After the top movie queen, the love drama set collapsed

Chapter 238 Growth Cost
Yan Ying seemed to feel something after listening to her words.

"Did you come to me to tell me this?"

"Not only that, I also want to ask you, why did you choose to enter the entertainment industry in the first place? Why did you choose to be an actor?"

Sheng Jiaojiao met her eyes,
"Is it for Pei Yueze?"

Hearing this name, Yan Ying's eyelashes trembled. She was silent for a few seconds and then said, "It's not because of him."

She raised her eyes and looked at herself in the makeup mirror after removing her makeup, "The modeling industry is too youthful, and new generations emerge in endlessly every year, and I also have injuries, so I can't go back to my heyday, so I want to Try changing careers.

At the beginning, I just thought that the career of an actor is very interesting, you can film and perform different roles.But after more than a month, I found that I fell in love with this profession. I enjoyed being another person, experiencing her emotions and experiencing her life. "

Yan Ying twitched the corner of her mouth,
"I admit that Pei Yueze did play a small part in my choice to be an actor, because I like him and cherish every moment with him. But now,"

The gloom between her brows and eyes was swept away, and her expression became brighter.
"Now I'm just doing it for myself."

Sheng Jiaojiao was very pleased. She suddenly felt that Yan Ying now looked like herself two years ago.

At that time, she missed too much because of unworthy people...

"Hey! Sheng, do you want to go to the club this weekend?"

A boy from the same major patted her shoulder and invited her warmly.

Sheng Jiaojiao packed up her books, put them in her backpack, and shook her head, "No, I plan to go to the library."

This was her fifth year in Country M. She was still not used to the over-enthusiasm of the people in Country M, and she didn't know how many times she had refused a date invitation from a boy she didn't know well.

"Well, you're a really good student."

The boy spread his hands regretfully.
"You work so hard, what do you plan to do after graduation? Be a film director?"

This is what they studied, but very few people actually work in this industry after graduation.

Sheng Jiaojiao's hand on the backpack paused, and then she covered it up without leaving a trace, "Maybe, or it would be good to stay in school and teach."

"Haha, I can't imagine you becoming a teacher."

The boy couldn't get a date with her, but he said goodbye to her calmly.

"Then I'll see you next week, bye."

"Goodbye."

She watched him leave, then put on her bag and walked out of the classroom.

Her home in country M was not far from the school, just two streets away, so she didn't drive.

While standing in front of the zebra crossing, waiting for the red light to turn, her cell phone rang. She took it out and saw that it was her eldest brother who hadn't called her in a long time.

"Hey, brother, why are you thinking of calling me? Do you miss your dear sister?"

Sheng Jiaojiao put her pocket in one hand and her mobile phone in the other. She stepped on a stone on the ground boredly and teased.

"Jiaojiao..."

Sheng Yi on the other end of the phone was hoarse, as if he was extremely depressed.

When she stopped, she heard something wrong in his voice.
"Brother, what's wrong with you?"

The red light is flashing and the surface is about to turn green.

"Jiaojiao, dad is gone."

For a moment, the world seemed to have lost its color, and she seemed to be enveloped in a huge vacuum cover, unable to hear any sounds from the outside world.

People were rushing around her, but she stood still.

"...Gone? Did Dad go on a business trip somewhere?"

Sheng Jiaojiao rejected a certain reaction when she heard his words without any hesitation.

Impossible, Dad's health has always been very good.

"Brother, Dad is getting old. It's not good for his health to go on business every three days. Remember to take care of him."

"Jiaojiao, dad left and passed away just last night."

Her self-deception was finally exposed by him, and the bloody truth was placed in front of her, making it inevitable for her to avoid and escape.

"It's impossible. Dad exercises regularly. I talked to him on the phone some time ago and he said he was running at night."

"Dad got cancer a year ago, and it was already at an advanced stage at that time."

"Then why didn't you tell me? It's been a year, it's been a year! You only told me now that dad is gone! Brother, I am dad's daughter too!"

She grabbed her hair and almost screamed. She had no time to pay attention to the looks and whispers of the passers-by around her.

"Mom didn't let me tell you. She said you were already very sad because of Yu Wenguang, and she didn't want to worry you anymore because of this matter."

"Yu Wenguang is nothing!"

The predicament that she had been unable to get out of for five years was shattered at this moment, but at a huge cost.

It was also after that day that she figured it out.

Don't ignore the people and things around you who truly love you and the things you love because of unworthy people and things.

But it was too late when she understood, and it was only when she lost it that she regretted her youth and inaction.

She sometimes thought that this world was so cruel that it allowed them to grow up in this way.But it is not the world that allows them to grow, but themselves.

……

After coming out of Yan Ying's dressing room, Sheng Jiaojiao ran into He Jingyao who had just finished playing.

"Teacher Sheng, you are back!"

What happened before didn't seem to have caused any change on him, and he still greeted her enthusiastically.

After posting a clarification statement on Weibo, she ignored it.After all, the only way to deal with such a non-existent thing is to deal with it coldly.

Those who watch the excitement are all fresh and energetic. Once this energy is over, not so many people will pay attention.

"Well, just arrived."

She replied lightly and prepared to leave.

"Teacher Sheng,"

He Jingyao stood in front of her, blocking her way.
"I'm sorry about the last time."

His face was full of guilt,
"I've never been able to find a chance to say sorry to you face to face. I'm sorry for causing trouble to you and Wen Xuyan. If you have anything you need me to explain to him, just tell me."

"Need not,"

Sheng Jiaojiao waved her hands, quietly took a small step back, and distanced herself from him.

"He didn't misunderstand. You don't need to explain. That incident has passed. It was all false anyway."

Just because she didn't say it didn't mean she didn't know that there must be something going on because the second male lead was suddenly played by someone else.

That day when the crew had a dinner, He Jingyao's manager came over to give him hangover medicine. She didn't drink it. Instead, she gave it to Sun Chengye who had drunk too much.Later, when Hong Yue went to see him, she found that he was groggy and confused, looking no different from being drunk.

But her intuition told her that there must be something wrong.

She didn't know whether it was He Jingyao's idea or his team's idea. Anyway, it was better to stay away and keep a distance.

After all, you can’t step into the same river twice, right?
(End of this chapter)