It's a diary

Chapter 104 2.15
The month is halfway over, and so is the week of classes.

Due to some reasons, the exam tomorrow afternoon will be moved to this afternoon.The lunch break has also been reduced a lot, so I just sat in bed for a long time at noon today.

The question is simple.

It's so simple that it feels a bit insulting to my intelligence.

After I finished writing the paper, I was so bored that I turned my pen and stared out the window... drawing rabbit heads and cherries on the paper.I am better at drawing these two things. I can only draw a rabbit head well, but not a complete rabbit.

However, maybe it’s because I haven’t painted for a long time, so I feel a little unfamiliar, but I still feel pretty good about myself.

When I was studying in Beiyu, I used to bring a red pen with me every time I took a major exam, because I really didn’t know how to do some subjects, so I just had to be idle and find something to do for myself.

But that didn’t happen again in the first half of last year.

The school exams are held in the same examination room and in the same location throughout the semester.

At that time, I was assigned to a class on the same floor, which was good. I didn’t have to run up and down the stairs.

That position is not next to the window, but very close to the window.I can see the camphor tree, I can see the tree whose name I don’t know.

The wind will blow in from there.Provided there are no nails on the windows.

During the first major exam, it wasn't too hot, but the sun shining in from the window would definitely become unbearable over time.I don’t know what happened to that class, there weren’t even curtains.

And even the fan is broken.

The second time I learned to be smart and brought a fan.When I feel tired, I turn the fan, but I am very poor and can only do one way of turning the fan for so long.

Before the third major exam, Hippo and I went to a milk tea shop to review. We ordered milk tea but didn’t drink it. The two of us ate sugar water and drank a bottle of fruit wine.As for the milk tea, you can take it home, which makes it cheaper for everyone.

That time, we also bought salted plums and juice in the supermarket.So during the exam days, I was either picking up plums or pouring juice into a thermos.

Among the two large bottles of juice, the passion fruit one was not tasty, it was too sweet.Today's temperature is higher than yesterday, but it's colder than yesterday.

I handed in the exam in advance for the afternoon exam, thinking that the breakfast hall should be empty since it was still so empty, so I would go eat first and then go back to the dormitory.

When I went to the canteen, I was shocked to see that the queue for food was already in the dining hall.I remembered that yesterday, I lined up at the end of the line like this, and then I happened to reach the girl in front, that aunt, and left.

The rest of us were left staring.

I just took a look and went home.When I came back to lie down, I felt like sleeping, but I didn't dare to sleep, for fear that I would die of sleep and not be able to wake up.

I still like it. I go there to eat again. I don’t have to queue and there are no crowds.

When I get to the classroom early in the morning, I usually read and write, but today I did nothing.

I hope that summer will come soon and end soon so that I can graduate as soon as possible.

Every adult wants to go back to the time when they were studying, but every student is more or less eager to grow up... I hope to grow up, hope to have the ability to work and make money, and hope to do what I like and want to do.

Everything is difficult, it is difficult to study, it is also difficult to get out of society.

This is what I think and it is true.

never mind.Can it really be indifferent?At least I can't do it, maybe others can.

I am not a sunny, positive and cheerful girl, but I am definitely not introverted.It's not that I'm not good at getting along with others, more often than not I just think it's troublesome and unnecessary... Of course, there's definitely an element of fear involved.

Being alone is fine.

(End of this chapter)