It's a diary

Chapter 119 3.5
Another week has passed.Tomorrow starts a new week, it's very fast, the days are always very fast.

People are also very strange. Yesterday they were thinking about growing up, but today they may just want time to stop at this moment.

But time will not stop.

The wind tonight feels so comfortable, just like the wind I felt in Beiyu in the evening last year.The bones are about to fall apart.

Breathing desperately, I put my palms on my chest to feel the violent beating of my heart. The surroundings were very quiet.My heart is beating loudly, this is life.Still alive.

I can't do anything, I just want time to stop at this moment.

I am too stupid and my expressive ability is limited.

I simply don’t know how to describe to you the kapok tree with orange-red kapok branches next to the dining hall.I don’t know why the flowers on the kapok tree next to the second dining hall are dazzling crimson.

There are so many kapok trees in the whole school, but only these two bloomed first.

Because that location is good.The sunshine hours are long.It’s not unusual for flowers to bloom early if they are surrounded by warmth for a long time.

Every time I walk to the dining hall, whether going or returning, I can't help but look up and look at the flowers on the high branches of the trees.

The ground is covered with fallen flowers, and there are also fallen flowers on the roof of the car parked under the tree.

It's actually stupid to say it. I wanted to be hit on the head by a falling flower.Maybe I would curse at that time, but I think I must be smiling.

Just like when I think back to the scene in Beiyu, when the car passed under the kapok tree diagonally opposite the school, a kapok fell from a height and hit my head... I can't help but laugh out loud.

The past days are always worth remembering.

I also know that one day in the future, I will also think of the moment when I typed this line.

I went to a new city, read a new book, and met people I thought were better people.

It is inevitable that the thought of staying will occasionally arise.

……

This is also good.

However, no matter where I go, no matter how good the place is, I want to come back to Beiyu.I want to go further; I want to be happier; I want to be healthier; I want to live longer...

As my teacher said, "The time we have been together is only two or three years, which is only a very small part of your life. At best, if you live longer, it will only be [-]%."

Longevity.

There is no need to go to school in the morning these two days, but I wake up very early.I woke up around seven or eight o'clock and couldn't fall asleep.

You can hear birds chirping in the dormitory.I like hearing this sound.

The sounds of birds chirping, the wind, and the flowing water... are very beautiful.

I remembered the swallow's nest on the eaves of my home, the bird's nest on the banyan tree downstairs in the community, and the birds in the mountain forest with a temple halfway up the mountain in Beiyu City...

And the nest of swallows downstairs at Hippo's house.Have they come back yet?

If possible, when the moon is low and I return to Beiyu, I will tell her, "Hippo, can you catch the swallows from downstairs in your house and give them to me?"

Life is a mixture of bitterness and joy, sometimes bitter and sometimes sweet.No matter what, it cannot be the best.

I originally thought about practicing calligraphy, but I kept putting it off.When I have time recently, I always like to pick up a pen and write a few lines.

During the two days on the weekend, I took more than an hour to write every day and finished copying Sima Xiangru's "Shanglin Fu".

I copied it again tonight, until the end of self-study get out of class in the evening, and I only finished copying the first two paragraphs.

It's alright.There is ample time.

I still have time.

I am still young and I still have a lot of time to pick up the things I have lost and try things I have never done before...

"The color imparts to the soul, and the heart is on the side."

(End of this chapter)