to marry a girl.

And that girl, Dong Liya has seen many times.

She is gentle and kind, dignified and virtuous, hard-working, young and beautiful. She has almost all the advantages that can be imagined.

Except for one thing, she is sterile.

In fact, she didn't listen to what Zheng Guangming just said about this news.

But the day before yesterday, when Zheng Guangming didn't know about it, she went to Shanqian Village once and heard it from the girl herself.

The well-behaved and sensible girl said in the most gentle and calm tone, "Auntie, I can't have a baby, so don't delay Brother Guangming."

She and Liu Sufang held hands, looking at each other silently.

Before leaving, Liu Sufang patted her hand and said:
"The two children have nothing to do with each other, and we can't blame anyone for it."

Back home, she thought about it for a long time.

Zheng Guangming is the only male in the family. As the saying goes, there are three ways to be unfilial, and the worst is having no offspring.

Dong Liya also couldn't make up her mind.

But at this moment, looking at the son in front of her, she supported Zheng Guangming vigorously.

"Guangming, go, go and marry Wen Jun back!"

"If it doesn't work again, Mother will put down this old face and beg Big Brother Zhao and Big Sister Liu, and I will get your daughter-in-law back for you!"

Zheng Guangming looked at his old lady with a face full of astonishment.

After a while, both mother and son were laughing and crying, quite excited.

Later that day, Zheng Guangming offered sacrifices to his ancestors and confessed to his father, who died early.

Early the next morning, the mother and son dressed up and came to Shanqian Village with gifts.

"Guangming, talk to Wenjun well, if you can't do it, beg her well."

"The girl nodded in agreement. It would be better if my mother came to propose marriage again than forcing her to marry."

"Go!"

Dong Liya helped Zheng Guangming tidy up his clothes and patted him on the back.

This is the last chance.

Otherwise, we can only adopt the method that Zhao Wenmu once mentioned to him.

Forcing Zhao Wenjun to marry him.

At the beginning, he scoffed at this method, but now he suddenly found out that he would rather force her to marry him than to be a stranger to Zhao Wenjun from now on, with no possibility of ever being again.

For her, he can give up the bottom line.

Zheng Guangming took a few deep breaths and walked towards the fish pond.

He knew very well that Zhao Wenjun must be checking the condition of the crayfish in the fish pond at this time.

Over the course of the night, there will always be some crayfish and crabs either climbing up the embankment, or dying inexplicably.

Zhao Wenjun was worried about these things, and always went to check them early in the morning.

Sure enough, a pale yellow figure was there.

Thin, thin, but tall and straight.

Zheng Guangming frowned slightly.

He walked over quickly.

Zhao Wenjun heard footsteps, looked up, but saw Zheng Guangming who had been missing for several days, he was a little awkward, not knowing what to say.

Unexpectedly, the other party went directly into the water.

Regardless of the mud poured into the shiny leather shoes, soaking the straight trousers.

Zheng Guangming leaned over and picked up Zhao Wenjun.

"As I said, if you go into the water early in the morning, I will carry you out."

(End of this chapter)