It's a diary

Chapter 46'B7
Go to bed after writing. (It seems to have always been like this)
Even though it's the weekend, it still has to be postponed until so late.What could be the reason? I can't think of anything else except laziness.

Double Eleven! It’s almost here!
Now I am no longer interested in the activities of tb, I just don’t care.I can’t win anyway, alas.

But I have been working on zfb’s Ant Forest, I have!Planted!Four or five seaweeds!
Occasionally I would toss the chicken, but now I mostly just feed it, and I keep forgetting about it.My friend's chickens would come to my place to eat. I couldn't bear to drive them away. How could I be willing to drive them away? /I am moved by myself. (Actually, I’m just lazy.)
Every day, it seems that I am not doing my job properly and I don’t know why I am so busy.

Headache.

I hate it.

I plugged in my headphones and listened to a certain song for a day. It wasn’t that exaggerated every day, but I was really hooked.

I really want to be in a daze, want to blow in the air, and drink hot milk tea.Speaking of milk tea, yesterday was also silly.

Waitress: "Is it served with ice?"

My classmates and I were dumbfounded, "Ah!? Hmm."

As a result, the milk tea was so cold that my teeth froze.When the milk tea was finished, there was still a pile of ice cubes left.

Next Thursday, there will be a fun sports meeting, and next week, there will be a school sports meeting.

Anyway, it has nothing to do with a virtual boy like me.

When I first entered the middle school in Beiyu, the school's school sports meeting was also held in a big way.The teacher was stronger, or maybe he wanted everyone to participate, so almost everyone in the class was forced to sign up.

But in the end, I still didn’t participate.

It's not a physical reason.At that time, although my body was a little weak, I was still healthy.

Because that day, I brought my own camera.The teacher caught me on the way and took pictures.

I was very happy at that time. How could I not be happy if I could catch fish?

It’s just, it’s a lot darker in the end.

As of now, things like school sports meets have nothing to do with me.It doesn't matter anymore.

When the class meeting just started, the teacher said: "You can't hide in the dormitory and play if you don't want to participate! You have to assemble to cheer or take photos for the students participating in the competition."

I lazily leaned against the wall and listened to him. The wind blew in from the window and blew a few strands of my hair.I washed my hair today.

My hair is scattered on my back. I didn’t realize until today that my hair is longer again.

Photography is photography, I am still very interested in it.I would rather press the shutter button than to bother with it.Anyway, there is only one result.

I'm really curious. I wonder if this school has a link to write a cheering essay.

There are schools in Beiyu.While the game was going on, the radio station broadcast the cheering messages written by other students for the contestants.

All I can say is, it's quite interesting.

Things that bothered me at the time still bother me now.The reason why I can be so stupid every day is just because I pretend to be stupid and don't think about life and death.

This is good and bad.

The former is not affected, while the latter fails to solve the problem from its root cause.

As long as one day, I feel tired and don’t want to be stupid anymore.It would be counterproductive.

Too much trouble.

Therefore, I hate getting along with and communicating with all kinds of people.

Half truths and half lies.There is this reason, but it is also scary.There is no reason, just fear.

Afraid of making people angry and dissatisfied.

If it were me who caused others to do this, I would feel guilty and die of fear!
The bad things that I couldn't say out loud at the beginning can't be said out now.Just like my current life, I couldn't predict it in the past, and my future years can't be imagined now.Same

It’s really hard work to see the people here!
After enduring it for so long, this immature and silly writing style even made me a little nervous.

Monday and Tuesday, then Wednesday, which I don’t like, Thursday, which is good but more annoying, and then Friday comes.

After thinking about it again and again (fake), I still don’t know what to use to describe how fast time flies.The joke that came out of my mouth in the first place is the most appropriate: like the ever-changing numbers on the hot water meter.

I always thought that only girls would pay so much attention to other people's lives, but I found that boys seemed to pay more attention.

I started to worry about whether I had written something inappropriate somewhere.I always like to follow my temper, and Alin would often just say: "Willful." If I thought I had done something wrong, I would cry to her, and she would blame me, "What a fool I am."

The reason why she said this was because what I committed was nothing serious.It’s too small to be too small, it’s just that I love myself and scare myself.

It would be magical to meet each other.If there is no reason, it is magic.Just like I found A-lin in the crowd, just like I chose Aqiu as my deskmate with my eyes closed, just like I talked a lot of nonsense, and you happened to see this line.

It's amazing.

Cherish every second of your life, everyone around you, and the unknown people you pass by on the road.

I don’t want to talk about other big principles, and I don’t think you want to hear them.

The reason why I suggest you do that is because I think the encounter itself is a miracle.

(End of this chapter)