Mengniang martial arts world

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I can’t focus on the wrong place anymore. During the short distance from the door of the dungeon to Yaoyue’s room, Li Yan bumped into a telephone pole twice. Oh, no, there are no telephone poles in this era. It was a problem of focusing that caused him to see the big tree as a telephone pole.

Wherever he went, girls were everywhere, and Li Yan seemed to be in a land without people. If the army sent by Jin Kingdom, Mongolia and other countries were all composed of female soldiers, he believed that he could save Song Dynasty by himself .After Su Rongrong followed Li Yan for about 800 meters, she finally fell to the ground with a scream. From this moment on, she was no longer a lily, but a woman with a normal orientation, the only woman who could follow Li Yan. Only Lian Xing.

Yaoyue was still lying on her bed, not moving, her eyes were blank, her face was ashen, like a statue, the smell of blood in the room had long since disappeared, and the blood she had vomited on the ground and on the bed sheets had long since disappeared. Cleaned up by the maids, Li Yan's face was still painted on the newly changed sheets, and the same thing was painted on all the spare utensils in this room.But now, I don't know if these images will make her ecstatic, or has it become a burden on her heart?

Li Yan didn't dare to think about this question, and wanted to open the door to go in, but he didn't dare, because he didn't know what to say, he raised and lowered his hands, repeated many times, but he still couldn't enter the small room.

"Go, wake up my sister, and make the most handsome guy in the world disappear forever." Lian Xing sighed, helped Li Yan open the door, and then gently pushed him in.Close the door again.

There is a light floral scent in the room.This is Yaoyue and Lianxing's favorite flavor.After staying in such a room for too long, the two of them also had the same smell on their bodies. When they walked to Yaoyue's bed and saw her lying quietly on the bed, their hearts ached for no reason, like a needle prick.

Does she know someone is coming in?She probably didn't know, but she didn't even move a single finger, and she didn't move her eyes to Li Yan at all.

People yearn for beautiful love.But they always ignore the simplicity of flowing water. For example, an old couple walking by the ridge of the field. Although they are so happy, no one will be moved to tears because of their daily necessities.Most people prefer to listen to some vigorous love stories, and are crazy about the persistent and unobtainable love.Just like in a song, it is not happy until you are full, you are not happy until you cry until you smile, and you are not happy until you are old.

Yaoyue's love is so vigorous, it burns herself up, and finally hurts herself.It also hurt the people around her, but Li Yan didn't blame her.She was not wrong, only herself was wrong.

You can't look at her, or you will bring your emotions into it.Li Yan had no choice but to focus his eyes farther away, farther away, and farther away, until the person in front of him turned into a blurred mass of colors: "Yueyue, look at who I am?"

Yaoyue ignored him, and didn't care who was beside her at all.

She had lost her energy, and it was impossible for her to look at her at this time, so she could only move over by herself. Li Yan had no choice but to climb onto her embroidery bed, sit next to her, then twisted her body, and moved her body The face came close to her gaze.

"Ah!" The plaster-like beauty finally made a sound.

Li Yan knew that this time was the key, and there must be no mistakes in the slightest. He showed the "Jiang Feng's smile" that he had practiced several times just now: "Yueyue, I am here, and I am coming back to see you."

"Jiang...Jiang Feng?" Yaoyue responded, two lines of tears rolled down the eyelids and wet the pillow.

Smiling must not be chaotic, Li Yan sat up straight slowly, maintaining the appearance of the most handsome guy in the world, got off the embroidery bed in a very unrestrained manner, walked to the middle of the room, he dared not sit down on the chair because his eyes were not focused properly, It is impossible to sit on the chair accurately. If you sit crookedly, you may be exposed, so you have to stand tall, with your hands behind your back, and pretend to be cool: "It's been hard for you these years..."

"Woo..." A sad cry sounded, Yaoyue finally stopped lying on the bed, pushed away the pillow beside her, and sat up slowly: "Why did you come to see me now? Why? I always thought you were dead gone."

Strangely, her face was still bloodless. When Shi Guanyin's mirror was lost and recovered, her face instantly became rosy, and she immediately became alive. Why did Yaoyue still have a lifeless face?Shouldn't it be pounced on?Come to Jiang Feng's arms to act like a baby, and say some sweet words!Why does it still look like a plaster statue?Li Yan was puzzled, could it be that I failed in acting?Has been found out?

He hurriedly said seriously: "I didn't die, it was just a rumor, I was just captured by the bad guys, and I couldn't get away until a few days ago. I heard that there is someone in the world pretending to be my name, tricking you to vomit blood You are in a coma, unconscious, so I came to see you quickly, are you okay now?"

"Not good! Very bad!" Yaoyue said slowly while weeping: "It's late, everything is late, you came back too late."

Li Yan pretended to be furious: "It's too late? Could it be that the fake has already done something that both people and gods hate? Don't worry, I'll kill him right away!" Although he said this on his mouth, he was very strange in his heart : No, I didn't do anything to Yaoyue?

Yaoyue stared at "Jiang Feng"'s handsome face with fascination, but the emotion in his eyes was very strange, not like admiration, but like a kind of guilt. "No one lied to me! I have always been lying to myself... I vomited blood and fell into a coma not because I was deceived, but because I couldn't forgive myself."

"What's going on?"

Yaoyue suddenly knelt down on the ground with a plop, this action startled Li Yan, thinking she was about to sing Conquer.But she didn't expect her to seriously say: "Please go..."

"Huh? You...told...me...to go?" Li Yan felt that his brain was not enough. I disguised myself as Jiang Feng and came back to help cheer up. You actually asked me to go?What exactly does this mean?

Yaoyue said: "A few days ago, I vomited blood... Everyone thought I was pissed off by a fake product, but they were all wrong. I didn't vomit blood because I was deceived..." At this point , she stopped, and this stop lasted for a long, long time, time seemed to stand still, and she was caught in memories, her feelings had transcended time and space, and she returned to a certain day a few years ago, and it was rare to see it in her eyes. A touch of nostalgia: "Many years ago, when I first saw you, I fell in love with you. That was my first love. I always firmly thought that I would only love this once in my life, but I thought too much of myself. Noble... In fact, I am a shameful woman. When a better man appeared in front of me, I betrayed my first love, betrayed you who I once loved, and fell in love with another person.

I can't forgive myself for being empathetic, can't forgive myself for having such filthy feelings, can't forgive myself for being fickle and hypocritical, so I vomit blood, as if all the strength in my body is not my own, I can't move, I can't speak, I can't Jumping out of self-blame, not being able to get back up again... I didn't even have the courage to look at him again. "

"Si!" Li Yan gasped, what did she mean by this?I don't understand why.

"A few years ago, when I was looking for you, I mistook a man named Li Yan for you." Yaoyue bit her lower lip to the point of bleeding: "He said he was not you, and I knew it at the time, but I don't let him deny it, because I can't live without you, so I have to treat him as you. I chase his body, but I chase your soul. His body is the same as yours, and I will Run away. But his soul is not you. Every time you run away from me, I feel cold and heartless. But every time he runs away from me with tricks, I feel pity. He sees me as a woman, but you never see me.

When I chased him, it was as if I was chasing you. I had to chase you, otherwise I would not be able to live.But what I want to chase is not the body, what I want is the soul. His soul is so incompatible with your soul. After chasing and chasing, I lost myself. I found that I couldn’t go on chasing, so I used Li Xunhuan and Shangguan Jinhong fled back to Yihua Palace due to their fight.I am hiding here, immersing myself in fantasy, only hoping that fantasy will never wake up.

However, the dream is to wake up after all. A few days ago, Yan Nantian pierced the lie with a long sword. I know the truth, but I can't tell it, I can't tell it, I can't tell it!As soon as I said it, my dream woke up.I don't want to wake up, because I still stubbornly think that I love you deeply, even if it is a dream, I will love you forever.

But I can't lie to myself. The moment I wake up from the dream, I have never been sober. I can't lie to myself anymore. Even Lian Xing no longer helps me to deceive myself. I must admit that I am chasing him. At that time, I fell in love with him deeply.All the feelings for you have been transferred to him, just like Lian Xing.After all, she and I are twin sisters, and even the changes in our relationship are exactly the same.

I am a woman who is empathetic, flirtatious, unreliable, and should not be forgiven... So I vomited blood and lay on the bed, ignoring anyone, not talking, not eating, I just wanted to die like this Forget it, I have no face to see him again, no face to see anyone again.

Jiang Feng... You go!Since you passed by back then, why bother to come back here now?I don't love you anymore, I don't love you at all. I'm such a shameless woman. A woman like me doesn't deserve love, and I don't deserve your pity.Of course I don't deserve to love him, and I'll go back to bed and lie down right away, and let me die in peace. "(to be continued...)

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