I'm sorry, I want to be a new person

Chapter 117 Retrieve memory
"October 10
The weather is getting colder, and it feels like autumn is coming. Today, the teacher said that I can stay in school with good grades. I am very happy, but I still want to engage in work related to ancient literature. I have thought about it since I was a child. The teacher persuaded me to think again. I majored in ancient literature. Employment opportunities are too narrow.

The moon is very round at night, and the balcony of the dormitory can just see the moon from the shadow of the trees, which is very beautiful. "

Outside the cold smoke of autumn leaves, the moon shines on the shadows of trees.

The road ahead is dusty and chaotic, and there is nowhere to return.

Author: Liu Xiaoqian"

Ye Da turned a few more pages.

"October 1
The holiday is coming soon, the dormitory is much colder, Li Siyue and Huihui have found boyfriends, I don’t know what kind of person my future husband will be, my mother has been asking me if I have any friends, when I was in high school, I strictly guarded against it, but now Urged again.

Come on Liu Xiaoqian, you can always fall in love, get married and have children, don't be afraid!
I don't think about the old days, I don't know what time it is today.

A branch does not fall in the spring breeze, and there is no warbler before the flowers.

Author: Liu Xiaoqian"

Judging by the standards of Ye Da's previous child prodigy, Liu Xiaoqian's poetry writing level is not very high, but it is quite rare for modern college students.

According to what Li Siyue said, Liu Xiaoqian disappeared in winter, and there are only a few pages in the following content, so it should be very close to that time.

It was also the first time Ye Da knew the name of Liu Xiaoqian's other roommate, Hui Hui, the girl who died in a car accident one month after Liu Xiaoqian disappeared.

Very suspicious.

But Li Siyue also has a boyfriend?In school or in society?

She should have married a rich man as soon as she graduated, but she didn't know if she planned something when she was a student.

The content of the next few articles became much more normal. It can be seen that Liu Xiaoqian usually lives very regularly. The school, dormitory, and library are on the same line for three days. She occasionally mentions her mother, but never mentions her father. It seems that the family is a single parent.

It's a pity that the address of the family was not mentioned, and most people would not copy the detailed address of the family in a diary-like place.

"October 1
Huihui and her boyfriend had a big fight downstairs in the dormitory, and just met Siyue’s boyfriend to send her back. Maybe she felt ashamed. After returning to the dormitory, Huihui and Siyue had another fight. She didn't dare to interrupt, feeling that Huihui was very excited. If the housekeeper auntie hadn't come in, they would have fought, and Huihui even said that she would kill Siyue.

Although I knew it was angry words, but what I said was too much. Siyue did nothing wrong, but the anger of arguing and arguing with Siyue was spilled on me again, and I didn't know where I offended her, so wronged.

I wanted to write something at first, but I really couldn't write a poem, so let's forget it today, it's uncomfortable. "

This is the penultimate article. Ye Da added a state of "yin energy and concentration" to himself, not letting go of any details.

Then turned to the last one.

"October 1
Siyue’s boyfriend got my mobile phone from nowhere, and sent a message saying that Siyue’s birthday is coming soon. He wanted to ask me what Siyue usually likes so that he can prepare gifts. I mentioned a few of Siyue’s favorite things In fact, I have never seen the cosmetics, but it looks very advanced.

It's great to have a boyfriend. Besides my family, other people think about my birthday. My birthday is coming soon, but no one mentions it except my mother.

Only my mother is also happy, I don't know if I will go out for a big meal this year!There is cake to eat.

Lang's love is unspeakable, I don't know where and what year.

Author: Liu Xiaoqian"

In the future, it will be gone.

Liu Xiaoqian did not record and write poems every day, but she would write every three to five days. In other words, was the date of disappearance around late January ten years ago?
In Liu Xiaoqian's situation, there are not many people who have intersected in their lives, so let's put aside the "completely accidental" situation for now.
The suspicious point seems to be Li Siyue, Huihui and the unknown boyfriend of the two.

But this thing was delivered by Li Siyue personally.
Has Li Siyue seen these notebooks of Liu Xiaoqian himself?

It's very likely, but not 100%.These things looked like they had not been touched for many years. Li Siyue might not have read every book during the one or two years they were kept in the dormitory, and she might not touch them again after packing them away.

Ye Da had an idea, it is indeed possible to find out about this matter.

But the spirit body that fulfills its wish will dissipate like the old lady.
Ye Da was a little relieved.

Although Liu Xiaoqian usually seems heartless, her biggest wish is to recall the memories of her life and know how she died.

After going through so much, Ye Da is no longer as firm as before in the matter of "getting rid of all the abnormalities in his body".

Especially after the library incident.

He wants to become a living person, marry a wife and have children, and live a stable life.

But there are more and more abnormal or extraordinary things around me.

If it was a month ago, he would have investigated without hesitation, so that Liu Xiaoqian would dissipate and stop pestering him.

But at this time, he is a little deceiving himself and others when talking about how persistent he is in this matter. The water in Kyushu is far deeper than he imagined, and the stable life he pursues does not necessarily mean that he should be mediocre and let others slaughter him. .

For example, people like Jiang Hou and Yan Yongheng can also marry and have children, right?
However, the progress of "The Law of Entering the World" has really stagnated recently. I don't know if it has something to do with being in contact with too much Chaofan. This method is really weird.

Ye Da let out a foul breath, put everything back into the box, put the tape back on, and put it on the balcony, next to the sunflower.

After thinking about it, Ye Da informed Liu Xiaoqian that she could come out.

Resolutely carrying out Ye Da's instructions, she didn't know what was going on outside, and rode Xiaoqing around the house, making unexplained sounds like "Chong" from time to time.

While Ye Da was practicing "Black Hand" and advancing the coverage of the Yin Qi Gauntlet, he was thinking about other things.

After a while, Ye Da suddenly said to Liu Xiaoqian: "Xiaoqian, do you still not remember any memories of your life?"

Liu Xiaoqian was taken aback: "Grandpa, what did you call me?"

Ye Da moved his mouth: "You called me wrong, Xiao Liu."

Liu Xiaoqian was a little disappointed. She thought she was finally called Xiaoqian. She thought about it and said, "I think about it every day, and my head hurts, but I just can't remember if my benefactor can help me."

Ye Da twirled the broken hair on his forehead and said, "Aren't you afraid?"

It certainly won't be a fond memory.

Liu Xiaoqian hugged the big herring and said: "Don't be afraid, the spirit body seems to want to accomplish one thing instinctively. For me, it means remembering the things in my life. I think about it every day, maybe even 100 years. , I might as well have known earlier. I know the truth may be bad, but after seeing the grandma's last moments, I think I can face it."

Liu Xiaoqian floated a little closer, looked into Ye Da's eyes curiously, and said, "Is Engong worried that I will disappear? No! Even if I regain my memory, I will stay. There are Engong and Xiaoqing, and you are still here." There is black ice to eat, and I will not dissipate."

Getting too close, Ye Da turned his head away: "I wish you had your wish and dissipated happily."

Liu Xiaoqian puffed up her face angrily, turned her head and said to Big Herring, "Xiaoqing, let's go, let's go upstairs to see what the neighbors are cooking today."

After speaking, he rode Xiaoqing and penetrated into the ceiling, leaving only Ye Da in the room.

Ye Da looked in the direction of the balcony and stared blankly for a while.

Then a phone call was made.

(End of this chapter)