medical road with you

Chapter 36
Outside, it was already dark, but the emergency room was still brightly lit, and all kinds of people were rushing to and fro, with anxious and worried faces on everyone's face.
Lu Lu was lying at the exit of the corridor, and Lu Ping was kneeling there, without any expression on his face, motionless, like an ice sculpture, like a dead grass remaining on the endless wasteland.
Tianhai understood the pain, he wanted to comfort him, but he couldn't find the words.
I put my hand on the ground and tried it, it was cold.
Tianhai squatted down, put himself as low as Lu Ping, and looked at Lu Ping with both eyes: "Lu Ping, get up, the ground is too cold."

Lu Ping didn't move, as if he was completely trapped in another icy world, unable to respond to any stimulation from this world.
Tianhai squatted there, waiting.
After waiting for a quarter of an hour, Lu Ping remained motionless. Tian Hai stretched out his hand and placed it on Lu Ping's ankle that was pressed against the ground. That ankle was already purple with ice.
Tianhai stood up, bent down, passed through Lu Ping's armpits with one hand, picked up Lu Ping's back, hugged Lu Ping's knees with the other hand, straightened his waist, and hugged Lu Ping up.
Standard princess hug.
Lu Ping still didn't respond.
Putting Lu Ping on a nearby stool, Tian Hai took off his coat and wrapped it around Lu Ping.
Maybe it was Tianhai's movement, maybe it was the warmth on her body, Lu Ping woke up, she tilted her head, opened a pair of big blank eyes, stared at Tianhai in a daze, for a while, suddenly, with a "wow", she burst into tears.
Lu Ping covered his face with his hands and wept, the tears flowed down his fingers, and several tear lines flowed down the back of his hands at the same time, expressing endless grief.
Tianhai's heart felt as if a piece had been dug out, it was extremely painful.
He desperately needed something to fill that missing piece.

He hugged Lu Ping and pressed her face to his heart, the pain seemed to ease a bit.
"Cry if you want to cry."

Tianhai raised his hand and stroked Lu Ping's hair.
Her hair is short, hard, and a bit thorny.
"It's all my fault." Lu Ping, who had been crying bitterly, suddenly said, "It's all my fault, I shouldn't spend so much money, I shouldn't skip class, I shouldn't play games"

Lu Ping cried while talking.
Skipping class? Playing games?
Tianhai thought to himself, could it be that she had exiled herself since then when he rejected her harshly?
Thinking about it carefully, Tianhai could see Lu Ping almost every day in the last semester of the third year of high school. At that time, it was impossible for her to skip class.
Is it really because of him?
The more Tianhai thought about it, the more he regretted it.
He really shouldn't be angry with her.
"Lu Ping, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm sorry."

Tianhai bowed his head, apologized, and kissed Lu Ping's hair, trying to make up for his mistakes with pale words.
Lu Jun blocked the exit. Every time someone went out, they always had to go around. This is not the most important thing. The most important thing is that there is a dead person lying there.

The security guard at the gate looked back and forth several times, and finally couldn't help it anymore:

"Move people away, we still have a lot of patients."

"Tianhai, this." Zhou Feng looked at Tianhai in embarrassment.
Tianhai straightened Lu Ping, looked at her red and swollen eyes, and asked: "Lu Ping, let's make arrangements for your father first, okay?"

Lu Ping looked at Tianhai. She had never seen such gentle eyes, so gentle that she wanted to make people sink into them and never wake up again.So she opened her mouth and said, "Okay."

The funeral home is not far from the hospital, and within 10 minutes of driving, Zhou Feng sent them to the funeral home.
Tianhai waited beside Lu Ping, while Zhou Feng was busy completing various procedures.

People, being sent into the furnace, wheezing, red flames ignited in front of Lu Ping, Lu Ping's spirit became a little trance.
Her father, really left her just like that, his smile, his voice, just dissipated in this fire?
"father!"

Lu Ping's barely calm mood collapsed again in front of the fire.

Seeing Lu Ping's figure swaying and about to fall, Tian Hai quickly reached out to help her, but Lu Ping was still falling.
She was so weak that she couldn't stand up.
Half-supporting and half-carrying, Tianhai helped Lu Ping to a nearby chair and sat down, but Lu Ping's person continued to fall down.She seems to want to drop herself into another world, maybe then, she can meet her dad.

Holding Lu Ping's shoulders, leaning her head on his chest, and hugging her, Lu Ping sat down.
Surrounded by big stoves, it is quite warm here.
Tianhai knew that he couldn't comfort Lu Ping with words, all he could do was wait.

Be with her, wait for her, wait for her wound to stop bleeding.

Tightening his arms, Tianhai hugged Lu Ping even tighter, resting his chin on the top of her head.

That way, maybe, she'll be warmer.

At some point, Tianhai seemed to hear a slight snoring sound, and looked down to see that Lu Ping had fallen asleep.
Zhou Feng came over with a wooden box in his arms.
"Tianhai."

"Shhh" Tianhai stretched out his index finger to his mouth.
After laying Lu Ping flat and covering his coat, Tianhai pulled Zhou Feng to the side.
"This is from Lu Ping's father"

Before Zhou Feng finished speaking, Tianhai took the urn over.
Stretching his head to look at Lu Ping behind Tianhai, Zhou Feng asked, "What are your plans in the future?"

Tianhai looked at the urn in his hand: "Her father entrusted her to me before he died, and I will take care of her for the rest of her life."

Zhou Feng suddenly wanted to complain, the day before yesterday he clearly said that he was not chasing him, how could he turn his face into a lifetime.
Moreover, he was also there at that time, but he didn't hear that Lu Ping's father entrusted her to Tianhai.
However, now is not the time to talk about that.
"Okay, come to me if you need anything." Zhou Feng patted Tianhai's shoulder.
"Zhou Feng, do you have any money?"

Zhou Feng rummaged through all his pockets, a total of more than 300 yuan.
"Otherwise, I will transfer the phone to you."

"No, these are enough. Zhou Feng, you go back first."

Zhou Feng has also been running all day from morning to now.
"Then, see you later."

"Zhou Feng!" Tianhai suddenly called Zhou Feng again.
"What's the matter, Tianhai?"

"Thanks!"

"You, you bastard."

Zhou Feng turned around and continued walking. For some reason, his nose was sore.
***
Holding the urn, Tianhai sat next to Lu Ping.

Maybe the chair was too hard, Lu Ping shook his head left and right, pouted his mouth unhappily, and frowned.

Tianhai stretched out his hand, lifted Lu Ping's head up, and put it on his lap, and put his other hand on Lu Ping's chest, and patted it lightly.

Lu Ping's brows gradually relaxed, and his face became more and more serene.

Lu Ping who was sleeping was very well-behaved, his face was close to the crook of Tianhai's legs, his head was lowered slightly, breathing evenly, except for the occasional trembling of his eyelashes, he remained motionless.

Tianhai looked at it, and the tenderest part of his heart melted.

This is what he wants to protect in this life.

He has already lost his soul and exiled himself, regardless of the past or the future, living day after day like a dead body, not caring or caring about all the people and things in this world.

However, from this moment on, he will become a human being again, because his heart has come alive.

In this world, there is a person who is placed on the tip of his heart. He likes her, cares about her, wants to love her and protect her, wants her to live a good life every day, wants her to be happy, happy, and wants her to stay away from harm .

Having made this decision in his heart, Tianhai took Lu Ping's hand and placed it on his heart.

Two years ago, Tianhai remembered the name Lu Ping, the dimple, and the bow tie, but he didn't remember Lu Ping.

Two years later, the lovely bow was gone, and the shallow dimples were also rare. Tianhai saw the heavy packages on Lu Ping's back, saw her hard work, her tenderness, and her pain.

Lu Ping made his heart hurt very much, as if a piece was missing, so he had to put her on the tip of his heart to make up for the defect, so that his heart would not hurt so much.

Gently touching the slightly red cheeks, Tianhai smiled.

(End of this chapter)