Hi persimmon

Chapter 95 She's So Ruthless!
Pan Guanlin was about to be discharged from the hospital, but the doctor informed him that there were still two bags of fluid left undone, and asked them whether they should go home to the community hospital for their own infusion or finish the transfusion here.

The snow outside is getting heavier and heavier. If the two packs of fluids are transfused, there will be a thick layer of snow on the ground. Drivers will have to work extra hard and be prone to danger.

Pan Guanlin said: "Xiao Shang, you go back first! We can just call a car and go. The infusion has already gone, so don't waste your time."

Shang Yunxuan looked at the weather outside and said, "Why don't you contact Teacher Pan or Shang Yan's second aunt, and I'll leave after I've contacted you!"

"Row!"

Song Jiahui stopped his wife, turned to Shang Yunxuan and said, "Shengnan is in a meeting at the Education Bureau, and she can't drive either!"

Shang Yunxuan remembered: "Oh yes, the Education Bureau has a meeting today, and Teacher Pan will attend it."

"Then, Xihong can drive, but today is her recovery day with a smile on her face, and her father-in-law has just returned home from the hospital. The child is already delicate. I have been worried that she will make me sick!"

Pan Guanlin said: "Then you call Chang Yuan!"

Song Jiahui's head shook like a rattle: "How busy is Chang Yuan's work unit? His own father has already taken a lot of leave in the hospital, how can we let him take leave?

Xihong has temporarily fallen behind in college because of taking care of her family, and now she is counting on Chang Yuan to make achievements at work as soon as possible.I'm also in my 30s, if I can't go up in the past two years, it will be even more difficult in the future.It's not easy for a person to study for a Ph. D., but he can't get in, and the salary is also poor! "

Shang Yunxuan pouted: "Auntie, you are so kind to yourself and your child!"

Song Jiahui laughed: "I didn't expect to meet you today. I really think that I am really good. We have been taking care of the children for so many years, and I am really not used to causing trouble for the children. Don't you I think Auntie is thick-skinned!"

Shang Yunxuan was originally full of disdain, but what the old aunt said, although selfish, was also true.My father is still a young man in everyone's impression, isn't this the first time he has been asked to help get medicine in the hospital today?
"I'll wait for a while!" Shang Yunxuan thought for a while, and joked, "Such heavy snow, if you go on your own and something happens to the road, you will definitely not remember that I am Teacher Pan Shengnan's colleague, Just put the blame on Mr. Pan Xishizi."

Song Jiahui said: "Xiao Shang, your style of speaking is becoming more and more like a persimmon, what's the situation with you two now?"

Shang Yunxuan said: "Pan Xishi has rejected my pursuit for hundreds of times. I want to give her something, but I have to use the excuse of giving the children a balance between work and rest. I can only buy educational toys. I also I'm so sad!"

Song Jiahui said: "Based on your conditions, she actually rejected her hundreds of times. I feel quite relieved. I have the backbone of my youth."

Shang Yunxuan said: "Pan Xishi has too much backbone. Not only does she not want anything from her suitor, but she also plans to buy a house in the next few years, and it will be a new house in the city center!"

Pan Guanlin said in surprise: "What kind of house does she buy as a girl? With this skill, it's better to get married and get married, and toss around!"

Song Jiahui said: "In this matter, I support Xishi. If we Xihong can also have a house of our own, we can take a step back when we are unhappy, and we won't let people say that we are a little Just go back to your mother's house."

Shang Yunxuan deliberately said: "Don't you really like that niece Pan Xinyi, now you can feel that Pan Xishi is right to me?"

Song Jiahui sighed and said: "Although Xinyi is good, but she is too small a woman, her careful thinking makes him uncomfortable, and she is not generous enough. The way she kneels and licks her future mother-in-law in order to buy a house is really embarrassing."

Shang Yunxuan said: "That's not what you said before. I think it's because Pan Xishi has made money and been on TV. You think her future may not be so bleak, and she may even have a promising future. That's why she is doing this now." Say. Isn’t that a little too realistic?”

Pan Guanlin hurriedly said: "You can't say that either. Adults must like promising children, but they are also worried about children who can't get along. You should persuade Xi Shi more, it is fate for people to vote for their parents all their lives , should cherish fate! In this world, only parents and mothers wish her well!"

Shang Yunxuan: "I won't persuade you! Xishi won't listen to me either. Besides, I'm a person who is good at summing up without others persuading others to be kind. Besides, you really hope that your other two daughters are better than Pan Happy persimmon!"

The words were not speculative, so Song Jiahui simply went to the medical insurance department to refund the money.

Only Pan Guanlin and Shang Yunxuan were left in the ward.When he was bored, Shang Yunxuan suddenly asked: "Uncle Pan, when you were a teacher in Inner Mongolia, did you feel that the backcountry was particularly hard, and you didn't want to do it anymore?"

Pan Guanlin said: "You really asked the right question. Let me tell you, even if I settled down after I came to Xingang and solved my livelihood problem, I thought about leaving.

Even if I live in this expensive house, I always feel that I have regrets in my life.But, let me tell you, I have been teaching in Inner Mongolia for decades, but I really have no regrets in terms of work. "

Shang Yunxuan said, "You mean you regret going back to Xingang?"

Pan Guanlin looked left and right, and quickly said: "Don't talk nonsense! Who doesn't want to live in a big city? I'm just talking about work. It's not that there will be no formal establishment after coming to Xingang, but the kind of purely teaching and educating people. The sense of accomplishment and the dignity of teachers are different.”

Pan Guanlin told Shang Yunxuan that when he was teaching in Inner Mongolia, the children were poor, and so were the teachers.

But when the teacher gives his own food to the children, the children don't feel that they are being given alms, the teacher doesn't feel wronged when they are hungry, and the teacher doesn't need the parents to be grateful, and many parents don't even know it.

But the children are caring, respect the teacher from the heart, and have a close relationship with the teacher.

"Do you know why? Because the teacher at that time was really a teacher. No one dared to say no when they beat the students with a whip. Not only did they have to stand for sleeping in class, but they were also punished for standing for a whole day.

I had to lean on the wall to write notes. If I couldn’t write well, I would continue to be scolded. Sometimes when I got angry, I kicked my feet and no one dared to speak. Not to mention the parents came to the school to ask for an explanation. There was not a single parent!

Look at Xingang again. When Shang Yan was a child, the children in the top class of the kindergarten did not go to bed at noon, which also affected others. The teacher made the children sit on the small bed in long johns, and closed their eyes as punishment.

The next day, the parents pulled up banners at the door, and the teacher was notified of criticism, earnestly apologized, wrote a letter of guarantee, and deducted wages.At that time, I picked up and dropped off the children every day, and I felt awkward when I saw it. The teacher is no longer a teacher, just like the third grandson. "

Shang Yunxuan said with a smile: "It is true that there are unreliable teachers. You can't blame the parents for being sensitive. You have to talk about this matter!"

Pan Guanlin said: "You are right. When Shangyan was in primary school, he met a math teacher who was a jerk. Shangyan had a conflict with a child. It is very simple for a child to quarrel, but the teacher just because the other party's parents are No matter what background, if you want to flatter, you will always find fault with the merchant.

He has been bullying us, Xiaoyan, for several years. Fortunately, Shangyan is very nervous, and he dares to talk back to the teacher, and he doesn't care about being punished. Otherwise, the child must be unhealthy. "

Shang Yunxuan said with a smile: "Shangyan is very confident, has a distasteful personality, and is good at making friends. It is difficult to be isolated. Teacher Qi is also very good at it. This matter has to be discussed."

"But other people's children are not so lucky. I heard that because of this math teacher, several children in the class don't like to learn math. The atmosphere in the class is that material things are more important than everything else. You said that the teacher guides the children like this. Can our society survive?"

Pan Xishi didn't know about Shang Yunxuan sending her parents home from the hospital in heavy snow, no one mentioned it to her.

She was thinking about her Spring Festival trip, the first Spring Festival of her own in her life. She had no relatives but had a few more fur babies. It was a pity that she couldn't drive and took them with her when she couldn't travel.

My friends are all married, or they have a boyfriend or live with their parents. If she stays at home, she will be missed by her good friends, and they will invite her to go home or make time for dinner. She wants to be separated. The energy of my girlfriends, and she can really have a very happy Spring Festival alone.

On the night of New Year's Eve, Pan Guanlin asked Pan Shengnan to invite Pan Xishi over, saying that he wanted to see her after he was discharged from the hospital today.

It was only then that Pan Xishi knew that he had been discharged from the hospital today. Since he called her, he didn't need Pan Shengnan to invite her. He went downstairs to the supermarket to buy a fruit basket and nutritional products, and then went to Pan's house.

Pan Xishi looked at Pan Guanlin's gray hair before he had time to dye it, as if he had aged ten years overnight.Song Jiahui's brows and eyes were also loose, and she lost her old spirit.

Pan Shengnan is pasting window grilles and blessing characters at home.I asked the cleaning lady to clean it before.Pan Shengnan also replaced the sofa cover with a Chinese New Year red one.

When Pan Xishi came, he saw that the elder sister was busy with other things, and she never was idle for a while.

"Tomorrow's New Year's Eve, your eldest sister and Shang Yan are going to grandma's house to celebrate the new year. Shang Yan has passed, and your eldest sister will go back to her mother-in-law's house tomorrow morning. Your second sister is celebrating the New Year with her mother-in-law at his home. Didn't your father call you? Let's celebrate the New Year at home!"

Pan Xishi said, "Shall I celebrate the New Year with the two of you?"

Pan Shengnan hurriedly said, "That's right! The three of you are eating New Year's Eve dinner at home and watching the Spring Festival Gala. It's very interesting. What's the point of being alone in a small rented house? No matter how many cats and dogs there are, they are not human beings." !"

Pan Xishi told the truth: "But I bought a ticket to travel!"

Pan Guanlin said: "Are you going to travel alone during the Chinese New Year? I disagree, and I am also worried. How unsafe it is outside. It's the Chinese New Year, and a little girl's family doesn't have parents. Why do you go out of town alone? "

Pan Xishi explained: "Why do you travel alone? Of course, I really want to celebrate the New Year at home, but I also have a lot of expectations when traveling for the New Year. Your ideas are too outdated!"

Pan Shengnan said: "Xi Shi, my parents are not in good health, I don't worry if you come to accompany my parents, can you just help the eldest sister?"

Pan Xishi directly ranted over: "Who doesn't want to celebrate the new year happily, and celebrate the new year according to your own wishes. Go to your in-law's house with you, and let me take care of the elderly at home?"

Pan Guanlin said: "Don't wrong your eldest sister. I said, cook a table of dishes at thirty to satisfy your hunger! I can't eat or drink alone, and I feel uncomfortable when I think about it."

Pan Xishi went back again: "I usually eat pretty well, but your memory is really bad. You have said that I can do everything myself. Your cooking may not be as delicious as mine!"

Pan Shengnan smiled and said, "Then you cook on the [-]th night and give it to your parents. It just saves them trouble and tiredness!"

Pan Xishi said: "Sister, you're really interesting, and let me work as a nanny and cook for the Chinese New Year. Does it also include cleaning? By the way, there are also doctors and bodyguards!"

Song Jiahui, who had been silent all this time, said, "Xi Shi, whether you come or not is all in our parents' mind. We just thought that your grandma is gone, and we don't have a family. It's too karmic to be outside during the New Year. Don't think in a wrong way. We are old, and if you want to be filial, it is for yourself. If you don't want to, we still have two daughters."

Seeing that her youngest daughter was silent, Song Jiahui thought that the other party had listened to her, so she simply said happily: "Your father and I are two people. The pension is not high compared to young people, but it is not low compared to people of the same age. You also You see, we came to the metropolis from a small place in Inner Mongolia and now we have created this family business. We are not far behind compared to anyone. Even if we sell our house and go to Beijing, Shanghai, Guangzhou and Shenzhen, we can still afford a house, and we are not far behind. See There is nothing to hold back your children when you go up.”

Pan Xishi smiled and said: I think I have done well, at least I have a sense of accomplishment on my own even today. Like you, I don't want to take advantage of anyone, let alone cause trouble for anyone! "

Song Jiahui's lungs were about to explode, this little girl just couldn't communicate, it seemed like she couldn't do anything!

The temperaments of the two mothers are exactly the same, Pan Guanlin sighed a long sigh: "Xi Shi, we are a family. Chinese New Year, parents also hope that you can be lively and happy, not yourself Alone and alone, can you understand our hearts?"

After speaking, he couldn't help coughing violently, and his tired body looked even more unbearable.

Pan Xishi thought for a while and said, "Let's do this. You spend New Year's Eve the way you used to. Don't change or add anything because of me. I have something to go back. If I come, call ahead. If I don't Call, don't wait for me!"

The door of Pan's house was closed by Pan Xishi who had already left.

There was a dead silence in the room.

Song Jiahui's face was flushed red with anger, and she said angrily to her wife: "No one is allowed to call her tomorrow, whether love comes or not, pity her and love her dearly, but does she have parents in her heart? Not at all. It's obvious that parents want to take care of her, but she seems to be carrying a big burden, as if we are going to harm her. Come out like this on New Year's Day, and the Spring Festival is not happy."

Pan Shengnan comforted his parents and said: "Xishi is so old and will go home for the first time for the New Year. I will definitely think a lot. My dad is still sick, and your heart is not good. She is a kind child, and she will come here just for this." of!"

Song Jiahui became even more angry: "Am I asking her to take care of us? I want her to be grateful for her parents' heart."

On New Year's Eve, Pan Xishi woke up to the sound of firecrackers.There was a burst of laughter outside, and the fragrance of every household's kitchen.

She walked to the window and saw that every household on the opposite floor had pasted up the characters of money and fortune, and she was beaming.

After tidying herself up and putting on new clothes, she sent the fur babies to her friends' homes.In the end, I still listened to my heart and got on the train with my luggage and traveled south.

On the bullet train, Pan Xishi wanted to give each of his parents a red envelope for the New Year, but after thinking about it, it seemed unnecessary. Maybe doing so would make each other even more embarrassed and unhappy.

People say that blood is thicker than water, but she really felt that the Chinese New Year has become a burden.

It is still more enjoyable to play with the little sisters in the group. Although they are not related by blood, they are better than relatives. We have had a lot of things with each other in the past ten or 20 years, and the tacit understanding has also gone through a long test. Whatever you want to say Just say anything, and there will be no psychological burden.

She said in the girlfriends group: "I actually just want to hear something, my parents have owed you for so many years, and I will have the opportunity to make up for my little girl in the future."

Sister Sanhua said: "It's a good thing they didn't say anything, otherwise you would have to wrong yourself to spend the Spring Festival with two old couples who are similar to strangers. What are you talking about when you don't have any feelings together? Could it be that you have to live with them on New Year's Eve?" Home, I feel awkward for you even thinking about it!"

Pan Xishi said: "What kind of friends are you all, shouldn't you persuade me to celebrate the reunion year with my parents?"

Liuliu said: "I have no feelings, and it's awkward to be with my biological parents. Especially their tone, it's not compensation, it's like a gift. Our Shishi was originally very good, we can support ourselves, and live a good life. Young, beautiful and full of vigor, in their mouths, it seems like a small cabbage that needs a handout from others.

Even if it is really pitiful, it is also caused by their parents!How could they still pretend to be good people and good deeds! "

Xiao Jixiang said: "Also, now that I'm sick and need to employ someone, I think about having a relationship with Xishi. In fact, they don't need to do these high-sounding things, they just need to use personnel to directly say, Xishi, what do parents need you to do?" That's it.

Xishi will definitely help.Obviously you are going to employ people, but you use the feelings of others as an excuse to exchange for convenience, can't you be more realistic? "

Pan Xishi said: "Yes! If they really need me to do something, I will do it as long as I have the ability. But always pretending to give me alms, I get angry.

My wish since childhood was not to be a burden to anyone, so I worked hard to be self-reliant.Get along with an attitude of being given alms, especially my parents who should make up for me the most, I can't pass this level of myself. "

Sister Sanhua said: "You should be happy during the Chinese New Year. You can live how you want, and you don't have to wrong yourself."

Pan Xishi said sincerely: "Actually, my feeling now is that if they have difficulties, I will contribute money and efforts, but I have no interest in talking about relationships, obligations, and hard work of the elders."

After complaining in the group of girlfriends, Pan Xishi felt a lot more open in his heart.In fact, she had been thinking about this matter all night, and she didn't sleep well, but after thinking about it, she decided to celebrate the Spring Festival by herself.

Although one side is the invitation of the biological parents, the other side is a person's travel.The former is a New Year's Eve where everyone is happy and harmonious on the surface, but in fact they have no feelings for each other at all, and it's hard work being awkward and polite under the same roof.If there is a disagreement, there is the possibility of a quarrel.

The latter is on the surface lonely and cold on New Year’s Eve, but in fact she goes shopping and eats alone, has money on her card, mobile phone has power, and is at ease. She still chooses the latter according to her heart.

Xingang’s New Year’s Eve usually starts at 05:3006-30:[-] in the evening. From [-]:[-] onwards, firecrackers are already going off outside the balcony. If every household does not go to the restaurant for the New Year’s Eve dinner, then the nephews and daughters who should come back for the reunion dinner will also look forward to it. It's time to arrive.

The grandfather clock made a ticking sound.

Pan Guanlin and Song Jiahui sat around the dining table.There are eighteen dishes and one soup on the table.

Braised lion head, stewed elbow, braised mutton, boiled chicken, hand ribs, grilled eel, king crab, rich shrimp, garlic abalone, braised turbot, celery and cucumber, eight treasure rice in honey sauce, multicolored lala Skin, Shrimp and Tofu Soup, Crab and Seafood Stir-Fried Rice Cake, Vegetarian Stir-fried Assorted Vegetables, Vegetarian Stir-fried Lettuce, Sweet and Sour Dried Lotus Root.In the middle is a large pot of three fresh tofu soup.

The sound of firecrackers outside gradually became much quieter.Every household is open.

Song Jiahui looked at the meals that had been prepared on the table since six o'clock in the morning, and the hand that picked up the chopsticks was trembling, "Eat it, don't come, don't wait!"

Pan Guanlin also felt uncomfortable, and said, "Let's eat! We used to eat only dumplings on New Year's Eve, but this year we will also enjoy a big meal!"

Song Jiahui said: "It was okay when I was young, and I could eat a big bowl of braised pork by myself during Chinese New Year. Now I'm old, I can't eat it anymore."

Pan Guanlin said: "If you can't eat enough, you can eat less of everything, but try everything. When you are old, you can rely on your mouth to eat more, and you will have more nutrition. Come on, let's have a drink?"

After a few sips of red wine, Song Jiahui suddenly said sadly: "I'm afraid we and Xishi will be better for the rest of our lives!"

"The child has no relationship with us, and it feels awkward to be together. We can't just blame the child. She will be 30 years old today, and she spent a total of one and a half years with us when she was a child. The rest of the time was not together, and we met. She is still constantly picking on the child and scolding her."

"You're not right!" Song Jiahui suddenly choked up, "She hates me, I can feel it."

"What are you talking about?" Pan Guanlin comforted his wife, "Xishi is a good boy, she just doesn't have feelings for us, but we can't blame her!" "

"You don't understand the relationship between mother and daughter. To be honest, I sometimes hate her. I hate her for standing firmly on the grandma's side between me and her grandma, and not showing any affection to my own mother; 'I hate her for not leaving my heart since I was a child. I wanted to love her, but I couldn't because of her stubbornness; I hate why she can't be softer with my own mother, and I don't like my mother!

Why can't you rush to curry favor with your own mother?Why do I always feel sorry for Xinyi in front of her, just to let her know what her mother likes! "

Pan Guanlin wanted to refute his wife, but looking at the red New Year's Eve outside, he swallowed the words again.

Song Jiahui said: "I think I am a mother after all, and it was kind of me to send her to Xingang at that time. I am not guilty!"

Pan Guanlin thought for a while and said: "It's Chinese New Year, let's talk about something happy. In the future, Xi Shi will have a child, let's help to look after it. Once we come and go, we will have feelings."

Song Jiahui choked up and said: "Pan Xishi can do anything. Besides, when she has a child, will you and I still be able to lead her? This will be the case in this life!"

"Why is it a lifetime, the days are still long!"

"Pan Xishi, she is really ruthless!"

(End of this chapter)