It's a diary

Chapter 17 It’s getting colder
Nothing interesting to do.It doesn't make sense either.

Just as I thought, the reason why I am so sleepy now is that I didn't sleep well at night.

What I can remember is that I woke up once in the middle of the night last night because my roommate laughed out loud while reading a novel.The second time was around two o'clock. I stood up, looked at it, and closed my eyes again.The third time was [-]:[-]. I remember this clearly because I looked at my phone.

I saw that I didn’t turn on airplane mode when I went to bed last night, and I thought to myself but forgot.At that time, today’s traffic usage was 7.6MB.

I woke up once after five o'clock.

When I woke up in the morning, the phone showed 6.18.But it should actually be [-]:[-], and the clock on my phone is a little slower.

This time I was too lazy to sleep anymore, so I took my phone and started to log in to the game to complete tasks.

When the task was completed, the school bell rang.This morning the school broadcast seemed to read "Crossing the Lingding Ocean" by Wen Tianxiang. When I took the mock test, one point was deducted because of this poem.So, I always remember it.

My head hurts so much and I feel dizzy.

I hate it so much, why does it get cold so quickly?

I really want to eat wontons, which reminds me of the days when I was studying in Beiyu.In fact, there was nothing worth remembering about those days. That is, my head teacher, physics teacher and history teacher are worth mentioning.

Hello class teacher, she must be good.

Without her, I might have taken more detours and hit more walls.Although you may still come out, you may not be so relaxed and bold.

Later, I came to Qingzhou.

I lost my school uniform that day. I was so annoyed, helpless and funny at the same time.I posted a complaint on Moments, but didn't explain the reason.

Because my cousin also has + me, and she is afraid that she will laugh at me if she finds out that I am wearing my school uniform.

Speaking of which, we really deserve to be sisters.

She lost her school uniform at first, and I also lost it later.

It was just my school uniform, I found it later.The teacher also gave me a new one.

Is this a blessing in disguise?
That day, my former head teacher came to comfort me and told me not to think too much, just take my time and I would be fine once I get used to it.

I chatted a lot with her in bits and pieces.

My teacher is a very gentle person, kind and gentle, and treats everyone the same.

In the past, even the boys in the class who drove their heads while driving outside, stayed drunk, smoked and skipped classes would all betray her face and obey her obediently.

My teacher reached out to me many times...

Later, due to some very special reasons, she could no longer serve as the class teacher.

We don’t have a serious graduation photo. I don’t know what the school thinks. In the end, it’s not organized.The reason given by the school is that everyone is in trouble due to the epidemic, so they won’t let everyone pay for these things.

I don’t quite understand, but the ten yuan a photo seems to be beyond our means.The after-school services we are forced to provide cost a few hundred a month, so why bother to accept them?
I like my teachers, but school is hard to describe.

Later, one afternoon, they took a group photo with their teachers there as a souvenir and a graduation photo.

I looked at it and went upstairs.

I packed my schoolbag, took a photo of the sunset that day, and left.

That's my graduation photo.Sometimes when I flip through a photo album I see that photo, the interplay of light and shadow is simply beautiful.No nostalgia, no participation, just a full stop. ——The end of a period of time that is unbearable to look back on.It was the end of four miserable years for me.

I'm tired, I'm sleepy, but there's nothing I can do.

As much as I'm in pain, there's nothing that can be done about it.As long as I'm alive, it hurts so much that I don't want to live.

Do you feel cold?
Although this seems to be the tropics, I always feel that it is already very cold.It seems that Qingzhou has more autumn flavor than Beiyu.

It is precisely because of this that for the first time, just at the end of September, I felt helpless and cold.

Now I have to wear a coat when I sleep.

I really wanted to ask my old classmate when the school uniforms would be distributed, but he had just told me earlier.It doesn't seem to be a good idea to bother you so presumptuously.

By noon, I came back from dinner and fell asleep.Even after sleeping for more than two hours, my head was still groggy and sleepy.

Go to class in the afternoon, face the computer, tsk.There is also no motivation.

Speaking of which, I made forms all morning today, and entered various texts in the afternoon.

Really, seeing blind.

I didn’t go to eat in the afternoon because I had no appetite.I feel like now, if I eat something, I will vomit it immediately.An indescribable feeling.It's quite uncomfortable.

I originally wanted to go back to sleep, but after thinking about it, I continued to pick up the pen and copied a letter that was written in the notebook but not on the letter paper.

After a while, I went to take a shower, and it seemed that I was almost done again.

I really don't want to stay in the dormitory anymore. I don't have enough time to sleep, and it's not interesting to do anything else.

I saw the sun setting outside and ran to see it.Then I followed my friend to the classroom and watched the sunset on the corridor of the classroom.

The sunset tonight is very beautiful, and the remaining clouds are also very gentle, with a light purple color.

I want to see the sea, I want to see ginkgo, I want to see maple forest, I am looking at metasequoia... I want to drink a cup of coffee, I want to drink black tea with sugar, I want to buy a rose...

I want to drink soup. I like pork rib soup and chicken soup.I just like the taste. I don’t like the meat. I just like the soup.

I rarely eat fish.My mother doesn’t eat fish, so it rarely appears on our family’s dining table.

The fish my grandpa cooked was delicious. I remember him saying that the fish in October was very plump.Then this time when I go back, I must pick a big fish and let him cook it for me.

It’s already Tuesday, there’s a day of cultural classes on Wednesday, Thursday and Friday.We can go back around three o'clock on Friday afternoon.

I plan to take a ride to the station with a senior from my hometown.I could feel her homesickness and actually bought a 3:55 ticket.This was the train I bought last time, but it was just a little short, just 3 minutes short, and the ticket check stopped.

Seven days, after these seven days, how can there be any holiday?

October, November, December.

After this time, it will be three months before I can go back.

It will be the New Year then.

I hope it won't be too cold this winter.

(End of this chapter)