I'm born again, and so are they

Chapter 71 Memories of Past Life·2
"Li Yuxi, after all these years, you are still the one I can't figure out the most." Su Luo looked into the eyes of the gentle woman opposite, his voice was still as clear as glass.

"No matter what you are thinking, no matter what opportunity you are waiting for, I don't know what the conflict is between you and my brother. I only know, Sister Yu Xi, if you don't take action, it will be too late."

Hearing Su Luo's voice, the woman sitting by the window looking at the dazed woman outside the building seemed to wake up from a dream. Today, the woman has rolled up her ball head like her own mother in those years, and some scattered black hair fell on her thin face. By the side, I don't know when, many years have accumulated on her body, and she has brought a unique gentleness like water.

Li Yuxi was slightly taken aback when she heard Su Luo's words, but simply shook her head, and smiled with her lips curled up: "Luoer, I'm not in a hurry, he and I are not in a hurry."

"Humph." Su Luo let out a sneer that seemed pitiful and hateful from her throat. She looked at Li Yuxi indifferently, and wanted to say something sarcastic or encouraging, but in the end she couldn't speak. There was a flash of anger, but in the end it turned into disappointment.

What is there to say?What should be persuaded and what should be said is exhausted. Li Yuxi and Su Qi have known each other for more than 20 years. If something really happened, it should have happened long ago. These two people have not come together until now. There must be a problem.

Su Luo didn't say anything more and left. The girl's back looked a little depressed. Li Yuxi continued to look at the artificial lake outside the building. Li Yuxi always liked to look at this artificial lake since she returned to Haizhu City for the Spring Festival a week ago. Heaven and earth were in a daze.

A few years ago, Su Qi moved An Qianmei and his own family to this high-end community. The environment of the community is very good, but it is not as familiar as the old community. Every time I go home for Chinese New Year, I feel a little uncomfortable.

I just returned to Haizhu these days. Li Yuxi is in a very bad state, and her temper and mood are unstable. As for what the problem is, I believe Su Luo can see it. This is how women communicate, and everyone with sensitive minds can understand it. When it comes to the unspeakable string in the other person's heart, many things don't need to be said explicitly.

Su Luo has persuaded Li Yuxi many times in the past few days, wanting Li Yuxi to attack her brother, so that the relationship between the two families will not break up in the future, and will not become estranged day by day.

If Su Qi marries someone else in the future, he will have his own family. It will be difficult to take care of Aunt An like before, and it will be difficult to communicate with single women like Li Yuxi. No chance.

Su Luo even gave Li Yuxi an ultimatum, saying that if you keep hiding it, it means that you don't love my brother at all, you have never thought about being with my brother, and you have never considered it at all. The future of our two families.

How could Li Yuxi not love Su Qi? That was the only thing she could rely on for nearly 30 years. Did she really never think about being with Su Qi?

Li Yuxi felt unworthy.

The gentle woman rolled up the hair around her cheeks. Over the years, Li Yuxi looked more and more like An Qianmei, with faint sadness in her brows. She looked strong, but in front of important people, she seemed to be strong. Soft temperament.

Li Yuxi picked up the mobile phone beside her. She was waiting for Su Qi to come back. She got a little bored, so she opened Siri and asked some boring questions.

Nine years have passed since I went to Beijing to go to university on September 2018, [-]. Siri, let me ask you, do you know why hide and seek is called hide and seek? There is no answer, so can you tell me how to make me forget about Su Qi?
But Siri didn't answer. How could it answer these questions? The artificial mentally retarded popped up a suicide help center and asked Li Yuxi if she needed psychological help.

Li Yuxi turned off the artificial mental retardation, and lay down on the bed to relax her body and mind. She is now working in the capital, her job is stable, and her interpersonal relationship is also good. Her colleagues are all business-minded people, and she didn't say anything about overtime. 996, she just goes to work every day. Doing data and making reports, after work, I spread out on the bed and watch dramas, watching the noisy capital under my feet.

I just occasionally wonder what Su Qi is doing in the southern country thousands of miles away.

In fact, Li Yuxi doesn't usually chat with Su Qi much, both of them are busy, unless Su Qi takes the initiative to find her, otherwise Li Yuxi will have to contemplate for several days before he dares to share a vibrato and add a message to Su Qi.

"I shared a Douyin video. Su Qi, look at this cat, isn't it cute?"

Su Qi would occasionally reply to her in seconds, and sometimes it would take a long time, but he would make serious comments. Li Yuxi thought this was pretty good. The two of them maintained a relationship and could keep talking.

She didn't know that Su Qi was in love with Qin Muzhi until she went home for the New Year this year.

Su Qi went out to look for Qin Muzhi tonight. He is probably holding the soft little hands of other girls now. For a girl like Qin Muzhi who looks like a cat, her hands will only be warmer than his. Softer, what's so special about her in his eyes? She is the only one who has held all the self-righteous expectations she has had for men for more than ten years, but how can Li Yuxi give all these expectations and love to him.

Even if it is handed over to Su Qi, Su Qi's temperament will probably not let it go. He will definitely rack his brains to come up with a solution that does not hurt Li Yuxi. That's the kind of person he is.

But is that fair to Su Qi?Why did he accept Li Yuxi's wishful love for no reason? Who are you, Li Yuxi?
Oh, you were the childhood sweetheart who went to school in the capital in order to prove whether Su Qi loved you or not?

What about childhood sweethearts?These years, Su Qi has treated you, Li Yuxi's family, not badly, right?When An Qianmei fell ill during her freshman year, Su Qi took care of her by her bedside day and night, right?After An Qianmei got sick, she couldn't work in production, so it was Su Qi who raised these two families all these years, right?
After enjoying what others have given you, you still ask for them to love you, Li Yuxi, aren't you a bit too cheap?

Li Yuxi hugged her little vest. It was still very cold in the south without heating. The night wind was still so cold.

You can't blame yourself. There are so many right and wrongs, so what's fair and unfair? It's already so late now, and the man has to take his little girlfriend home later. What if he gets hungry later in the evening?Can you use the kitchen to make a bowl of soup for Su Qi?
The woman stood up from the seat by the window, her body was slightly hunched, and it seemed that something heavy was pressing on her shoulders, making her unable to lift her head up.

Su Qi likes to eat meat, but he can't eat too much fat at night. Li Yuxi chooses carrot and beef ball soup. It is not easy to get pure beef balls from Chaoshan in Haizhu. Li Yuxi found in the refrigerator Sometimes there are some surprises.

The beef balls were changed to a knife, and the carrots were cut into small pieces. Men don't like carrots, but they like the carrot soup. Li Yuxi knows every little hobby of Su Qi, so naturally he won't forget this one.

After making the soup, it was already ten o'clock at midnight. The streets outside the community were still bustling. Li Yuxi stood in front of the huge French window, waiting for the man to come home.

The soothing sound of the wind is imperceptible, a man and a woman talking and laughing slowly from far to near, a pair of embracing man and woman appear on the long wind and rain corridor by the artificial lake, the man is tall and thin, in a good-looking casual suit Dressed decently and gracefully, the girl next to her was very brightly dressed. Li Yuxi looked at the girl's slender thighs under the jeans, and at the gently dangling bell on the girl's ponytail.

They are a fairy couple who will be praised by anyone who sees them. Li Yuxi also agrees that these two people are a perfect match together. Li Yuxi noticed that there is a small hairpin like a small sea dragon on the man's hair, and gently Pin it on the man's side hair. You can imagine how heart-warming and cute the girl who put the hairpin on the man's hair smiled at that moment, and how doting the man doted on her.

The two hugged at the end of the lake, Li Yuxi watched silently, watching the person named Qin Muzhi gently stand on tiptoe.

I believe that it will be an extremely long kiss. Qin Mu's kiss is so serious, and the man's hand around the girl's waist is equally firm. Both of them can't wait to kiss each other into their bodies. It must be the seriousness of love.

The night sky was dimly illuminated by the urban light pollution of Haizhu City, and the starlight was so dim that Li Yuxi couldn't see clearly. Everything in front of him seemed to be covered by mist, and even the starry sky was slightly misaligned. The moment the two kissed, they were drawn together. It was so long that Li Yuxi thought it was the distant aurora glowing outside his eyes. This light was so far away and so cold, it was a bit like the days and nights that the far north had not spent by his side all these years. For those ten thousand years, it was inserted into the woman's memory bit by bit, stabbing those soft and warm memories of her teenage years so painfully.

Until the sound of fingerprint recognition outside the door opened the door attracted the woman's attention, Li Yuxi wiped off the wet things on her face, and ran over to meet the man with small steps.

"Why did you play so late, Mu Zhi went back?"

Su Qi was taken aback by Li Yuxi's sudden opening of the door. "Are you still asleep? Where's Aunt An? Did it disturb you?"

This is the small villa that Su Qi bought with the money he saved after Lu Xian divorced him. Aunt An lived on the first floor all these years and left a guest room on the second floor for Li Yuxi who came home for the Spring Festival.

"No, I just saw you went out without dinner, and made you some soup. Do you want some?" Li Yuxi lowered her head and wanted to help the man carry the things in his hands.

"I'm a little hungry after shopping all night. You don't need to carry anything, Shen." Su Qi felt that Li Yuxi's current state was a bit strange, but he couldn't explain it.

But the woman still wanted to help the man hold things, she used a lot of strength in her hands, Su frowned, and grabbed the woman's hand.

Su Qi realized something was wrong. There was definitely something wrong. Li Yuxi was in an abnormal state. "What's wrong with you? What happened to you today?"

Li Yuxi refused to raise her head and just muttered, "Let go of my hand first, it hurts me."

Su Qi didn't let go, but looked at the woman who kept lowering her head and her voice became heavier.

"Look up and show me, why are you hiding?"

The woman hesitated for a while, then raised her head in fear, Su Qi looked at the original gentle face, and couldn't say a word for a while.

Li Yuxi's eyes were red, and tears kept falling down. Those eyes were full of sadness, but her mouth was still whispering:

"Let go of your hands. Without your hands, you won't be able to wipe your tears. You'll be ugly."

　Past Life Recollection is a series, Past Life Recollection·1 appears in Chapter 10.

　　
　
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