Give weak women a heart of steel

Chapter 395 Qian Yu’s Tears

My current self, my past self.

The two reasons were mixed together like a whirlpool.

It gave her a splitting headache.

What kind of person was you in the past?

Qian Yu doesn't know.

But, according to what the girl just said.

He must be a cool person.

He is a very mature person who can handle things well even if he encounters things like before.

Sitting on the river embankment, Qianyu fell into wild thoughts.

Myself - what my former self would have been like.

All kinds of cold, arrogant, and neat looks were mixed together by her.

Her face was red, and her face even seemed to be boiling.

But when he came back to his senses, he was shocked to find out.

The self she imagined became her idol.

She actually admired her former self!

What shocked her even more was that the person she imagined she had been had the shadow of many people.

Xia Tingfei, Sakuma Qingmei, the female doctor, even Hinayue's indifference and vague coldness, and Aoi's indifference.

It's all mixed in.

"I really don't know what I was like before."

With this thought in mind, she rested her fingers on the soft grass of the river bank and stood up unsteadily.

She looked into the distance and found that the girl had not gone far yet.

So, she walked over quickly.

Stopped the girl.

The girl was a little confused: "Is there anything else, Senior Qianyu?"

Qian Yu hesitated for a moment, but immediately said, "If you don't mind, can we go for a walk together?"

The girl looked at Qianyu in shock: "Ah, Sister Qianyu. This is the first time. In the past, you have always ignored our invitations."

"Ignore?"

Qian Yu couldn't believe it and felt that she would never do such a thing.

But the girl was sure of her words.

Qian Yu has a new understanding of how indifferent she was before.

She and the girl were walking and chatting.

The girl talks a lot, even a little too enthusiastic.

Qian Yu was a little overwhelmed. This was only the first time she had met such a girl.

The girls in the cafe are all very exclusive. If they are unfamiliar with someone, they will look very cold.

And Qianyu himself spent a lot of effort to become friends with them.

Qian Yu responded to this overly energetic and enthusiastic girl with some distress.

They were chatting about Qian Yu's past, and the girl obviously liked this topic.

She kept talking about the past.

Qianyu, on the other hand, was a little shy, and even felt that what she said did not sound like her.

Rather, she is a mature big sister with endless stories in comics.

But she was still a little happy and excited. She was so good before, which was even beyond her expectation.

"Ah, sorry."

The girl looked at Qianyu's appearance and suddenly apologized: "Senior Qianyu, am I a little annoyed?"

Qianyu shook his head: "No."

The girl felt relieved this time. She patted her chest: "Really, really different from the previous sister Qianyu."

She smiled.

Qianyu asked: "If it were before, what would it be like?"

"If it were in the past, sister Qianyu, you probably wouldn't care about this kind of thing. Even if you were chatting, you would just smoke silently and keep walking on the road."

The girl said so.

Qian Yu thought about that look of herself, and she twitched the corners of her mouth slightly.

Incredibly, she actually made an indifferent expression very skillfully.

The girl pointed to her current appearance: "That's what she looks like."

Qian Yu said: "Is this the expression?"

"Well, that's the expression." The girl nodded seriously, "But the eyes don't look alike."

"? What were the eyes like before?" Qian Yu asked curiously.

The girl frowned coolly: "Well, it's a very ordinary look."

"Ordinary?" Qian Yu was a little curious.

"Yes." The girl confirmed: "It's a very ordinary look. Now Sister Qianyu's eyes are shining, but the eyes of Sister Qianyu before were more ordinary."

She said this, but Qianyu still didn't understand what an ordinary look was.

She could only smile and said, "Tell me more about the past." '

"Sister Qianyu used to be a mature adult, an idol, and a hero."

The girl said very seriously, and waved her fist slightly to show that what she said was true.

Qian Yu smiled.

The girl was chattering endlessly and interestingly.

Qian Yu couldn't help but smile.

The more the girl talked, the more confused she became.

Occasionally she saw her own reflection in the bright window next to her, and she felt that the girl's version of herself was extremely strange.

There are more and more confusions in my heart, and more and more confusion in my mind.

The girl continued to say something, Qianyu just listened quietly.

While listening, the girl stopped.

Qian Yu looked up and was stunned.

The evil ghost was standing in front of her again, and she was trembling all over.

Teeth clenched tightly.

But the girl was not afraid. She looked blankly at the disheveled woman in front of her and said, "Who are you!"

Qian Yu tugged on the girl's clothes, but the girl didn't know what Qian Yu meant.

The woman glanced at the girl and said disdainfully: "Who are you?"

"It doesn't matter who I am, what are you going to do?" The girl was not afraid at all. ,

"What am I here for?" The woman glanced at Qian Yu angrily, and said angrily: "You still have the nerve to come out?"

Qian Yu closed her mouth.

The woman said: "Have you forgotten your fault?"

Qian Yu was a little depressed, she didn't know what she had done wrong.

She opened her mouth to explain something, but the woman's series of curses made her shut her mouth.

The girl looked at this scene and couldn't help but ask: "Sister Qianyu, are you just going to shut up like this?"

Qian Yu lowered her head in embarrassment and looked at the girl: "I——"

She hasn't said anything yet.

But the woman slapped her in the face. Qian Yu was in a daze, the redness and swelling on her face almost immediately swelled up.

Thinking of the girl by his side, Qianyu forced himself to hold back the sadness and smiled at the girl.

but--

When the girl looked at this scene, she actually took a step back.

Her hair swayed and she shook her head: "No, you are not Sister Qianyu."

Qian Yu felt as if her chest was about to break. Her throat was so tight that she couldn't even speak.

Sadness flooded her chest like a tide, leaving her speechless.

Looking at Qian Yu's appearance, the girl clenched her fists tightly and pressed them against her chest.

She seemed to be shouting her disappointment with all her strength: "You are not her! You are definitely not her! Sister Qianyu will never be like this! Sister Qianyu will never be as cowardly as she is now!"

"You are not Sister Qianyu! Stop insulting Sister Qianyu's name!"

After saying that, the girl ran outside as if she had collapsed.

"—"

Qianyu's throat was choked and she wanted to shout something, but nothing came in time.

The woman looked at the girl, her messy and dirty hair hanging on both sides of her cheeks.

She said sarcastically: "As expected, you are still like this no matter how long it has been. You keep making mistakes one after another, and then disappointing the people around you one after another. This kind of thing is still your favorite." area of ​​expertise."

Gritting his teeth, he said ferociously: "So, why don't you die!"

Qianyu staggered back and took a step back. She looked at the woman, but found that the woman's eyes were particularly familiar.

But I can't think of it anyway.

"what--"

She had a splitting headache and almost screamed miserably.

"——Isn't that what I see in my own eyes every morning?"

In severe pain, Qian Yu suddenly realized.

The woman's eyes were actually looking towards his own!
She gritted her teeth and said, "Who are you! Who are you?"

The woman actually smiled exaggeratedly: "Hey! Have you forgotten who I am?"

"Ah, I know, I know."

The woman's expression changed from a sarcastic expression to one of sudden realization.

She said: "Do you think that by forgetting the past, you can escape everything? Do you think that by letting the past go, all the sins of the past will disappear?"

Qianyu roared angrily: "Then you are telling me what I did wrong! What kind of mistake did I make? Tell me! Don't be so pretentious and say nonsense! You Tell me!"

"How will I know I did something wrong if--if you don't tell me."

She finally couldn't bear it any longer, choking and crying.

Covering her face, her originally slender and straight waist was also bent, and tears fell pattering on the cement road.

The woman's expression remained unchanged, and she looked at Qianyu with disgust.

The voice was as cold as ice: "It seems that you have really forgotten. However, I have not forgotten your sister. The past is still engraved in my heart like a knife mark. I will hate you for the rest of my life, Qianyu!"

"Your sister - me! I will hate you forever!"

"Whenever you are happy, I will appear in front of you!"

"Why! You can be happy!"

"Because you are tortured by the pain of the past just like me! Because this is the mistake you made! This is the responsibility you must bear."

Qianyu was already shocked, she didn't expect it at all.

This person who hates me like a demon is actually my sister!

She was extremely stunned, even extremely painful.

He turned out to be his closest relative!

She had no idea that she actually had a blood relative.

Qian Yu opened her mouth to ask something, but found that the woman had already left.

It seems that the purpose of her coming today is to torture herself!

Qian Yu pursed her lips and sat weakly on a bench on the street.

Pedestrians coming and going looked at this beautiful woman with surprised eyes.

The words of the girl who claimed to be her sister were still echoing in Qian Yu's mind.

The words between the two people simply cut her in half, her past, her past self, and the mistakes she had made before.

What was your past like?
This question entangled Qian Yu, and this huge mystery gave Qian Yu a huge driving feeling in his heart.

She wants to know what her past self was like.

She wanted to know what her former self, the shining self, the idol-like self, looked like.

And what kind of mistakes have I committed in the past.

She wants to know everything, everything!
She - wants to get her past back!

Not only because of what the woman who claims to be his sister said, but also because of what that girl said!

She wants to be someone worthy of the name Qianyu, and wants others to be able to call herself Qianyu with all their heart.

Don’t want to let anyone else down, don’t want to let the girl down today.

She didn't want to destroy the image of herself who had helped the girls seriously before.

Especially like today - the expression of the girl breaking down and crying.

She didn't want to see it again.

Qian Yu, made up his mind.

She wiped away her tears and clenched her fists hard.

Recalling what happened during this period, I feel that the starting point of everything seems to be beside the river embankment.

The only familiar part in my memory started with the conversation with Xia Tingfei by the river embankment.

She pursed her lips and took a taxi to Xia Tingfei's home.

Aoi is taking care of the garden here. Sunflowers are almost as tall as one person.

Aoi wore a straw hat and stood in the sunflower forest, almost completely covered.

Glancing at Qian Yu, Aoi said calmly: "What's the matter? You seem to have cried."

If it weren't for this reason, Aoi wouldn't talk to Asaba.

Qianyu wiped the corners of his eyes in embarrassment: "I'm sorry."

She had neither the option nor the desire to speak out about her experience.

Aoi nodded in understanding.

Qianyu said again: "Is Xia Ting here?"

"Yes." Aoi just bowed her head and continued to deal with the weeds in the sunflower forest.

Looking at Aoi's back, Qianyu went to knock on the door.

After that, he walked in.

He took off his shoes at the entrance, while Xia Tingfei was playing games in the living room.

Even when Qian Yu came, Xia Tingfei was indifferent, even looking like he didn't care.

Qian Yu stood aside with some embarrassment, bowed slightly and said, "Excuse me."

Xia Tingfei didn't go to see her, but just asked her to find a place to sit down: "So, what's going on?" '

Qian Yu pinched her hair, and finally after some mental construction, she said: "I want to know, what did I look like before? Do you know my previous story?"

Xia Tingfei put down the game console and looked at Qian Yu.

He said: "Why do you remember that time now?"

Qian Yu smiled: "I'm just a little curious."

Xia Tingfei shook his head: "It's useless for you to come to me for this kind of thing. Because even I don't know what you were like before. After all, we just met not long ago, how could I know what happened to you before. It’s better to go find a female doctor.”

(End of this chapter)