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Chapter 105 There is no magic in the world, only love and being loved!

The first time Pan Xishi heard about Shang Yunxuan's resignation was actually from her parents. Before she had time to ask Shang Yunxuan, she was "caught" by Xue Chuan and Shang Qingfeng.Good guy, these two middle-aged couples with status are overly enthusiastic. Seeing Pan Xishi is like meeting their biological daughter who has been separated for many years.

In the cafe, the respectable couple once again solemnly apologized to Pan Xishi for the bullying thing they did before.Compared to the last time when Xue Chuan took the initiative to ease the relationship in Pan Xishi's new house, this time their words were more intimate.

Shang Qingfeng said with all his heart and soul: "A person's life is very short, but also very long. If you walk well, you can achieve a brilliant life, no matter what the starting point is. But if you walk poorly, you can go smoothly at first, but in the end you will be surpassed by others. We were short-sighted before, Teacher Pan, I'm sorry!"

"I'm sorry, I'll accept it!" Pan Xishi moved back, unable to stand the sudden enthusiasm, "But I'm still just a substitute teacher, and as for other side jobs, I can do them when I have the energy. , When I have no energy, I can’t take care of it at all, my essential job is still a teacher.”

Being a teacher is the foundation of Pan Xishi's writing and the source of inspiration, and the pet video is also because of her love. Everything she does is because of her love from the bottom of her heart, not least for money.

Xue Chuan didn't understand Pan Xishi's intentions, she was only worried for her son: "So, you are a sensible person, knowing how precious the official establishment of the best middle school in our municipality is. Faculty and research staff, as well as the opportunity to exchange with famous foreign universities, these are intangible assets, which many people can’t buy with a lot of money.”

"You probably made a mistake. I persevere in the position of substitute teacher, not because of what you said, but because I really like being a teacher." Pan Xishi frowned, "You still have what you said about Shang The teacher's situation is not comparable to mine! Teacher Shang is indeed excellent, but not because of the external things you said."

Xue Chuan asked: "Then why do you like being a teacher, especially a teacher in a prestigious school? Isn't it because it sounds good and your income is stable?"

Pan Xishi said: "I was not a substitute teacher in No. [-] Middle School before, I am still a teacher. These have nothing to do with you. I just think your ideas are actually very problematic!"

Xue Chuan said: "Why do I have a problem? Which of my words is not from the bottom of my heart?"

Pan Xishi said: "Yes, teachers also need money, and teachers also have the right to live a good life. But when a person chooses a teacher as a profession, he must not put these external things first. If everyone is How pitiful should our children be when we come to be teachers with such a purpose? So as parents of teachers, your ideas will affect a generation!"

"Look, this big hat was put on me? I only care about my son's future, and I can't care about others!"

"Why can't you control it? In terms of wealth, you are richer than many families. In terms of work, you have also achieved something in your own field. If you also have the same awareness, I really look down upon it! Originally, no matter what, I have great respect for Shang. Teacher's parents should look up to him, after all, he is so outstanding!"

The couple thought that Pan Xishi might use their past unhappiness to ridicule them, but they didn't expect this girl's breaking point to be here.This temper, why is he so evil and doesn't play cards according to common sense?What my son likes is really a girl who is "different" from normal people.You say that other people talk about these principles in order to climb up and get more benefits. This girl, she thinks so, she would rather offend others than do anything!

Pan Xishi was not so angry at being "dragged" by these two people, she was really "tired" at the moment, "I can probably guess that today you two want me to persuade Teacher Shang not to resign Is it? I can't help you with this matter."

"If you can't help me, who can help us?" Shang Qingfeng was also anxious, "Teacher Pan, if you really want Yunxuan to be good, then you must persuade him. Young people have never been subjected to anything. Frustration, I always feel that life can do whatever I want. When I have it, I feel as light as a feather, but I really lost it. If you want to get it back, it is sometimes harder than reaching the sky. He doesn’t even think about how much he can have today. the efforts of generations."

Xue Chuan said: "What you said is correct, but we live in a real world. Life cannot rely on illusions. The economic foundation determines everything, so we need to be more down-to-earth."

Pan Xishi directly refused: "Why should I persuade Teacher Shang? On the contrary, I think what he has done is very meaningful. Not only do I not think he is wrong, I actually support him in doing so! Moreover, this is not a fantasy, it is Realize your goals in life. In our generation, not everyone has to live for money."

"Nonsense!" Shang Qingfeng was angry.

Xue Chuan earnestly and kindly said, "Teacher Pan, if you can persuade Shang Yunxuan to give up this ridiculous idea, then you will be a great hero in our whole family, and everyone will miss you. Together, there will be no pressure from the family at all!"

Pan Xishi thought it was very meaningful: "Let me ask again, why should I dissuade Shang Yunxuan?"

Xue Chuan said: "Mr. Pan, if you live together in the future, although our family has a rich family background, we still pay attention to inheritance. Xiaoxuan's career is successful, and your life will be better. He didn't do better on the basis of what his family gave him." You and your descendants are the ones who suffer directly from the development of the family! Moreover,

A formal job does not interfere with one's ideals and hobbies, just like you, isn't it great? "

Pan Xishi said: "You guys think too much and talk so much, none of this has anything to do with Shang Yunxuan's own choice."

"Why do different lives have the same standard? Doing what you like is the right answer!"

"As parents, you keep saying that you provide your children with good living conditions and primitive accumulation. But if the premise of inheritance is to give up your dreams and have no right to choose life, then what are you giving wealth or burden?"

Shang Qingfeng said: "I also understand that Mr. Pan never thought about being with us Xiaoxuan at all. So you don't care about his future at all. Otherwise, how could you have such an attitude?"

"This has nothing to do with you at the moment! Even if it does matter one day, I don't need to report to you!"

When my grandma was still alive, she always said: "Our family loves persimmons. I have a shallow relationship with my parents since I was a child. I only hope that in the future, I will find an in-law who treats us like my own daughter. They love us and love us. At that time, our children will also have parents who will take care of them."

Pan Xishi used to have such longings, but as she grew older, she has long understood a truth: in this world, there are some people who, seeing what you lack, don't think twice in their minds. Treat you well in this respect, but want to show off more in this respect, because she has what you don't, so as to gain satisfaction.

You want to find an opportunity to make up for the lack of life, but the other party thinks that you are inferior because of this lack.Even, they will feel that you are not loved by your biological parents, and they should be grateful if they can accept you.Not only can you not get the pity of the other party for your lack, but it becomes the gossip of others.

And it is a coincidence that most of the time we meet those who heal ourselves, but we meet such a part of people.

So, why have such fantasies?What you want to make up for the shortcomings in your life is to get compensation from the other party, and feel that God is fair. If you get less from these people, you will gain more from them.

But in fact, the only one who can really compensate you is yourself, the only one who can really please you, and the only one who can really heal you.

As for the future in-laws, just treat each other straight.

Will treat you like your biological parents?It was impossible!

What's more, in this world, not every child has enjoyed the meticulous love of their parents.

Why should you pin your hopes on unrelated in-laws who don't want to do it at all?

Treat each other straight, you won't disappoint your kindness, and you won't miss your sincerity, isn't it great?
This is the first time that Pan Xishi came to Shang Yunxuan on his own initiative.In the past, it was Shang Yunxuan who chased other girls, going to and from each other's rented houses, and even chased Wanfu and Hangcheng.During this time, he would also find time to visit Pan Xishi's parents, but the time to appear in front of Pan Xishi was less.

Shang Yunxuan was flattered again when he opened the door and saw the girl he liked.

Pan Xishi suddenly felt a little wronged: "Shang Yunxuan, you are not mean enough! Why don't you tell me such a big thing as resignation?"

Shang Yunxuan was adjusting the equipment in his small house before, when he heard this sentence, he was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said: "I thought you didn't care!"

"Don't you need to tell me if you don't care?"

Shang Yunxuan still didn't understand Pan Xishi's thoughts, so he nodded.

It was the first time Pan Xishi met such a person, just at his parents' place, his lungs were going to explode, and now he actually nodded.So what this man said before is all nonsense, is he actually such an irresponsible person in essence?

"How do you know I don't care?"

Shang Yunxuan smiled like a child, "I just want to see if you care!"

"you"

Without waiting for Pan Xishi to get angry, Shang Yunxuan quickly threw out his desire for survival, "But I'm sure you won't care."

"why?"

Shang Yunxuan was wearing a white T-shirt and jeans, his handsome face was sunny, he still looked like a college student who just graduated, even after working for many years, there were still countless little stars in his eyes.Pan Xishi was illuminated by the stars in his eyes and the sunshine on his face, and suddenly he became less angry.

Shang Yunxuan said what was in his heart: "I think you don't care if I quit my official job and choose a place that is not decent in the eyes of everyone, and perhaps has no development, and speaking out will not bring glory to my face." work!"

"You may not know that not only your parents have opinions on this matter, but my parents probably really want to cut off relations with me this time. I don't want to disturb you. What did your parents tell you? I don't know, but I am very clear about my parents' situation, and you really don't know, so you can explain it by not knowing."

"Of course I know how your parents reacted!"

Shang Yunxuan raised his eyebrows: "Sure enough, they went to harass you again?"

"You don't need to apologize!" Pan Xishi took it for granted, "My parents didn't bother you less, it's even!"

"Then are we considered brothers and sisters?"

Pan Xishi thought for a while and said, "It wasn't counted before, but it counts now!"

A hint of cunning flashed in Shang Yunxuan's eyes and said: "Mr. Pan, you two have never promised me anything until now. It's all my wishful thinking. You don't have to wade through these muddy waters. If you are looking for you, you just hate them directly, Shang Yunxuan and I have nothing to do with each other, it's all your son's wishful thinking, and they are too embarrassed."

"Teacher Shang, I understand what you mean. Our relationship came to an end when you resigned!" Pan Xishi thought for a while and said, "We were colleagues in the office when we were working. Back home, we are neighbors upstairs and downstairs, and we also raise two cats together, and support the classmates in the class together, after you resign, we will become strangers?"

After all, Shang Yunxuan didn't dare to make such a joke: "How is it possible? I have to work harder!"

Hearing these words, Pan Xishi suddenly had a different feeling in his heart.In front of Shang Yunxuan, it seemed that some awkwardness in her personality would be easily cured soon.She will never forget the reasons why her love affair that took many years ended.

There was once a man who took the initiative to break up because of the reason that he didn't know the future, and he never looked back. On the surface, it was for the girl's benefit, but in fact it was not irresponsible.Also, her own parents sent their one-year-old child thousands of miles away for her own good reasons, and when they found problems, they pushed them to the child to be unworthy. That's why, she's tired of such people and things.

Shang Yunxuan went to the school decisively and quickly to go through the resignation procedures.Pan Shengnan also didn't understand this comrade's thinking very much, and he and several other leaders tried to persuade him for a long time, but to no avail.How could it be useful? Several leaders had gone to Shang Yunxuan's house before, but this child seemed to be a demon, and he didn't listen to anyone's persuasion at all.The teachers at the school guessed that Shang Yunxuan and Pan Xishi were in love again, so they looked for a way from Pan Xishi again, and it was Pan Shengnan who bore the brunt of the task.

Pan Shengnan asked Pan Xishi, "Are you still dating Monk Yunxuan?"

Pan Xishi said, "What's none of your business?"

"It's not only related to you, but also to me. Shang Yunxuan is a seedling that the Education Bureau and the school focus on cultivating. If he resigns so irresponsibly, maybe we will all be implicated."

"Teacher Pan Shengnan, after all, you are also a teaching and researcher, an excellent middle school teacher and grade director, isn't this a bit too much? Who stipulates that you can't resign if you are a key training person, let alone a teacher position in a key middle school, you are the head of Universe Village You are also allowed to resign? And don’t think of yourself as important, what does it have to do with you? I’m just a substitute teacher, even if I find out that you are my eldest sister in the future, I won’t discredit you!”

Pan Shengnan was speechless, the words in this little girl's mouth were too direct.

Pan Shengnan said: "Since you have never confirmed your relationship, let's put it aside for now. Zuoyou Shangyunxuan really resigned, and everyone will forget about it in two years."

"Why do I have to get rid of it?" Pan Xishi said, "I don't have to be with someone because of the pressure from others, and I don't deliberately get rid of something because of the pressure from others. I am who I am, I think No one can stop what I do, and no one can force me to do what I don’t want to do.”

Pan Shengnan said: "I heard that the relationship between you and our mother has eased, but I found that you are still you!"

"Aren't you the same people you used to be?" Pan Xishi said, "I still say that, the relationship is easy to ease, but the Great Wall was not built in a day, and the relationship cannot be cultivated overnight. I will not be with anyone. Seriously ill old people argue about right and wrong, but I don’t want to get out of all the difficulties in my life in the past 30 years by myself, only to be pointed out by people one after another, commenting on my past, planning my future, and telling you what What is right, what is wrong!"

Pan Shengnan was also a bit over the top: "Pan Xishi, I can tell, you are saying that our relationship is not that close, and we should keep a distance."

"Otherwise?" Pan Xishi reminded her, "I'm afraid you and other colleagues don't dare to interfere in other people's lives so directly? Why are you okay with me?"

"because I am."

Pan Xishi reminded her again: "To be honest, the sense of boundary between strangers also applies to close relatives. What's more, we have not been familiar with each other in the past 30 years, and we are very unfamiliar. 90.00% of the time It’s the same as a stranger. I don’t mean that blood is thicker than water, but relationships are based on time, mutual respect, and sincere consideration for each other.”

In the eyes of the older generation, a good job must be an iron rice bowl that guarantees income during drought and flood, and freelancers are equivalent to no work.In Shang Yunxuan's heart, there will never be such a concept.Since he was an adult, everything he has done has been done according to his own will, even if he has to fight hard with his parents, he will not compromise.

Shang Yunxuan feels that as a young man of this generation, since the most basic material needs have been met, he should not continue to be trapped in the quagmire of money. As he grows older, he will become more and more unable to extricate himself.He wants to pour his passion and sweat into the ideals in his heart.

A new job has started.Shang Yunxuan played the lottery in the live broadcast room for 8 hours, but there were not many people in the live broadcast room. There were only a few friends who came to support him, as well as his former teacher. There is only one fan left, and this little cutie kept saying in the message area: When a person’s biggest dream is to wish others to be better than himself, then this person’s identity is either a parent or a teacher , or a truly pure and noble person.

Shang Yunxuan was ignited by these words, and all the exhaustion and loss disappeared.But this fan also gave him a lot of gifts and generous rewards.He quickly turned off the function of swiping gifts and rewards, and said to this persistent little cutie: "Don't swiping gifts and rewards for my live broadcast room, if you like it, then be more careful to express your love for me !"

As soon as the words fell, countless red hearts danced on the screen.

And the fan's profile picture was actually replaced by a thriving persimmon tree, his heart warmed at this moment.

From now on, every day of Shang Yunxuan's live broadcast, you will see this little persimmon's silent company and the love she gives.

From now on, every day in Shang Yunxuan's life will be filled with love and companionship.

In Pan Xishi's view, the best relationship between people is not mutual achievement but mutual warmth; the most beautiful love is not being with you all the time, but the ordinary you and me, which will always be so dazzling in each other's eyes!
In Shang Yunxuan's view: there are things you like to do, and Pan Xishi is by your side, and you are happy every day.

Time flies, and after Shang Yunxuan and Pan Xishi got together, their relationship did not develop so smoothly, mainly due to the interference of their families on each other's work.Song Jiahui is very cautious when speaking with Pan Xishi now, but it still can’t change the old man’s concept: having money at home is not as good as being capable. Shang Yunxuan now says that it sounds good as a freelancer, but it sounds bad that he has no job. What kind of job is public welfare teaching? ?They don't understand how old they are.

Over there, Xue Chuan and his wife didn't understand, or they could just become full-time writers, why should they be substitute teachers?How could their Shang family's daughter-in-law be a substitute teacher?But these two children don't care about each other, and they don't listen to anyone's words. They live happily together, but they come and go again and again.

The phone number of a relative in my hometown is comparable to Douyin push. It seems to have monitored your chat, and they called directly: "I heard that your little son-in-law has established some public welfare education fund now, and he is doing big things."

Pan Guanlin said: "I don't understand what he is doing, but I know that it doesn't cost money to give lectures online for free."

Song Jiahui also came over and said, "Cousin, there are several college students in your family. You should also know that it is not easy for children in small places to read. Xiaoshang has a good heart, and it is what we have always wanted to do when we were young. , but we don't have the ability, and we don't have the conditions, if it wasn't for the fear that the child's income would be unstable and wronged by my daughter, I would agree with it."

The second cousin said: "You are old and in poor health. You go to the hospital every day, and you can't accept new things in your mind. Your little son-in-law now has so many fans. How many students in remote areas have benefited from free live teaching? The blessings are limitless. And your little girl is also promising!"

Song Jiahui fell silent. Others thought that Pan Xishi had five people and six people, but who knew she was just a substitute teacher.

On the contrary, Pan Guanlin was still very proud when he mentioned his youngest daughter: "This child is weird, and a film adapted from the novel has also been filmed, but he is still a substitute teacher in the original position. Generally speaking, Xi Shi and my three sons-in-law, we are not at all compatible with each other. They can't talk to each other, it's useless to talk too little, and if you talk too much, you won't even have a chance to nag next time."

The fifth aunt came over again and asked: "When will our Xishi get married? We are all waiting for the wedding wine!"

Song Jiahui sighed again: "You all know that the girl Xishi didn't grow up with us since she was a child. Lao Pan and I were thinking about the little girl going out and make up for it. Gao, we can't let the in-laws look down on us, right? But these two are very interesting, they discussed not having a wedding at all, and their relatives have a meal separately. They just don't let us as parents fulfill our wishes!"

Someone asked: "Where did you buy the wedding house?"

Song Jiahui said: "Both children have houses under their names, and Xiaoshang has several houses. The in-law's family also bought a large apartment in Xishi's house. There is no shortage of houses, but the two of them seem to have none at all. She didn't take it seriously. Let's just say that Pan Xishi is a weird child. She returned all the gifts from her mother-in-law. The box of jewelry given by her mother-in-law was left behind by Xiao Shang coaxing him to say good things, saying that it was an inheritance , will also be given to children in the future.”

The fifth aunt said: "This child is weird, but he is also blessed. If you want me to say that this blessing comes from the name, it comes from the word Xishi. There are happy events in the family. It can also turn bad luck into good luck, and it will get better and better. Xi Shi Xi Shi, whoever touches it is full of joy, we have to go to see her big new house someday."

Song Jiahui said: "I didn't expect this kid to be so capable. If I knew it earlier, we should have brought him home to live together after we returned to Xingang, even if we were beating and cursing."

"That's what you said. You have always raised Xinyi as a little girl. Not only is Xinyi not as capable as Xishi, but the person she marries is not as good as Xiaoshang, and the conditions of her husband's family are even worse. On the day of the wedding, we will go to Look, the house is small, it’s not new. I feel like my in-law’s family is so picky, and they look down on us old people.”

Pan Xishi corrected the homework of the students at home, sneezing one after another, completely unaware that all the time, people who couldn't think of themselves at all, or people who had nothing good to say about themselves, are now praising her endlessly, wanting to approach her.

Nowadays, as modern women who can be independent both spiritually and materially, many girls choose not to marry.But Pan Xishi finally obeyed his heart and walked into the marriage.For her, all material things are not necessary for her. She doesn't need all the excitement. In order to satisfy other people's hearts, she cooperates with acting, and she doesn't want to cater to others except life and death.

Since she was a child, she has done too many things to wrong herself for the sake of others' happiness. She has struggled so far, and she has the right to choose to say no.Over [-] years old, others only give her a high score from the material she possesses.But she herself knows that there is nothing truly powerful in life, it is just walking non-stop, going through adversity, and solving difficulties by yourself, you are your own hero!

Determined that he wants to get married with the man around him and stay together for the rest of his life, what Pan Xishi wants to do most is to visit the graves of his grandma and grandpa with Monk Yunxuan.The old man has always hoped that she could truly have a home of her own. This wish has carried the love and care of the two old people for her from the novel to the adulthood, as well as the worries before her death.

Standing in front of the tombstones of the two old men, Pan Xishi thought of many sentences that he knew well.

"May someone stand with you at dusk, someone ask you how to warm the porridge. Someone will twirl with you and turn off the lights, someone will give you half a lifetime of books. Someone will accompany you to look at the stars, and someone will wake you up and your tea is cold."

"May you have three warm winters, may your spring not be cold, may you have lights when it is dark, and umbrellas when it rains, may you be kind to yourself, may you meet a lover, may your eyes have light, your heart may have love, and your eyes can see you." It's all good!"

"May your world be reconciled with the world, and may you be treated tenderly by the world! May you have stars in your eyes, mountains and seas in your heart, and from now on, you will use dreams as horses and live up to your youth!"

"May you go away for half your life and come back as a teenager!"

"May you live like a little sun alone, warming yourself and illuminating others!"

Looking at the tombstones of grandma and grandpa, Pan Xishi shed tears of happiness. How many times in the lonely and confused night, she thought of the teachings and blessings of the two old people to herself. These beautiful words were contained between her lips and teeth, Nourishing her tired soul, now she can finally say to the old man who loves her without expecting anything in return, that she has done it.

"Grandma and Grandpa, thank you for sending the most beloved little shishito to my side. I just realized that I love the whole world just to meet this little kishiba. The world is so beautiful , The rest of my life is so long. In the future, we will be each other's stars in the dark night, and we will be each other's sun in the severe winter. Please rest assured, we will not waste a minute and a second to live happily ever after.

In a blink of an eye, Xiaoxiao has reached the age of elementary school. It is also a key public elementary school. She is one year older than her classmates, and she is sometimes slow in learning many things.However, Pan Xihong and Chang Yuan are very happy, contented and happy every time they go to the kindergarten to pick up their children or attend their children's kindergarten open classes.

Looking back, before they had children, or when Xiaoxiao was just born, it was completely impossible for them to have this mentality.They will think that their child is the world's number one prodigy, and may become a great man, a super scientist, or a leader in a certain industry in the future, so he is born to learn more, know more, and endure more hardships than ordinary people.But now, they only want their children to grow up healthy and happy, and being an ordinary person is the greatest blessing for their children.

How can the meaning of life be comparison and showing off?The most beautiful meaning of life is to feel the warmth and pass it on.

Pan Xihong called Pan Xishi and asked her to go see Xiaoxiao's first performance at school, even if it was just a small supporting role in a drama with only two lines of lines. I couldn't help but shed tears.Pan Xihong is a mother, so I don't need to repeat her feelings.

Pan Xishi was very excited. Every life is the most precious, and should not be divided into grades and grades at any time. Every child is unique and should not be posted before he really has his eyes open to see the world. On the label, or even abandoned.

Such as smiling, such as yourself!
Looking at Xiaoxiao's firm gaze, Pan Xishi understood even more that there is no magic in this world, only love and being loved!

She is very fortunate that she has the opportunity to play the role of giving love and teaching children to pass on love in her life: teacher and mother!
Let all the unhappiness in the past pass. Starting today, Pan Xishi has truly completed self-salvation. Every day in the future, he will generate electricity for love and light up the world with his own faint light.

　Dear readers, Xiaoyue's "Family with Happy Persimmons" has been created for half a year, and it is all completed today.

　　Bless you dear: May someone stand in the evening with you, and someone ask you how warm the porridge is.Someone will turn off the lights with you, and someone will give you half your life to study.Someone accompany you Gu Xingchen, someone wakes you up and your tea is already cold. "

　　"Three winters are warm and spring is not cold. When it is dark, there are lights and umbrellas when it rains. When you meet your beloved, you have light in your eyes and love in your heart. Everything you see is beautiful!"

　　"May you be reconciled with the world, and may you be treated with tenderness by the world! May you have stars in your eyes and mountains and seas in your heart. From then on, you will use dreams as horses and live up to your youth!"

　　"May you go away for half your life and come back as a teenager!"

　　"May you live like a little sun alone, warming yourself and illuminating others!"

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