I'm born again, and so are they

Chapter 72 Memories of Past Life·3
Su Qi looked at the woman with long black hair in front of him. Over the years, the woman has become thinner and more tenacious than Pu Liu when she was a teenager. Li Yuxi, like Su Qi, grew up in an incomplete family People, no matter what they encounter in life, have the courage to face difficulties, but strong people also have weaknesses. Facing Su Qi at this moment, Li Yuxi habitually let go of her guard, and shed tears
The man didn't know what happened to Li Yuxi all of a sudden, but the girl in front of her was crying sadly, and the tears rolled down from her eyes, because the man grabbed her hands and couldn't wipe them, so those tears fell one by one. to the floor.

"Can you let go?" She still cried softly, as if she was not even willing to lose her temper with him.

Li Yuxi is such a person. When facing Su Qi these years, she has placed herself in an extremely low position, so that sometimes the opportunity to gain light and happiness is right in front of her eyes, but she still hesitates. He dared not go forward, afraid of any slight injury, afraid that if he made a wrong step, he would not be able to stand by his side at all.

This made Su Qi feel troubled for the first time. He had comforted many girls, but none of them were like Li Yuxi now, so he didn't know how to comfort them at all.

Su Qi thought for a while. Aunt An had been taking good care of her health at home these days, and Su Luo didn't mess with her. Apart from these two, the only person Li Yuxi was bound to in this world was Su Qi, and he was the only one. Only then can Li Yuxi be so sad.Su Qi suddenly understood. Was he jealous of himself?
"Did I not take good care of you today and left you in the cold?" Su Qi gently held the woman's hand, put the shopping in the other hand on the locker, and slowly walked to the living room while holding the girl's hand .

Only then did he see that Li Yuxi had turned on all the lights, the bathroom was empty, the cabinets were rarely used, and all the corridors were bright. How fragile and childish was he in his heart? People need to turn on all the lights, it seems that only all the light can resist the darkness.

In Su Qi's impression, only children would do this.

"No, no." Li Yuxi looked at Su Qi, looked at his frowning eyebrows, and wanted to reach out to help him smooth out his wrinkles, but his hand was held by the man and he couldn't move.

"I didn't feel left out. I just didn't know what was wrong with me. It's fine, just sleep." Li Yuxi wanted to put on a reassuring smile to Su Qi, but her face The tear stains on her face were not wiped away, and she felt that it would be ugly when she smiled, so she just hooked the corners of her mouth, but her smile was a bit ugly.

Su Qi looked at the woman's expression, and reached out to help her wipe away her tears. He understood a little, so he also smiled.

"Is this jealous? How old are you, and you still eat this kind of jealousy."

Li Yuxi just wanted to say no, but when she looked up, she saw the small hairpin on the man's head, so she lowered her eyes again, "How dare a supporting role be jealous of the protagonist, a secondary role must have the self-consciousness of a secondary role."

Su Qiqi nodded, put down Li Yuxi's hand, told her to stay well, and got up to pour a cup of hot water.

"So I'm the protagonist you mentioned?" Su Qi handed the water glass to Li Yuxi, and said gently.

"My protagonist is You from beginning to end, and you are the only one. It's just that you don't remember it now, and you don't need me as a supporting role." Li Yuxi held up the water glass and took a small sip, lowering her head. The eyelashes are long and slightly curled.

Su Qi smiled, "Li Yuxi, I'm going to marry Mu Zhi, so don't talk to me about these things again."

If the southern country started to snow now, Li Yuxi thought that she would definitely be able to hear the sound of snow sliding on the eaves at this moment. The whole living room was so quiet, as if her heartbeat stopped at this moment.

"If... If I stayed in college..." After a long time, Li Yuxi spoke, as if raving:
"Li Yuxi, there are no ifs."

Su Qi shook his head. Everyone is so old now, and those superfluous fantasies are really a waste of thoughts. After so many years, the simple excitement of youth has long been blocked from the mountains of the world. It is still most important to focus on reality.

Now that he is planning to marry Qin Muzhi, there is no reason for him to fall in love with another woman, not even a family member who has been with him for 20 years and is like a sister.

"I just want to ask you, did you really never think about being with me back then?"

"Li Yuxi, you can ask me this kind of question, but I can't answer you. You know who I am. If I answer your question, it means that I still want to flirt with you. Twilight is unfair, I will not do such a thing."

The hair of the woman with the ball head was messy, and her slender neck was slightly bent. Su Qi couldn't see her expression clearly, but could only see the slight shaking of the thin shoulders, as if trying to suppress something.

Su Qi didn't think there was anything wrong with his answer. Over the years, no matter whether it was Jiang Chuyao or Lu Xian, Su Qi had no other intentions when they fell in love with them. This is the minimum healthy view of love for a normal person.

"Su Qi... If there is an afterlife..." Her voice became lower and lower, like a seed buried in the thick snow-capped mountains, with only the last hope left.

"Sister Yuxi, live a good life." Su Qi crushed the expectation, the unclear feelings would only make both of them uncomfortable, he is definitely not the kind of person who hangs on others and refuses to give results,

Li Yuxi's face turned pale. Since college, he basically only called himself Sister Yuxi, not Yuxi like he did when he was a child.

Su Qi stopped talking to her, turned and left the living room, "Sister Yu Xi, is the carrot and beef ball soup you made going to be simmered? Let me tell you, where are the carrots..."

His voice gradually became distant. Li Yuxi sat on the sofa with her knees hugged. She didn't think Su Qi was wrong. The person who treats his feelings has always been very serious and refused to let go of them. Whether it is Jiang Chuyao, his ex-wife, or the current Qin Muzhi, he has done the best that he should do as a boyfriend.

What about Li Yuxi?
Li Yuxi was his childhood sweetheart for the first ten years, and his sister Yuxi for the next ten years. Even if there was any ambiguity between them, they died early when Li Yuxi went to the capital to go to college.

Li Yuxi smiled and didn't do what he thought.

Su Qi was right, she should be heartbroken.

She wiped the corners of her eyes vigorously, stood up from the sofa, and shouted to the kitchen: "It's beef tendon balls. I know you don't like those peeing beef balls. Don't drink too much soup at night..."

Her voice was choked, her breath was unsteady, and her words were intermittent.

(End of this chapter)