Give weak women a heart of steel

Chapter 396 Wanting to retrieve memories
Isn't this just fooling around?

Qian Yu clearly understood this truth, and even had a clear understanding of Xia Tingfei's disgust for him.

Even though he is very unpopular, he still insists on staying here and not leaving.

I - I am such a shameless person.

Qian Yu lowered her head slightly gloomily, but she immediately raised her face and looked at Xia Tingfei.

"If you can, even a little bit. Can you help me recall a little bit of what happened before? Even if it's just a little bit, that's fine."

Qianyu bowed seriously, she was very sincere.

He almost humbled himself into the dust: "Please."

But Xia Tingfei is a cold-blooded monster, and he looked at Qian Yu's appearance.

He just turned his head indifferently and continued to press the button.

Various joyful sound effects from the game console.

But Qianyu became more and more immersed in sadness.

Her pride, her happiness, her stubbornness.

They all turned into pieces in such disregard, and fell to the ground with clatter.

But Xia Tingfei ignored it!
She didn't know whether to raise her head and leave, or continue to plead.

Squeaky.

Aoi opened the door and saw this scene.

Originally, she should have ignored it and left.

But she softened her heart, which was rare.

She waved to Qianyu and motioned for her to come over.

Qian Yu pursed her lips and slowly walked to the entrance.

She stepped on her own shoes and dragged herself to Aoi's side.

Aoi and Qianyu walked outside the door and sat on the verandah near the garden.

Kick off your shoes and step on the blue stepping stones with bare feet.

The thorough coolness made Aoi shiver involuntarily, but in the summer, it was so refreshing.

Qianyu also sat next to her and asked: "Kui——"

Aoi took off her straw hat and placed it on her lap.

She only had the golden sunflowers in her eyes, but she said, "You did something wrong. You shouldn't have asked him like this."

Qian Yu was stunned for a moment, then smiled bitterly: "But if I don't do this, what can I do?"

"Everyone who meets me talks about Qian Yu's past." She bit her lip, almost bleeding.

"They all seem to understand me, but I know nothing about it."

"I know nothing about her faults, her brilliance, and everything about her. What on earth am I going to do!"

Qian Yu burst into tears: "Did I do anything wrong? Why are you torturing me!"

"Am I really me? Who am I?"

She was sobbing like this, and her tears fell on the blue stone.

Moisten it.

Kui didn't look at Qian Yu, but said calmly: "Who knows about this kind of problem? However, your way of crying is what Xia Ting hates."

Qianyu looked at Aoi, she pursed her lips: "Then what should I do?"

"It's not about what you want to do." Aoi shook her head and said, "It's about what you want to do."

"When you are moving towards a goal, you will find that Xia Ting is your most reliable companion and the only choice you can rely on."

Kui said calmly: "When you are confused and at a loss, Xia Tingfei will just watch indifferently, or even find it annoying."

"Because that's what Xia Tingfei is like."

Qian Yu listened and nodded again.

She seemed to understand, but also seemed not to understand.

She said: "I want to find my past!"

Aoi tilted her head: "So?"

"So, I should observe and summarize through my previous relationships. Although there are differences in the image of me they tell, the places that overlap with each other are the essence of me before."

Qian Yu clenched her fist.

Aoi nodded: "Maybe, but you have to remember that whatever you want to do, you have to do it. If you just clasp your hands and just pray and wait for others to save you, that would be a big mistake. ”

Qianyu looked at Aoi seriously: "I understand, thank you, Aoi-senpai."

Although Aoi looks like a high school or even junior high school girl. However, she is already 23 years old and an adult.

She looked at Qian Yu as if she were looking at an immature sister.

She said: "No need to thank me, it's just a little experience."

But Qianyu is very sincere: "I should be grateful. Even if it is a little experience, for me, it is the best, even the greatest help."

Kui said: "Such a realization should not be expressed in front of me, but in front of Xia Ting. Go ahead and declare to him that you are an independent girl."

Qian Yu nodded seriously.

Although I am still a little scared, although I am still a little worried.

However, she mustered up the courage to go inside.

Came to the living room again.

The bright sunset slanted through the wide open windows.

The dim yellow light beam pours out, and countless tiny dust particles dance in the light beam, like brilliant elves.

Qian Yu stood among them and could see the faint starlight shining on her hair.

Looking at Xia Tingfei who was very involved, Qian Yu said seriously: "Can you tell me who my best friend was before, or even the person with whom I had the closest relationship?"

Xia Tingfei put down the controller, tilted his head and looked at Qian Yu standing in the beam of light and said calmly: "Is this a request?"

"No." Qian Yu shook his head.

Xia Tingfei became interested: "What is that? Is it possible or an order?"

"No." Qianyu shook her head and said, "This is an exchange, an exchange between us."

Xia Tingfei laughed loudly of course, and said: "Exchange? What are you exchanging with me for? Even where you live now, or even live here, it is because of my shop, that cafe."

"I am a friend of those girls. If I were among them, the atmosphere between them would be very harmonious, and they would even be happy every day." Qianyu said seriously: "I will exchange their happy smiles with you every day! "

Seeing Qian Yu like this, Xia Tingfei actually smiled and said, "That's really amazing, Qian Yu."

Qian Yu just pursed her lips.

"Senior Aoi, what you said is probably wrong. The reason Xia Ting hates girls like that is probably because she doesn't care."

"If he really likes me, he probably won't care about this." "As expected, he still doesn't care about me."

Qian Yu smiled like this, but she wasn't that sad.

"To each other, just each other." Qian Yu replied.

Xia Tingfei put his palm on his chin and looked at Qian Yu: "The person closest to you is Qujian Ai. Although I don't know whether the word "intimate" is correct. But if you just use the word "getting along" If we compare the length of time, she is probably the closest to you."

"Guess how many years she has been with you?"

Qianyu frowned, this question was a bit difficult for her to answer.

She seemed to remember the name Qujian Ai, but everything she had experienced was already blurry.

"Two years?"

she asked tentatively.

"I don't know either." Xia Tingfei said mischievously, "But it's usually more than ten years."

"Ten years." Qianyu lowered his head and thought.

After ten years of being together, Qu Jian Ai is indeed the person who knows me best.

But why have I forgotten it?

Qian Yu secretly remembered this matter in her heart, pursed her lips and looked at Xia Tingfei: "Where can I find her?"

"As the former manager of Forty-Two Cafe, you only need to tell the maids your thoughts. If Qu Jianai wants to see you, she will show up herself. But if she doesn't want to see you, she will show up. You, she will not be found no matter what."

"It sounds like some kind of urban legend." Qianyu couldn't help but say.

"Maybe it's really just an urban legend." Xia Tingfei dropped these words.

Qianyu nodded and was about to go find the coffee shop.

Xia Tingfei looked at her back and said calmly: "By the way, Qu Jian'ai is a heinous criminal. If you don't want to get into trouble, don't tell the female doctor and the doctor about your meeting with Qu Jian'ai. Sakuma Kiyome.”

Qianyu was startled: "A criminal with heinous crimes?"

"In terms of human standards and current social morality, it is like this." Xia Tingfei described the love between songs as if describing a piece of bread.

"Why did such a heinous criminal become a store manager?" Qian Yu asked.

"Who knows. Maybe it was on a whim that she became the store manager." Xia Tingfei rambled casually, and then said: "Her crimes are too numerous to describe, and her evil is enough to stain the sea. Of course, she is also The person you know best."

After Qian Yu heard this, she actually felt that she had done a lot of wrong things and bad things.

So, she asked directly: "So, do you hate her too?"

"Hate it?" Xia Tingfei looked at her curiously: 'Why do you think I have such thoughts?'

"After all, she is a heinous criminal." Qian Yu said this, so matter of course.

"It's not that I hate her," Xia Tingfei said calmly, "I'm just indifferent. I just hate the trouble she brings."

Qian Yu feels that this kind of thing is indeed a bit complicated.

She couldn't understand.

So, she said goodbye and left.

When he walked outside the door, Qian Yu said goodbye to Aoi and left.

Aoi glanced at her and continued working on the garden.

Qianyu returned to the coffee shop. She looked around and then said to the front desk: "I want to meet Qujian Ai - um, Miss Qujian Ai."

The maid just smiled sideways.

Qianyu didn't understand whether the maid understood her request or not.

But she had no choice but to go upstairs.

Upstairs, the female doctor is still drinking.

And except for the female doctor, there was no one else.

When the female doctor saw Qian Yu, she said, "Hey, do you want to come for a drink? It's a very good wine."

Qianyu shook his head, hesitated a little and sat next to the female doctor.

The female doctor laughed: "Sure enough, no one can refuse good wine."

"I don't drink." Qian Yu shook her head, and then said, "I want to ask a question."

"Problem?" The female doctor half-opened her eyes and looked at Qian Yu and said, "I am a psychiatrist. If you have other problems, you can come to me. As an acquaintance, I will not charge you. of."

Qianyu said: "If a person's memory disappears, will he have feelings? Can he feel it?"

The female doctor glanced at Qian Yu and couldn't help but laugh: "I am a psychologist, not a brain scholar. For this kind of thing, you should go to a real doctor and let her do the brain surgery for you. Take a picture to see if there are any tumors.”

Qian Yu was extremely embarrassed.

I glanced at the female doctor and found that she was lying on the bar drunkenly.

Qian Yu could only say: "It turns out he was drunk."

She supported the female doctor and prepared to help her to the sofa so that she could sleep better lying down.

After Qianyu spent a lot of strength, he asked the female doctor to lie on the sofa.

She gasped and wiped the sweat from her forehead.

The female doctor opened her eyes and glanced at her: "No matter what, you are who you are. Don't fall into bottomless philosophical speculation, which is meaningless. Existence is reality, and existence is everything."

Qianyu looked at the female doctor in confusion. She felt a little confused about what the female doctor said.

However, the female doctor had already fallen into a deep sleep.

Qianyu had no choice but to sigh and sit in front of the bar. She found a cup from the bar and poured another glass of ice water to drink.

What happened today made her exhausted.

"Oh, oh. Isn't this my favorite child? Why does it appear here?"

I don’t know when Qujian Ai appeared here.

Qian Yu turned around in shock and looked at the woman in front of her. She felt as if she had fallen into a strange space.

This woman has long hair as deep as the sea, red eyes and charming tear marks.

The corners of his half-smiling mouth were filled with a kind of enchantment.

Just looking at it for the first time, Qian Yu felt shocked.

At this moment, she had no objection to what Xia Tingfei said - Qu Jianai was a woman who committed a heinous crime.

And Qu Jianai looked at Qian Yu, her slender fingers touched the corners of her mouth, and looked at Qian Yu with a half-smile but not a smile: "Why, don't you recognize me?"

Qianyu forcibly calmed down, she bent down and said to Qujian Ai seriously: "I'm sorry, I can't remember the past things clearly. If possible, can you tell me something about the past?"

Qujian Ai looked at Qianyu and stretched out his arm to touch her cheek.

But Qianyu took a step back in fear, waiting until he reacted.

She could only smile apologetically, but Qujian Ai crossed her fingers across her face with a smile on her face: "So that's it, why did you become what you were before? It's like... The first time I encountered it.”

"I'm still surprised that all my years of training have been in vain."

(End of this chapter)