Anorectal department met first love, my agency died

Chapter 58 You Are Like My Sister
After Song Shiwei returned home, once there was no one to supervise him, he resumed his irregular schedule. He didn't go to bed until after two o'clock in the evening and didn't get up until after twelve o'clock the next day.

While brushing his teeth, when he heard someone knocking on the door outside, Song Shi gave him a small hand. Could it be that cheap father hasn't left yet?
She spit out the foam in her mouth, rinsed her mouth with water, wiped her mouth with a towel and walked to the door.

This is an old house and there are no peepholes. She didn't know who was outside, so she could only ask softly, "Who is it?"

"It's me, Han Yixuan." A voice came from outside.

Why is he here again?Song Shi opened the door slightly.

"Doctor Han, why are you..." Song Shi frowned slightly.

Han Yixuan smiled at Song Shi, and lifted the takeaway box in his hand, "I haven't eaten yet, and it happens that I haven't eaten either, so I want to eat with you."

Although Song Shiwei felt a little strange, he still let the person in.

Fortunately, her usual home clothes are all with bras, so she doesn't need to change clothes.

Han Yixuan walked to the dining table and put the packaged food on the table, three dishes, one soup, and two boxes of lunch.

"I don't know what you like to eat, so I just bought a few dishes." Han Yixuan said with a smile while placing the dishes.

Seeing that Song Shiwei seemed a little uncomfortable, he pursed his lips and said, "Actually, I can't find anyone to eat with me, and I don't want to eat alone. Am I bothering you?"

"That, that's not the case." Song Shi shook his head slightly, just feeling strange.

Han Yixuan smiled, with a hint of apology in the corner of his mouth, "I know you are writing now, I have a story here, do you want to listen to it? It's about myself."

Song Shiwei immediately became interested. People who write novels like all kinds of materials.

"Okay!" Song Shi nodded slightly.

"Sit down and eat and chat!" Han Yixuan said.

He broke open the disposable chopsticks and handed a pair to Song Shiwei, and they both sat down.

Song Shiwei saw that there were spicy dishes on the table except the soup, so he hesitated for a moment, but started eating anyway.

Han Yixuan can only be regarded as an ordinary friend, and it is still impossible to tell him that he has hemorrhoids.

"Do you still take medicine now?" Han Yixuan asked Song Shiwei, who had prescribed some medicine for her when she came to him for medical treatment in the early days.

In the adult world some people see skin hunger as a form of sexual anxiety, driven by a desire to be hugged and caressed by others.

In fact, it is a kind of mental illness, mainly the anxiety of intimacy, not to mention that Song Shiwei was still so young when he saw her, so naturally he would not guide her in that direction, so he prescribed some medicine for her to relieve anxiety.

"No!" Song Shi shook his head slightly.

"I've been eating myself." Han Yixuan smiled wryly.

"You too?" Song Shiwei was taken aback.

Han Yixuan shook his head, "It's different from you. Even though we are psychiatrists, many people actually have problems themselves. It's just that you can't see it."

"We see people with different mental illnesses every day, and accept various negative energies. We are not trash cans, we can just throw them away. Those negative energies accumulate over time, and we will also be affected."

Song Shiwei stopped his chopsticks. This was something she didn't expect.

She thought that the psychiatrist was so rational and could help you analyze various conditions. He must be very powerful and nothing could defeat them.

"However, it's not because of this. I have my own problems. I later studied psychological medicine, but my own problems have never been solved..."

Han Yixuan seemed to recall while eating, "You may not know that I am not for everyone to see. When I saw you for the first time that year, I thought of my sister."

"Sister?" Song Shiwei was a little surprised, as if he hadn't heard him mention it, but at that time he usually listened to himself when seeing a doctor, and he rarely talked about his own affairs.

"She is not my biological sister." Han Yixuan nodded, "My family is actually quite well off, but my mother only gave birth to one child, me, and then she became ill and could not have any more children."

"I was not in good health when I was a child. When I grew up, my family wanted to adopt a child to keep me company. Our country is very strict on adoption, but for a wealthy family like ours, Say it’s not a problem.”

Han Yixuan laughed at himself and continued, "When I was nine years old, my parents took me to an orphanage and asked them to bring me a younger brother or sister, so I followed them."

"The children in the orphanage were all neatly dressed that day, and they were all very well-behaved. I know it's because they knew we were going to be adopted, and the dean specially taught them."

"But in my eyes, they are all the same, and I'm not interested in any of them."

"After we were about to leave, all the children stood behind us with disappointed expressions on their faces, and no one dared to speak. A little girl with big eyes suddenly said, 'Bye bye, brother.'"

"At that time, I just got into the car, and when I heard the voice, I turned my head to look. She was very cute, with beautiful big eyes."

"The people next to her beat her to the ground severely, saying she was a broom star, how dare they call that little young master brother, and beat her to tears."

"I got out of the car and helped her up, told my parents that I wanted her, and she became my younger sister."

Song Shiwei was so mesmerized that he almost forgot to eat.

"It was only later that I found out that she had been adopted, but the family thought she was a burden after giving birth to their own child, so they didn't want her, and returned her to the orphanage."

"That's why other people call her broom star, and people often bully her. When I found out, I treated her better, and she became my most beloved sister."

"But then our feelings gradually changed..."

Song Shi took a breath, this story is a bit familiar.

But for a girl, if she really treats a boy as her own brother, it will be a disaster.

"Then how does she treat you?" Song Shiwei asked.

"She treated me too..." Han Yixuan's expression darkened, "Later, my parents caught me and they got furious and scolded us bloody."

"I never knew that my kind mother could be so vicious. She said she was a little bitch, that she was shameless, that she..." Han Yixuan couldn't continue, his eyes turned red.

"Later I knelt down and begged them, and they stopped blaming her and sent her abroad."

"For so many years, I haven't seen her again."

(End of this chapter)