It's a diary

Chapter 65 E2
Just got to the classroom.I couldn't finish the class in the afternoon, so I was asked to familiarize myself with the location where I would stay during the opening ceremony. 02:30 to 05:30, although there is nothing to do

To put it bluntly, it's better to fish in the computer room than to feel comfortable.

This afternoon's class was particularly relaxing, and the computer room was air-conditioned.It's so hot today, the sun is shining all the time, and the sun hurts my eyes.

That won't be the case tomorrow.

Cooler tomorrow.It suddenly dropped from 29 to [-] degrees, and even more so the day after tomorrow, with the lowest temperature being only [-] degrees.

Sitting there in a daze, blowing the wind, looking at my phone from time to time, another afternoon passed.It's not interesting at all. It might be better if there weren't so many people around.But no.

There were too many people and the noise made my head hurt.

But that day was quite beautiful.I've been watching the clouds drift.

Besides feeling noisy, I was just hungry.When talking to classmates, I feel thirsty, and when I look at my phone, I feel upset.

It was not impossible to write something at that time, but I was sleepy and lazy.

I couldn't sleep well at noon. I drifted off to sleep and was woken up by them again.

When I woke up, I kept thinking about the cans of fruit wine I had brewed in Beiyu, and I was greedy.

It can also be said that I am upset.

My teeth started hurting again in the past two days, so I kept the candies given by my roommate in the cupboard without eating them.

Although my tooth hurts, I always want to eat something sweet.

For example, candied haws, such as candied chestnuts, or peanuts dipped in candy...

The tomato scrambled eggs here contain sugar.When I was a child, I always thought that all places were like this. It wasn’t until I had dinner at a classmate’s house in the north that I realized that not everyone puts sugar in it.

Anyway, at least, the tomato scrambled eggs in my school canteen are filled with sugar.This will feel more or less like home
I like sweets.Maybe it’s because I grew up with my grandpa.He likes sweets more than me.

Sour mango dipped in sugar, tomatoes dipped in sugar, even peanuts dipped in sugar... He loved drinking, and would pour one or two taels of wine with every meal and eat it with peanuts.

When he frys peanuts, he usually divides them into two plates, one with salt and one with sugar.Although it sounds a bit strange, it is really delicious when mixed with sugar.

Wine is a good thing. Not only does he like it, I also like it.Of course, drinking alcohol is not an option, but drinking a little wine will make you happy.

Drinking a little wine is at least better than smoking.
He smoked when I was little.Later, when he was a little older, he listened to his children and quit smoking.

He bought a big bag of mint candies and ate them when he wanted to smoke.Because of this, we had to eat a lot of candies.They would also sneak in a few to eat while he was away.

Maybe I ate too much sugar at that time, so now the two big teeth in my lower jaw are broken.

He actually quit smoking.This continued until a year or two ago, when he started smoking again.My mother told him to quit smoking, but he said it was annoying.

How can I not be annoyed?

As people get older and older, they have nothing, and they gradually become unable to do anything.Not to mention him, even me, even in my youth now, would shed tears because what happened did not go as expected.

I will wonder if I am not doing well enough, if I am too anxious, if I am not suitable to do that thing in the first place...

For now, for the time being, I cannot accept my aging.Maybe it's not just aging, but maybe it's also the fear of becoming a burden that can't do anything.

Today I suddenly felt that two years is not a very long time.It was autumn when we met, and it was autumn again when we met again.And, two difficult winters.

It seems that in December this year, the lowest temperature in Qingzhou was only [-] degrees Celsius.If so, it might really be a warm winter.I can't help but wonder whether the weather in Beiyu will be warmer.

I think, actually now, for example, the weather today is pretty good.It’s not particularly hot, but it’s not cold either, the wind is blowing and the sun is out.There is the moon and the afterglow.

But no way.

Winter will come sooner or later.There are only two things we can do: First, accept the fact that winter will come sooner or later.The second is to enjoy everything before the cold winter. ——For example, now.

(End of this chapter)