my reality with some autobiography

Chapter 140, the first sixth life, the reason for failure

"Even if it was Chen Xuan who was responsible, why did he remind me?"

Thinking of it, it might be the original Chen Xuan playing tricks.

Chen Xuan's expression darkened.

"Is he preventing me from improving, or is he helping me?"

"Bullshit, don't lose Chen Xuan's trust now. What do you mean?"

"If the future I just predicted is really a reminder of this terrible pen, does that mean that everything I do now is within his expectation?"

"Or, he has seen...?"

The more Chen Xuan thought about it, the uglier his face became.

The contempt for the original Chen Xuan was gradually replaced by jealousy..
Considering that the original Chen Xuan might have been reborn nine times, it was not impossible to expect that he would do this.

"Nine times, a total of nine rebirths!"

Chen Xuan suddenly realized that he had underestimated his original self.

"I used to think that Chen Xuan chose to move his soul and let me out because he was concerned about [Tang Moxi] and the others."

"But now that I think about it, I'm afraid he didn't do this just because of them."

"The deeds that have happened since I appeared are not enough to make him make a life-or-death decision."

"Even before, we faced the siege of Hua Wuzong in the Medical University."

"On the premise that there are only Nascent Soul cultivators, there is no threat to him at all."

"I can think of opening a secret realm to temporarily avoid risks."

"Then he is not a fool, so he will naturally think of this method."

"If you think so"

"Isn't it true that except for [Tang Moxi] and [Lin Xiangxiang], I am a little more ruthless than Na Shabi, but the other choices I made are the same as Na Shabi?"

True.

The current Chen Xuan and the original Chen Xuan have completely different personalities.

It seems that the choices made by the two will be different.

But in fact.

Except that Chen Xuan now acts more cold-blooded and decisively.

The behavior of the two is quite different.

After all, the two have the same memory.

Some behavioral patterns are engraved in our bones.

The original Chen Xuan may be emotional and impulsive when making some difficult decisions.

But in general.

For example, when she didn't endanger herself or Tang Moxi and the others.

They will also behave in a self-interested way.

It is also the primary task to improve one's own attributes.

For people other than [Tang Moxi] and them, Chen Xuan's compassion would hardly be touched.

"If even that evil pen knows that I want to kill [Tang Moxi], wouldn't every step of mine be in his expectation?"

"No, when Na Shabi chose to move his soul, I'm afraid he already knew that I would do this, otherwise he wouldn't have been so decisive at the time!"

After thinking about it like this.

Chen Xuan felt a faint sense of fear.

Then, he became angry.

"It's impossible. I must be overthinking it. How could it be possible that Shabi could have planned it to this point?"

Chen Xuan paced back and forth in the mental space.

The more I think about it, the angrier I get.

It had only been a few days since he gained self-awareness, and he was in a state of excitement about everything in the world.

I originally thought that getting rid of the old Chen Xuan would be easy.

result now
With the improvement of strength, is it even more difficult to see through the original Chen Xuan?
The more I felt it, the more terrifying Chen Xuan was!
"I must be thinking too much."

"It must be."

"If he has calculated everything, then why did he let me be born into this world?"

"and many more."

"Facing [Tang Moxi] and the others, can't you make a move?"

"They were originally people from parallel time and space, but they are not really Xixi and the others."

"Maybe you won't be able to do it at first, but as time goes by, won't you realize that they are not really them?"

"He shows no mercy even to himself in the other world, Chen Xuan, a stupid boy. Why would he care about [Tang Moxi] and the others in the other world?"

"Even if he cares about it, he only cares about one life and two lives. After the two lives have failed, he should recognize the current situation and become cruel, right?"

"But he was reborn 9 times, which is equivalent to experiencing 9 failures."

"Nine failures are not enough for him to learn a lesson?"

"All fools know that nothing matters more than three things."

"He has failed 9 times, yet he still cares about [Tang Moxi]?"

Think of this.

Chen Xuan suddenly realized something was wrong.

His birth was definitely not what Chen Xuan's mental activities showed before his birth.

This must be Chen Xuan fooling him.

"Then why did you ask me to come out, you bastard?"

"He must have other reasons for this, and it is definitely not because he cares about [Tang Moxi] and their bond."

"Are you here for me? Are you hiding it from me on purpose so that I can transfer my soul back in the future?"

"No, according to the logic just now, he has been reborn nine times, and his character must become more decisive and cold-blooded."

"Under normal circumstances, there would be no need for him to let me out."

"And since there is no need for me to come out, it is definitely not for me."

"So, what exactly is he going to do when he asks me to come out?"

The more Chen Xuan thought about it, the more confused he became.

I wish I could break my head in half and use it.

"Calm down, calm down first."

"Check it carefully!"

Chen Xuan took a deep breath, activated the Four Extremes Kung Fu, which had been upgraded to level 6, and forced his attention to shift to the Four Extremes Kung Fu.
In a flash.

Two days passed.

A week of quadrupole work has finally completed.

Chen Xuan's previously flustered and fearful mood also calmed down.

After a short rest.

Immediately, line by line, I began to figure out what the original Chen Xuan was doing.
"Rebirth plug-in, 9 rebirth times are all consumed.."

"I have been reborn 9 times!"

"Concerned about my bond with [Tang Moxi] and the others"

"【Tang Moxi】!"

"I'm more cold-blooded and decisive, so..."

"[Tang Moxi], die!"

"But according to the inference from the day before yesterday, the original Chen Xuan, after being reborn nine times, will be able to attack [Tang Moxi]."

"So, if [Tang Moxi] dies, this important point can be removed."

"Wait a minute. Yes, [Tang Moxi] will die, that's for sure."

"Both I and the original Chen Xuan would choose to kill [Tang Moxi] in order to stimulate their own attributes."

"But she is not dead now."

"So, why did the original Chen Xuan choose to let me kill her instead of doing it himself?"

"What are you worrying about? Is it worrying about Xixi?"

"Xi Xi on the Blue Star?"

"Afraid that my cold-bloodedness will scare Xixi, or scare Xixi and the others?"

Chen Xuan was slightly stunned.

Because he felt that this logic seemed to make sense.

After all, it turns out that what Chen Xuan really cares about is the group of people on Blue Star.

And it turns out that Chen Xuan's purpose in coming to this world is not only to improve his own attributes, but also to solve the problem of no aura for Blue Star.

Reborn 9 times.

It is possible that the problem in the spiritual world has been solved, but the Blue Star cannot be brought back.

That's why I used the rebirth plug-in and was reborn again and again.

From this, it can also be disproved:

It turns out that the reason why Chen Xuan was reborn nine times was for Blue Star, and for Xi Xi and the others on Blue Star.

But when he returns to Blue Star, he must kill [Tang Moxi] and show his cold-bloodedness.

So he was worried about Xixi and the others, and chose to let the current Chen Xuan appear and do evil things on his behalf.

"Well, thinking about it this way, the logic seems to be very smooth."

Chen Xuan was stunned.

But soon, he shook his head and denied it.

"No, if that's all, he also has soul-moving skills."

"At that time, with his spiritual attribute of at least 8, it will only take a while to go back and move the memory of human beings around the world."

"It's so easy to delete Xixi and the others' memories."

"Besides, he really took matters into his own hands. Xixi, a love-minded idiot, may not necessarily blame Chen Xuan."

"Not to mention Nie Rou and Zheng Yong. They didn't even need him to explain. They knew he had to do this and understood him."

"Then why did he move his soul away?"

"Why, let me come out?"

Chen Xuan couldn't help but pinch his eyebrows because he had a headache.

He didn't expect that after stroking it, he would return to the starting point.

"Take it again."

"Reborn nine times, [Tang Moxi] will die."

"[Tang Moxi] If you don't want to die, put it aside first and think about being reborn nine times."

"Based on his character, he should be full of worries and grinding after just traveling through his first life."

"So in the first life, [Tang Moxi] is not dead, and his upper limit of spiritual value is 8 at most."

"So, it goes without saying that he failed. He even died just after leaving this secret realm."

"In the second life, he should be gritting his teeth and preparing to kill [Tang Moxi]."

"But it should have been a little stained. The killing was too late, or the killing was not successful, and it failed."

"In the third life, I killed you ruthlessly. My mental limit is above 8.5, maybe 9, but this... also failed?"

"The fourth life, in general, repeats the third life, speeding up the pace of some attribute improvements."

"So in the end, based on my current attributes, he should have a 9, but he also failed?"

"Attribute 9, all failed?"

"Nie Tuxian, who is suspected to be in the Mahayana stage, is only at the level of attribute 8."

"Who can make him fail?"

"What can make him fail?"

Chen Xuan couldn't help but feel fear when he thought of this.

Even if you are so strong, you will fail.

how can that be possible?
But the fact that he was reborn nine times told him that Chen Xuan must have failed.

So what is it that caused Chen Xuan to fail?
"The Fifth World."

"Chen Xuan should be worried about the thing that made him fail, so he started to try other plans."

"But because at that time, he was already in Chen Xuan's world, so we could only change some development details. In the general direction, we should work hard to improve his mental attributes."

"In the past few lives, he even killed [Tang Moxi] before being promoted to 9, but still failed. Then he can choose the direction to improve his attributes."

"Only Chen Xuan and the monks in the whole world."

"Other monks, judging from my experience in bewitching these past few days, they can indeed improve my spirit at the beginning."

"But my spirit is at around 7:5 now."

"No matter how miserable the other monks are, they can't bring me any improvement in my attributes."

"So, it turns out that the direction for Chen Xuan to improve his attributes is to develop Chen Xuan."

"Then he should have carried out all the plans I plan to experiment on Chen Xuan in the past two days."

"Suppose the weird future I just perceived was Chen Xuan's trick, then"

"In his fifth life, he also failed in the end because he lost Chen Xuan's trust?"

"The sixth generation, he had won Chen Xuan's trust until the last moment, but he also failed."

"Failure, failure, all he failed."

"He has failed in the sixth life. Judging from the information I can control now, he has tried his best in the sixth life, but still failed?"

Chen Xuan's face turned pale.

He originally thought that his biggest enemy was himself.

Be prepared for the original Chen Xuan to come back and replace him.

Unexpectedly.

As the analysis deepened, it turned out that there were other factors that led to the original Chen Xuan's failure.

Doesn't that mean.
Is the external factor that led to Chen Xuan's failure his biggest enemy?

"Fuck, could it be that the original Chen Xuan lost his confidence, so he asked me to come?"

"Well, a good thing I didn't expect to create me."

"You want me to do this kind of nonsense?"

The more Chen Xuan thought about it, the more he felt that this was the truth.

But now is not the time to think about whether the original Chen Xuan was despicable.

That terrifying external cause.

That's the top priority he needs to solve.

"Fuck, what are the seven, eight, and nine generations behind this guy... doing?"

"Repeat the sixth life?"

"No, knowing that the sixth life failed, he must have made changes."

"But what other changes can he make?"

"In the sixth life, he has already tried his best."

Looking outside, Chen Xuan was happy to practice his spells because he had advanced to the Nascent Soul stage.

Especially that silly, carefree look.

A trace of envy flashed in Chen Xuan's eyes.

At the same time, I couldn't help but pout.
"It's all labor and capital that are carrying the burden for you, so you can live such a miserable life."

"Damn, labor and management also want to have a labor and management, etc."

As Chen Xuan was talking, he suddenly froze.

"Am I secretly helping Chen Xuan?"

"kindness?"

"help?"

"external force?"

"Is there a possibility?"

"Chen Xuan in the seventh life, after realizing that his best efforts failed, he went to seek outside help?"

But instantly.

Chen Xuan shook his head and laughed again, "He is a loser. Who can help with a problem that even a loser can't solve?"

"Huh? Hanging comparison?"

"Could it be that you're referring to me?"

"It turned out that Chen Xuan created me so that I could help him?"

"No, I'm not the one he is. How can I help myself?"

Chen Xuan smiled bitterly and decided to think about it another day.

But suddenly.

His eyes inadvertently fell on the silly Chen Xuan outside.

"It's hard to gain his trust."

"The original Chen Xuan plans to train Chen Xuan?"

"Is it possible to cultivate Shabi by cultivating Shabi?"

Chen Xuan blinked, then blinked again.

Think about the possibilities.
He quickly shook his head.
"That's not right. Chen Xuan doesn't have an attribute panel. Even if he is forcibly enlightened to attribute 9, he will still be useless."

"My empowerment is completely incomparable with the standard empowerment of the attribute panel."

"After my initiation, Chen Xuan was just abusing a novice."

"But in the face of the kind of old immortal who has cultivated step by step from a mortal, if he can even fight, he is already Amitabha."

"The character of the mind is too different."

"Unless there is someone with a property panel, no one can help."

"Wait... huh?"

"Another attribute panel hanging ratio?"

Chen Xuan suddenly woke up.

"Chen Xuan!"

"And Chen Xuan!"

(End of this chapter)