medical road with you

Chapter 37 You and Me
When Lu Ping woke up, the sky was slightly bright.

With sleepy eyes open, Lu Ping looked at the face directly above his eyes, then turned his head to look at the pillow under his head.

"Where is this..."

"how do I..."

Suddenly, Lu Ping sat up and looked around blankly.

Consciousness came back little by little, and the blankness in his eyes was gradually replaced by pain.

Tianhai picked up the urn: "Your father is here."

Lu Ping stared at the urn, stunned for a moment, then took it and hugged it tightly to his chest.

With his chin leaning against the side of the box, Lu Ping kept his head down.

After a long time, Tianhai called out: "Lu Ping."

Slowly, Lu Ping raised his head, his eyes full of helplessness: "I, I want to go home."

Tianhai's heart ached again, he leaned over and hugged Lu Ping: "Okay, I'll take you home, let's go home."

It was less than six o'clock and the bus hadn't left yet. It was very cold in the late autumn morning.

Tianhai turned on Didi and hailed a car.

When the sun rose to a height of three feet, Lu Ping returned to the neighborhood she was familiar with, but the building she was familiar with, the building that was dilapidated but full of her memories, disappeared, and what was left was just ruins.

Her home is gone!
"Lu Ping!" Tianhai whispered, looking at Lu Ping worriedly.

Lu Ping stared blankly at the ruins in front of him: "I have nothing left!"

"No, you still have me."

Tianhai's voice trembled a little. Although she had made a decision, Lu Ping was so stubborn that she might not agree.

Lu Ping tilted his head and looked at Tianhai puzzled.

Tianhai held Lu Ping's hand: "Lu Ping, let me accompany you, protect you, and give you a home, okay?"

"You, don't you hate me the most?"

Lu Ping finally asked this sentence.

"No." Tianhai hurriedly defended: "That sentence is not sincere, I have always liked you."

Lu Ping looked at Tianhai for a long time, so long that Tianhai became afraid.

"All right!"

Lu Ping finally spoke.

If this is really fate, if it is really destined that he is her original sin, and after she is deprived of everything, the only thing left to her is him, then she, just accept it.

"Lu Ping!"

In Tianhai's eyes, there were three points of joy, three points of fear, and four points of contentment.

"I will take good care of you."

Tightly, Tianhai hugged Lu Ping.

Lu Ping closed his eyes tiredly.
From yesterday afternoon to now, the two of them have been running around for a day and a night, their clothes are already filthy, and there is still a strong smell of the hospital.

Tianhai bought two sets of clothes at a clearance store, and then found a cheap hotel.

Lu Ping went to wash up and changed his clothes first. When Tian Hai came out, Lu Ping was lying on the bed, dazed.

Suddenly, Lu Ping raised his watch and looked at it: "Too bad, it's already ten o'clock, I should go to school."

Tianhai directly pressed Lu Ping onto the bed: "Today, you should rest for a day first."

Lu Ping nodded dumbly.

After taking a bath, Tianhai felt hungry.

Tianhai got up: "I'm going to buy something to eat, you wait for me here."

Lu Ping suddenly grabbed Tianhai's hand: "No, don't go, I'm afraid."

Tianhai felt distressed again, sat on the side of the bed, and put her arms around her shoulders: "Okay, I won't go, I will stay with you."

After a while, Lu Ping suddenly said, "Jiang Tianhai!"

"I'm here."

Lu Ping let out a long sigh of relief. It has been more than a year, and she has never relaxed. She has been tensing herself up, forcing herself to do everything. At this moment, she finally relaxed. .

"My father really loves me. My mother passed away when I was very young. My father was afraid that I would not be as happy as other children. He tried to meet all my requirements. I was really spoiled"

Lu Ping began to mutter to himself, Tianhai looked at her and listened quietly.

"Do you still remember that aqua blue dress that you like so much? It cost more than 2000 yuan. I only begged my dad a few times, and he agreed, but his clothes have been worn for many years, almost never not changed"

Aqua blue dress?
Tianhai didn't have much impression, but he didn't interrupt Lu Ping and asked her to continue to tell her everything in her heart.
"I'm still so ignorant that I take everything my father does to me for granted. I'm so hateful. What's even more hateful is that I skipped class to play games."

"Dad is very worried about me, but he is reluctant to say a word about me. He can only say one sentence, mediocre, don't skip class anymore."

"I just ignored my father's words and still skipped classes. My father was so worried that he couldn't sleep all night. He started to learn to smoke."

"I always thought that if Dad hadn't been a smoker and worried all the time, maybe his complications would not have been so severe, or he wouldn't have had the disease at all."

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault, it's me who killed Dad."

As she spoke, Lu Ping started crying again. She covered her face again, letting the tears flow down her fingers.
"Lu Ping, don't blame yourself, you have tried hard to make up for it."

It's hard to imagine a girl guarding a vegetative state for more than half a year.
"No, God didn't give me a chance to make amends. Dad just woke up for a while, said a word to me, and then he left. God is punishing me, punishing my past ridiculous behavior."

Lu Ping curled up into a ball.
She is like a silkworm chrysalis, wrapping herself firmly in it with self-blame.
Tianhai leaned over and wrapped her long arms around her: "Lu Ping, don't do this, your father tried so hard to wake up, and only said, 'Pingping, it's fine.'."

"He didn't blame you, he only has one wish, I hope you are well, you are like this, and his spirit in heaven will not be at ease."

"Lu Ping, do you understand? What you should do most is not to blame yourself, but to live well."

Tianhai just kept wrapping around Lu Ping tightly, kissing Lu Ping's temples from time to time, like a wounded little animal is adding its own wounds.
After a long time, Lu Ping raised his head: "Jiang Tianhai!"

"I am here."

Burying her head on Tianhai's chest, with a 'wow' sound, Lu Ping started crying again, but this time, her tears did not flow from her fingers, but flowed onto Tianhai's chest.
To be honest, she only had a real conversation with Tianhai this day, but there was such a force in him that attracted her, and she wanted to trust him and rely on him.

She kept him far away, not only because she was angry with him and herself, but also because she was afraid, afraid that once she relied on him, she would never be strong again, afraid that he would Abandon her one day.

However, at this moment, she is really weak, she really has no strength to be stronger, she just wants to hide in his arms and have a good rest for a while.
Tianhai has been listening quietly, gradually, Lu Ping's voice became smaller and smaller, and finally, there was no sound.

"Lu Ping!" Tianhai called softly, but no one answered.

Tianhai turned his head, Lu Ping fell asleep again.

Putting Lu Ping flat, Tianhai kissed her lightly on the forehead: "My Ping Ping, sleep well, I will protect you."

(End of this chapter)