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Chapter 78 It's All Bullshit
Pan Xishi came to Ren Fei's residence. The little girl kept the house clean and the dog took good care of it.She is just a 15-year-old child, her parents are no longer around, and she can't talk to her mother when she has unhappy things. Instead, she will become more and more distant because she is not with her parents for a long time.

How could Pan Xishi feel that he could bear to blame this little girl?

Pan Xishi actually had such an experience when he was in high school.When she lived in school, she was assigned to a dormitory with a total of eight people, and everyone got along very harmoniously.She lives in the upper bunk, but the lower bunk is a thorn in the side. She thinks she has turned over, and then finds fault.The rest of the girls in the dormitory turned towards her.Make her feel very warm.At that time, the little sisters in the dormitory were really like family to each other.

But the good times didn't last long. Later, the grade passed the exam and was divided into fast and slow classes, and the dormitory was re-divided according to the class.In the new dormitory she was assigned, there were no former friends.Moreover, the girls in the dormitory all have their own companions, and many of them are good friends from the previous dormitory.Only she became a loner.

At this time, Pan Xishi saw two beautiful and talented girls in the dormitory. They not only studied well, but also were good at singing and dancing.They are very dazzling in the new class, and Pan Xishi can't help but want to be friends with them.But no matter how hard she tried to show her kindness, the two girls didn't seem to take her as a good friend, but she soon became their follower.

What Pan Xishi couldn't accept was that the two girls organized a group dance in the class's New Year's Eve party, and they didn't even call her.Only then did she know that being friends cannot be forced or wishful thinking.Chasing others by myself is a joke and a burden to others from beginning to end.

When she questioned the two of them angrily, they said bluntly, "Who is chasing after you?"

At that time, there were many other classmates beside her. For a teenage girl, Pan Xishi felt that the most embarrassing thing in the world was nothing more than that.

Ren Fei finally raised her head and looked at Pan Xishi seriously: "Teacher Pan, what happened next?"

Pan Xishi said: "Later, I couldn't accept it for a long time, but I stopped chasing them. For a long time, I usually went to class alone, ate alone, and went to self-study alone."

Ren Fei said: "Teacher Pan, you must have been more sad than I am now. I have two good friends, Shang Yanyan and Li Kun, and I can go home after school, but you are in school 24 hours a day. Face it all."

Pan Xishi said: "Looking at it now, this is actually an experience for me. As you grow older, you will find that people are actually alone with themselves most of the time. Learning to please yourself is more important than anything else. In every stage of your life, try to enjoy happiness as much as possible, downplay all unhappiness, and try to do what you have to do. The rest is just clouds. And now is the Internet age. Cloud social networking is becoming more and more widespread, Don't pay too much attention to these. No matter how good they are, they will be separated in the end anyway."

Ren Fei said, "Teacher Pan, isn't this pessimistic?"

Pan Xishi said: "But this is the truth of life. Do you remember Romain Rolland's saying that there is only one kind of true heroism in the world, and you can still love life after seeing the truth of life clearly. And when you care more about something , the more painful it will be. When you don’t care, not only will you become calm, but maybe everything will change.”

Ren Fei said: "Mr. Pan, did you come to see me on purpose and tell me what's on your mind?"

Because Pan Xishi spent her adolescence with sensitivity and low self-esteem, she understands Ren Fei's mood very well.Graduation is about to happen, and the pressure on the children themselves is great. These things may be small in the eyes of adults, and sometimes they can become the straw that crushes children.As a head teacher, she has to pay attention, especially for children like Ren Fei whose parents are not around, she can't take it lightly.

Pan Xishi thought for a while and said, "Of course not. I also want to ask in person whether you really want to take the exam. If you don't want to take the exam, I'll persuade your mother to take you home for the next semester. Anyway, this The value of the house will also increase after buying, they will only make money and not lose money."

Ren Fei said, "Is it really possible?"

Pan Xishi said: "Of course. Any child has the right to live with their parents. Parents cannot use any excuses to deprive children of this right, unless the child agrees. You are 15 years old now, and you understand many things. Yes, you can ask to exercise your legitimate rights. But if you don’t want to go home and continue to study in No. [-] Middle School, I will transfer you and Zheng Xiaoyun, and let you have a table with Shang Yan.”

Ren Fei thought for a while and said: "Teacher Pan, I can continue to read here, and I don't have to sit at the same table with Shang Yan. You can transfer me to any girl to sit at the same table. Since I am here, I will Use your utmost strength to pass this hurdle. After high school, you can live on campus. With what you just said, I will not be afraid of living in high school in the future, and there will be no shadow."

Pan Xishi said: "It's best if you can figure it out. When you grow up, you will know that it's really not a problem. Although the pressure of study is not small, but the student days are really a very happy time in your life. You should enjoy it. , must not be mourned!"

In the evening, Pan Xishi took Ren Fei to the store for dinner, and then played claw machines with the children.She is an expert at holding dolls, and after one operation, she was able to decorate a doll wall for Ren Fei's home, and then took her to see the ice sculpture exhibition next to the mall.The two came out carrying a big bag of dolls. Just as they returned the cotton clothes, they saw a familiar man standing not far from them.

Pan Xishi was stunned for a moment, then immediately without looking sideways, he dragged Ren Fei away in a hurry.

In the evening, Pan Xishi lighted aromatherapy for herself and took a hot bath for herself and Huanhuan.Then go to bed with the fur kid separately, ready to have a good sleep.At this time, the phone rang, and seeing a series of familiar numbers on the screen, she decisively silenced it.But the other party didn't seem to give up, she simply answered, and Fan Wenbin's voice came from inside.

"Xi Shi, I heard Xiao Cui say that you are having a bad time now."

Pan Xishi said directly: "Fan Wenbin, shut up! You make such inexplicable phone calls in the middle of the night? Breaking up means that the previous experience of each other was not pleasant. I, Pan Xishi, have never had it in the dictionary of my life now. Thank you for breaking up." The words of happiness you once gave. Breaking up is completely deleted from my life, and will not be used to keep aftertaste. You don’t need to know whether I’m doing well, and I don’t need to report. "

Fan Wenbin said: "Happy persimmons."

"Stop talking about it, whether you are going to marry the rich daughter or tell me that you still love me, these are bullshit to me."

(End of this chapter)