plum city

Chapter 68 Mommy
The two of them talked a lot.

Fang Yan asked: "Xiao Feng, aren't you curious, why are we going to Jiangxi?"

Xiao Feng chuckled: "How can I have the nerve to ask about the boss's affairs? Anyway, just let me follow you wherever you are going. Why do you care so much?"

Fang Yan laughed: "Then what if I sell you?"

"Then I'll just find a way to escape back. There are many ways." Xiaofeng said, "Besides, who will buy me? I'm not a woman."

Fang Yan continued to tease him: "What if the other party is a rich woman? The rich woman likes your style."

Xiaofeng nodded: "Then just wait, I will make her miserable and regret buying me."

Fang Yan couldn't help but laugh. He didn't want to hide it from him, but he couldn't. He said to Xiao Feng:

"I went to Jiangxi this time to see my parents. I went to Meicheng twice and stayed at your homestay."

"Looking for your parents? Boss, you are not..."

Xiao Feng was confused. When he arrived at the company yesterday and had dinner with Fang Yan's assistant, the other party clearly told Xiao Feng that this company was founded by Director Fang's father, who turned out to be the old chairman here.

"I was adopted by my adoptive parents here in Hangcheng, but they have passed away." Fang Yan said, "I was born in Meicheng. Speaking of which, I should be considered a Meicheng native. My biological parents are from Jiangxi. Yes, I used to work in Meicheng."

"I understand. They were originally at Meicheng Knitting Factory, right? Xiaoyu said you were looking for Meicheng Knitting Factory."

Fang Yan nodded: "Yes."

"Have you found them, I mean your parents?"

Fang Yan shook his head: "No, I only know that one of their surnames is Zheng and the other is He. They may be from Poyang, Jiangxi, but I'm not sure. I went today just to try my luck."

Xiaofeng said: "Don't worry, boss, we will definitely find it."

Fang Yan said thank you, "However, I actually don't have a strong desire or reason. I want to find them. I just feel..."

"It's just that you know that you were adopted and that you have biological parents, which makes you a mystery. You want to solve the mystery. If you don't solve it, you will feel uncomfortable. It's like there is a math problem before you. If you don't untie it, you won't be able to sleep." Xiaofeng said.

Fang Yan nodded with a smile: "Yes, that's true when you said it. I just want to solve the mystery of myself. I want to know where I come from and who brought me to this world. You said It's a good idea to say that you are a mystery to yourself. However, if there is a math problem placed in front of me, instead of being unable to sleep without solving it, I will turn around and run away. I am most afraid of math."

Xiaofeng also laughed and said: "Same, I'm not as curious about myself as you are. I don't care who brought me into this world. I think it was an accident. Everyone's birth is an accident." Accidents are not planned in advance.”

"No." Fang Yan said, "There are also plans. Some people get married as planned, then prepare for pregnancy as planned, and finally get pregnant as they wish."

"That's it, they don't know who they will give birth to. First of all, they don't even know whether it is a boy or a girl. Who would be so powerful and say that we will give birth to a boy, and then the baby will definitely be a boy?

"Women basically only discharge one at a time, while men discharge between two milliliters and five milliliters at a time. The number is about [-] million, and the probability of them combining into one person is one in [-] million. If one of the [-] million meets It’s not this one, but another one. When he is born, he is another person, a completely different person. Isn’t this an unexpected result?”

Fang Yan felt that what Xiaofeng said made sense. He said, "It seems that we are all saints. We all defeated [-] million guys to win. So, should we cherish our lives more?"

"Chicken soup. That's what you call an optimist, boss."

Fang Yan asked with a smile: "What about the pessimist's statement?"

"Because it was an accident, I was chosen, not my own choice. Just like in a place with a lot of people, I was squeezed and squeezed by people before I got to a beautiful woman, and then that beautiful woman thought I was... I was attracted to her and felt that I had thoughts about her and had misunderstood.

"That's how we were accidentally selected, conceived and grown in the darkness. When we came out, I saw, oh no, this is not the place I wanted to come to. I want to go back but I can't. There is no way out." Fang Yan laughed so hard that he almost pulled away. Question: "Xiao Feng, why do you have such weird ideas?"

Xiaofeng did not laugh, but said seriously: "This is a fact."

"It's not all that bad. For example, you won't think it's bad to have a sister named Xiaoyu, right?" Fang Yan asked.

Xiaofeng remained silent.

Fang Yan sighed and said: "When I was little, my mother, I mean my adoptive mother, was very good to me, but I still felt lonely. I really hoped that I would have an older sister like Xiaoyu who could play around with me. of."

While Fang Yan was talking, he remembered that Xiao Yu had told him that Xiao Feng's mother ran away with someone, and Fang Yan asked:
"Xiao Feng, let me ask you a question. It may be a bit abrupt. You can answer it or not, okay?"

"You said."

"Do you miss your mother?"

"I don't want to." Xiaofeng answered immediately without thinking.

"why?"

"If I miss her, I can contact her at any time and see her at any time, but I just don't want to see her. Many times, I don't bother to answer her phone calls."

Fang Yan was a little surprised: "Are you in contact with your mother?"

"Yes, Xiaoyu and my father don't know about it, but we are still in contact. She called me and pretended to care about me. I didn't even bother to pay attention to her. You have already left. How am I doing? What the hell are you? What’s the difference between you and a stranger? Am I obligated to answer calls from strangers?”

Xiao Feng looked at Fang Yan and continued: "Boss, do you know what happened before the day I quit school and dropped out?"

"what's up?"

"She came to see me at school and told me that in my senior year of high school, I must work hard to get admitted to Peking University, Tsinghua University or something, so as to give her some credit. I was thinking, it's so funny, I want to get admitted to Peking University, Tsinghua University or something like that. You can get admitted, but why should I give you credit? You want me to get you admitted to Peking University and Tsinghua University, right? Then I might as well stop reading, pick up my schoolbag and go home."

"You don't study just to get angry with your mother?" Fang Yan asked.

Xiaofeng shook his head: "Not entirely. I had planned to drop out of school. She came here just to make up my mind. I was not very interested in the things in school and thought it was too childish. And, the most important thing is Yes, I think my dad is suffering too much and it’s unfair to him. My dad has sacrificed so much for me, and I shouldn’t make him pay anymore.”

"Then you didn't expect that if you were admitted to a good university, it would be the greatest comfort to your father." Fang Yan said.

"That's the comfort of imagination." Xiaofeng said, "The reality is that if I continue to study for one year in high school, plus four years in college, it will be at least five years, right? In five years, how will my father be? ? He is completely old. My so-called success is based on his sacrifice. I don’t want it and I can’t have it.

"I already have the ability to support myself and live a good life. Why should I let him continue to sacrifice? There is an aunt in their factory who is very good to my father. My father actually likes her very much, but I know, My father didn't marry her just because of me. Including this time, boss, do you want to know why I so readily agreed to Xiaoyu coming to Hangzhou? "

"You said."

"I was just thinking that when I come to Hangzhou, my father can live his own life alone in Meicheng." Xiaofeng said, "I made an agreement with Xiaoyu that after I leave, Xiaoyu will Find a way to bring that aunt and my father together."

When Xiao Feng was talking, Xiao Feng's father appeared in Fang Yan's mind. He would just smile honestly and say over and over again: "It's easy to torture, it doesn't matter."

Fang Yan asked: "Xiao Feng, has your father ever hit you?"

"Never, how is it possible?" Xiaofeng said, "When my mother was here, she was very strict with me and very harsh with my father. She always wanted to educate me and would beat me, but she never educated herself. , educate yourself on how to be a good mother and a good wife."

(End of this chapter)